PIPI

2009-05-15T22:11:00.002+08:00

new url :

http://purpursely.blogspot.com/

might consider making it private though.
haha. for those who views but don't tag, too bad :)

2009-05-14T13:30:00.002+08:00

i missed michelle chia's and shaun's wedding broadcast. have been seeing it in the papers how grand the dinner was. shaun is lucky to marry such a sexy wife, and she's lucky to find someone whom she can depend on for the rest of her life. isn't it great? that's what most of us wanted right? to find someone we love and live happily ever after. yada yada. only quite true to a certain extent under the pressure of money and career stuffs going on.

'I want to be a good wife, cook well and support my man to succeed in life.' Then she added: 'What's his will now be mine, but what's mine will remain mine,' getting laughter all round.

2 years ago, we were standing up and shouting at one another infront of the whole class during lessons due to trivial stuffs, remember? 2 years ago, we were still hanging out as classmates + good friends, remember? 2 years ago, the 4 of us stayed overnight for twice or thrice for fun/project, remember? never would i ever imagine that 2 years from then we will be together. haha. what an irony right? how fate goes round and round, in the end back to someone who was once right infront of you almost everyday.

i love the way you love smelling my hair, " wa. damn nice.. "
and you're behaving like some stalker or something,
keep looking at my photos from online albums etc. haha.

i love it when you visit your friends in "pet society" just to buy me those "mystery boxes",
when you don't even play this kind of game haha.
but your pet is so darn cute :D .

i love how you stare at me as if i am the most beautiful woman in the world~
but whenever i got shy and demanded you to stop looking,
you ask, " why? why i cannot look at my gf? "

i love it when you wanna divert all your attention on me.
hehe. eg stop your games etc. hahaha.

then when i wanna watch my 9pm show, you gladly wait for me.
during the commercial break i'll call you and when the show starts i'll say,
" okay the show starts already, byebye ! "

whenever i got DC-ED from msn and came back online,
you'll tell me how you miss me so much. haha silly boy.
it's not as though i'll go missing forever right?

you always have loads of good food with you,
purposely webcam to "haolian" your nice nice food.
yikes you idiot :D !

just now when your grandpa called you and asked wanna bring you what food anot.
you said you want " long rou.. " (english: dragon meat) =.=" . how on hell is he able to find dragon's meat for you? where got people talk to their grandpa like that? furthermore, your chinese isnt good and the way you pronounce it makes it way funnier. it was damn funny till i kept laughing can.

i love how we stayed up all night chatting and also talking about what we gonna do and where we gonna go. our preferences and hates. and whenever i doze off, you'll still hold on to the phone because you say you want to hear me sleep. haha. nonsense. and then i'll suddenly wake up and say, " hello? you there? i go sleep okay? " " okay baby. byebye. "

and, of course, i love your intelligence,
cos you were smart enough to fall in love with me.
hiakhiakhiak :P

" You give me reasons to wake up in the morning and smile. Just smile for no particular reason except the fact that you are here. As days go by I feel myself growing closer and closer and my heart is suddenly coming out of its shy spot and wanting to feel what it feels like to be loved again. I don't ever want to lose this feeling. I don't ever want to lose you. "

2 nights ago, we played the dare game in webcam. loser of scissors, paper, stone has to do what the winner says. and when i win, i asked him to do this(putting the hand crossover to his other cheek LOL):

HAHAHAHA.

it sucks.

2009-05-13T23:10:00.008+08:00

im feeling so damn irritated right now ! my neck's itching like hell man. when will the itch stop? it's driving me crazy. can i just have an entire skin transplant? change my entire skin(except for the face). so what if i don't have pimples at all in my life? don't ever be envious. cos i've been suffering all these while from eczema on my body!! the skin allergy comes back seasonally when the weather isnt good. and i suffer then. maybe when God gives you something he'll take back something.

know how it feels?
okay, i need to calm down and relax.
else it will only be worsen.

damn.
dont think i'll be attending the graduation ceremony tml.
damn.

i do not have to rake my brain to worry about what to wear then.
and it's so bloodey hot now even if im in my airconditioned room.
shucks.

okay, random stuff.

you know. that day when i was in my friend's chalet. i saw someone whom im so reluctant to see ever. i can't possibly smile and act friendly right? the sight of her reminds me of every nasty stuff she did. ya, i still can't forget though i've already done the forgiving. so i avoided any eye contact and stayed away from her. i dont know how people in this world is able to smile with and talk to someone whom they dislike at all. haha. that's just so not me. i will feel so suffocated; you know? can't breathe properly kind?

and ya. my new url's layout will be up pretty soon.
was lazy to finish it though, shall wait till tml then.
some jogging to be done too.

bb's sleeping right now.
naughty owl, dont sleep in the night but in the night.

2009-05-12T19:00:00.004+08:00

sore throat and temperature feeling so hot last night. was on phone with bb till we both fell asleep. luckily for today my condition seems better. think my immune system is getting poorer, in the past i dont get sick easily heh, like the most once in a year? so hopefully for the rest of the months i dont get sick again.

anyway, i went for a 1-day-job at Raffles. it's supposedly a health screener job for the H1N1 flu; however since the alert level colour has changed to yellow, there is not a need for the job anymore thus im only covering for jess for 1 day. it's the SLACK-IEST JOB ever.

know why? when i reached there at 8am; me and another guy waited for the boss at the reception counter/security place below. till 9? yah and then we went up to the office. nothing for us to do also and slacking in the meeting room. do own stuffs; eg playing my ds and plain chatting till i got sian already. then went down to get MOS's terriyaki chic burger and clam chowder. really slack till i've got nothing to say, furthermore it's damn cold in there and i didnt even bring my shawl with me. damn it. went downstairs and chatted with bb. then went up again and dozed off. woke up and used his laptop for awhile, played my ds till 5 and waited for the boss to let us go.

lols.

now then i realise, it's better to do something rather than slack during work cos its really very very boring, though you get paid. haha.

wow. it's been only few hours i last logged checked my inbox and i have like 105mails? not junk mails. more than half of it comes from FB. had a "nice" time deleting man -.-

and heh. i have a face of "i-like-green-tea" isit? why do people think that i love greentea which is, i hate it so much kay!! LOLS. green tea sucks!! i hate the taste. eww. so why do people think that i like it? so strange. haha. i remember in my sec sch days every girlfriend of mine drinks pokka green tea from that drink stall except me. and in my quiz alot of people chose BLUR and NAIVE. LOLS. am i that blur? aye maybe a lil absentminded lah. =.=

2009-05-10T11:46:00.004+08:00

am going to visit baby later :D
hmm. what should i tabao?

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finally seen bb. went over to the famous ABC hawker centre to get him so yummilicious food. a big hug. fed each other. we went down to level1 wanting to get some juicy watermelon from the vending, but it's sold out already ): and there came a cheena smell coming out from the lift; making bb shout in the lift and me laughing like some insane people. then at 10pm we went out to watch S Factor cos now his ward doesnt have any tv anymore. gonna get fat whenever i visit bb cos he has tons of titbits laying around and the new unagi seaweed chips are so nice ! :D bb you are the gluttony kay NOT me.

finally xuesha is out, she looks like a retard who doesnt have any common sense and dont you realise she keeps laughing for no reason? she is pretty, but it will be better if she dont open her mouth and speak. an example of a typical vase.

i so want KAYKAY to win man.
she's so bloodey HOT.

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baby, it feels like it's been forever since i know you,

2009-05-09T06:37:00.001+08:00

supposedly meeting adel, elissa, b.chua, mingyi at 7.30pm at lot1, but i was slightly late :X okay, half an hour's late. i forgot to bring my wallet and walked all the way back home to retrieve it. what a klutz. anyway, we had our "discussion" at macdonalds. some business stuffs, which i'm only gonna reveal when it's on the right track (:

after that, b.chua left to find his gf(that's of course). and we cabbed down to HaloBar. then coincidentally their friends(10+) are around as well? so joined tables with them and ordered beer. i had only sprite that's all. haha. baby, aint i guai? :D jason chua and angel came, following by romeo. hee. he passed me the 6 candies and choc he bought from Sophisca in Taiwan for me ! adel dont be jealous kay, that i've got the "spyringe" ! finished at 2am+, weiqiang sent us home. thanks man.

was a pity i didnt bring my digital camwhoring machine out. reached home 4 hours ago.
baby misses me so much. haha.

i need to start saving a sum of money now for my shop. yada yada, i've been saying it like thousands of times right i know i know? but this time round i will be collaborating with people. business plan and everything for a few months because it's too risky to start it now as the swine flu is still going on around. and we'll start finding a shop in town(i want it in town no matter what okay) after the swine crisis. town's rental fees are holy expensive; but what matters is the revenue gained ya.

concepts to be done, interior and exterior too. i should have taken the interior design's diploma right? then i'll have big bucks rolling in now. ah huh. anyway, i love the tw's streetstyle Pizzacut5 and their concept. hope to bring the brand in in the near future, but i guess that will cost like hundredKS? you know, they put their items in PIZZA BOXES; of course with their designs and stuffs, and their items(shirts and jackets) in the shop are displayed in fridges like those of 7-11 but prettier of course. their delivery man rides a chio pink scooter with the brand name haha. damn cool can? that time when i was in taiwan and i finally found the shop, the jacket i wanted was sold out =.=" as they set limited pieces for each design. many artistes recommend this shop and SG seriously lacks this stuff here.

good night all.
gonna video call with bb on msn :)

2009-05-07T18:18:00.010+08:00

OUB/UOB building at Raffles. it's been my first time there okay. basically we always see those serial dramas showing raffles city whereas those "actors/actresses" were out of job etc and etc right? haha. it's the 55th floor and woo. air pressure coming in as we were transported up in the lift lols. filling in the form halfway through, and i decided to back out =.=" alright. let's go. but the scenery is indeed beautiful (:

went around the underground shops. saw a mini mahjong sale; comes with playing board and everything. damn convenient ! but then due to money constraint, i better spend my money wisely. argh ): went to have some soup and sandwiches at some soup place(not nice at all) then xiaolongbao cos she wants. turns out that the XLBS were pretty yummilicious.

then train-ed over to cine to get the bday cookie for vincent. into fred perry cos i wanna see whether there're new designs for the polos. she bought a pair of red shoes from there and kept exclaiming and asking is it nice or not. haha. really very nice lah girl. dont ask till i kenna tempted okay.

okay, anyway after her shoes we went back to Chevron; vincent's chalet. our virgin experience of peng-ing satay. LOLS though abit chaotah but still nice okay ! then as our girls reached, we went up to the cooling room on the 2nd floor and started playing truth or dare on poker cards. haha. me and evan went up first and we prepared the pillows to smash onto adel and elissa. then we ran around the room and hide in the balcony. well they locked us so i bowed and said " sorry da jie !! " hahahaha. then adel only wanna let me out but evan came out too. so she smashed evan with the pillows and i join alliances with her ! tiring seh. so elissa was in the toilet in the room so i suggested to aim her and the 3 of us took the pillows and waiting for her to come out of the toilet. then. PILLOW FIGHT !! hiakhiakhiak.

later on we went down and grabbed some bite. went up again and this time round with sue-ee as well. damn fun as our dare(s) were to scream down and "disturb" vincent. well, other stuffs are discrete and only WE know. inside secret, hehe. went for the swing as well! :)

then it was cake cutting time. sang songs. eng chinese malay lols. photos time. me and caiting even sit on the toilet bowl and took pictures. haha. then before midnight i cabbed home with elissa, mingyi and beechua.

msn video chat with baby till 6 in the morning,
and hogged onto the phone till i fell asleep :X .

while we were chatting normally.
my sexaye spider.

" baby smile.. "

" again again.. "

he's so damn cute hahaha. sometimes i'll say, " baby, smile. "
then he will know he has to pose for a printscreen :D
and he tries to scare me =.=

(click to view)

and i'm all wrapped up in my fluffy pink blanket lol.
too cold in my air-conditioned room.

me and him were looking back at our past sec sch days blogging.
damn damn funny. how did we managed to blog like that?

this is my facebook astrology today and tomorrow:

Thursday, May 7
You may have interesting and unusual opportunities, to make money today especially if you are involved in a home-based business of some kind. If you are self-employed, expect better than normal sales today. If you are employed, there could be an unexpected holiday bonus coming.

Purpur,
You are best advised today to leave your cash and credit cards at home. Every shiny, pretty thing with a huge price tag is going to catch your eye. If you buy creative products or supplies today you may find they sit in the closet a long time before you actually use them.

hahaha. how true.

im immersed in my happy life.

2009-05-05T23:44:00.005+08:00

hasn't been feeling very well for the past few days, it feels like i've gotten up on the wrong side of bed everyday. i hope i'll get better soon. and so i guess, im gonna end my taitai life(temporary) cos i will be going for my part time job interviews soon. i need some jogging in the evenings as well. tml's vincent's bday chalet at chevron. i hope i'll be able to stay overnight, if my condition allows. else i'll have no choice but to go back early. and i need to collect our clothes at the seller's place in the morning, then head to town in the afternoon to meet my girl.

first it was the economy crisis, secondly it was the riots in thailand, and now the swine flu.
what is happening to mother earth? world peace please.

and ya, though it's already past 5 days but i forgot to say,
happy belated month-sary baby :)

i'll always be there for you through the good and the bad.
thanks for being so patient with me whenever i threw tantrums.
that's to get all your attention and then the usuals "NEED-TO-HONG" me alright.
hiakhiak. and stop playing your game baby, else i'll ignore you again. lol.
iloveyou*

and i'm still not satisfied with the bike issue.

happiness comes from hard work. so does true love-- it's like a challenge, a battle we fight all our lives until we find that one special person. how often is it that we come across an individual who makes us feel the way love feels ? for two people to come together. any two people at all; what are the chances of that ? he could be from Paris, Taipei, New York, Perth or Barcelona. you don't choose it, and it won't matter. you will meet if the fate is there, and you will be mesmerized.

Replies to tags:
min: haha. of course (: thanks for the prezzies !
ping: hehe. ahping ahping.
adel: " i wunch nobodiie nobodiie budch euuu " *clapclap*
kiteflying ! cycling ! exercise ! slim down !! :D
aloycius: you too (:
yun: yes. we shall go for the korean restaurant again (;
it's alright, at least your
yashi: eh ah8 i miss you man !! what blinds your eyes -.-
jer: jerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ~
pearlyn: yes ! let's go singing together :D !
sha: haha. thanks. im cuter than him :X thanks for the wishes.
shermaine: hi shermaine ! (:
cekcek: hello cek ! miss you also~
bk: replied in your taggy (:
ting: sony vaio CS26G. it's okay, thanks for the prezzie (:
vivie: fujitsu is pretty too.
atiqah: yeah luckily i didnt get a LG lappy (:
eric: where got bo jio. haha. meet up soon eh !
shijie: still got more to do on my phone (:
fishfish: haha. thanks fishfish ! see you soon ~
maomao: hello ila ! thanks ! see you on grad day !
joanna: hello my xiaomei ! :D how are you?
jane: thanks babe ~ see you around soon.
qing: yeah i enjoyed pretty much, thanks !
qs: thanks xiao bu dian sister ! (:
eileen: hehe thanks. supper soon again eh !
michy: haha. no lah i've seen yours before, nice what ~ (;
mikko: alright sure my KK, take care of your little one.
wenz: thanks wen ~ :D when can we go for high tea again?
jacobs: hello lamekia ~ haha. you owed me a treat hor !
dale: thank you, sha's bf ~ take care. (:
reader: orh. maybe another day when i uploaded the pics then (:
cheeyong: is to be continued.

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2009-05-04T19:44:00.004+08:00

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giddy the whole day

2009-05-03T23:53:00.000+08:00

Ben and Jerry's at Cathay with dear Atiqah, Azimah, Munirah. we had " MERLION-STER " . 6 types of icecream with waffles and banana + whip cream. had fun with the mmmmmm-ing hahaha. thanks for the treat man ! :D and the bodyshop salt scrub, haha though i had 1 already but i love it okay ~ it's not cheap either and now i've got 2, and thus i can use em for very long !! worth of $100 over body salt scrub with me now, hehe. envious anot :X really thanks lah.

meet up again heh.
i want the pics my dear ! :D

and then took 190 with em down to town and i alighted at wisma to meet the girls up. vivie, yun, tiffy and shan. a bracelet from tiffany for my bday present. thank you laopo (: shopped and walked. tiffany and co etc. i want that key necklace for my 21st bday, *hinting* baby now ~ hiakhiakhiak. anyway, the last time i took puripuri(neoprints) was like so long ago hur? we took 1 today. marvellous. hahaha. and weishan saved my 1dollar LOL. it rolled under the machine =.=" 190 back with vivie after that hehe.

whole day. blurry vision. giddy head. argh. never ever been like that before. seldom got sick, but what happened now. i almost fell down while i was walking by the roadside to wisma from the bus stop. and there's a cab right behind me. when i climbed up the stairs to take 190 from my house nearby, i almost fell too. lucky me. else i may just land into the hospital by now.

ya. people may be thinking, why did i go out when i was so weak?
well, i've already promised the date today and i dont wanna miss it.
i don't like breaking promises and backing out on a last minute basis.

damn irritated by the upcoming eczema too.
tidied up room just now, spick and span.
made sure there's minimal dust lying around.

i had a friend named cheeyong.
he......................

to be continued.

present.

I feel much loved, beautiful and very happy.

2009-05-02T23:59:00.005+08:00

obviously it's sun 2.55am now,
i set the entry date to sat cos i forgot to blog before 12.

and by the way, i'm feeling so nauseous right now.
my head's spinning round and round for the entire day.
vomited a few times, till i'm all weak and soft.
tried panadol, fruits, water - TOTALLY NO USE AT ALL.

was a couch potato today and i cooked my own maggi mee :D
not just plain maggi but with ingredients okay !!
basically, just throw everything inside can already what.
damn satisfying hiakhiakhiak. but i accidentally scalded my thumb :(

gave sentosa a miss today and i wanna go cycling badly !
bet my friends were having so much fun just now.
and missed out on going east coast with em on fri too.
in the end they went kite-flying, like so cool lah !
i wanna go kite flying too ):

next week can?

also missed out on shopping with pearlyn my "ahlian" on fri.
next week kay? shop shop~ (;

i got to sleep early cos jiayong will keep nagging at me nonstop.
ask me rest well sleep early demanding me to do so immediately.
but look at the time now, its so late and i'm still awake !
haha. 20 years old like uncle already :X

meeting up with the darlings tomorrow.
can't wait to see all of em man. hugs*

voice conferencing with baby on msn now.
haha. that silly boy. asking me questions.
love my sexaye guy so much, so HOT :P

am currently on a business plan with adel and elissa :)
and we are starting it now already, but i can't say what is it now.
just hafta do up the stuffs and contact the suppliers.
well, stay tune people.

i've got to give all my attention to him now before i tuck into bed
he's complaining " you're so busy, busy like a bumble bee " ~
haha ! good night ~ :D

A BIG THANK YOU TO..

2009-05-01T11:04:00.015+08:00

(heavy pictures)

super chio-ness bday card.

their decos.

my 3 NRB girlfriends. finally we gathered as a whole. finally finally ! adelyn, evan and sue ee. beechua, kangwei. and nelson for helping alot of stuffs. and all for the snowflake necklace i was finding for so damn long ! the sweets i love, the unique super chio-ness card and the big sexaye bikini cake.

wendy, bell, yileen, vic for the SK necklace (:
shall we gather people and go for an overseas trip together?

yashi my 38 and edwin for the Hershey Kisses and Kinder chocs + those white balls haha. damn irritating balls lols !! acc me go ikea again kay ~

eric sister for the Perlini necklace.
jackson for the Royce chocs, and vincent too.

xxshihui and qishan for the black dress, and the card qishan wrote ! haha ~ the content made me laugh. their pretty friend lisa for the bday wish too (: i miss singing with you all and havoic-ing !!

shurei, yating. steady primary school girlfriends. though they didnt know anyone down there but still came. so afraid that they will feel bored man. haha. luckily they didnt right? thanks for the Vodka ! shall head out for some chilling soon alright :D ~

eileen and meiting for the drinking glasses.

pearlyn for the hkitty. my AHLIAN ~~
shopping soon !!

the "naked" man by evan.

elissa, mingyi, adeline for the customised cake and necklace.
ahseng for the bling hkitty wallet.

heng and daocheng for the watch and the kitty charm from japan.

engchiang for the japan dolls and your entertainment haha.
hongkong together soon eh?

jas for the pretty in purple, Precious Moments jewellery music box.

vivien, yun, shan and cheeyong for cabbing down on fri and having to yet wait for me to reach cos yong's cousin drove us there and they came over late to come and fetch me. felt so guilty hur. thanks for the faceshop wisdom salt spa and those yummilicious durian puffs ^^ !

my bunch of monkeys girls. MinMin, Jer, Kerin, Ling. thanks for the Haagen Daaz choc fondue, the super chio bling Juicy Couture necklace, bracelet, 78colours makeup palette, the customised tee and birthday cake ! must have cost you all a bomb man. meet up soon again kay. LJPMK ~ :D

jess and bf for coming, stanley too. sylvester, yvonne, and all others whom jiayong invited (:

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lastly, jiayong for the cake which he knelt down to do.
hahaha. gan dong gan dong.

he bought 3 big packet of chips, mogu mogu and kfc for me also :D
my bestest boy-friend weeee~

i hope i didnt leave out anyone?

and my 3 other primary school girlfriends;
yvonne, kim and florence will be giving me a dinnner !
can't wait to see em cos i haven't been meeting em for ages man ! :D

look at this. gross right? initially our room was D-03 and D-04.
adelyn suggested complaining cos there were too many cockroaches.
so we changed to A-03 and A-04. phew. luckily we changed. else.
i'll DIE !!!

omg. what are they doing?

*scared*!!!

BBQ.

1st game, i played damn badly.
what a NOOB !

2nd round, i was on form already, i STRIKED OKAY !!
hiakhiakhiak ! :X

people packing up and leaving cos they need to catch the train.

adel the wrestler LOLS.

ah kang the satay man.

wendy the new modern nanny haha.

caught! betraying me !! lols.

boobs from the cake.

whose butt?

on the last day when everyone's asleep.
we chitchatted till its time and woke everyone up.
we got a car ride from liyong. thanks ! :D

lastly, baby. to be the 1st to wish me at 12.00am.
and my cruise tickets he's gonna get me. haha (;

he forced me to take a pic with my fringe up =.=

i was basically busy the WHOLE NIGHT.
damn shag. have never been like that before.
in and out of the chalet, chatting and catching up,
with different group of friends, asking em to join in.
asking them to go and have some food, etc etc.

way too exhausting lols. perspiring the whole night,
i guess i burnt so much fats.

auntie bought me a chanel wallet and have it sent to my doorstep by the postman :D
and birthday prezzie from daddy + red packet with good money!

my beloved lappy :D

when will i,,,

2009-04-30T00:14:00.006+08:00

jacobs that biscuit is so bo liao.
while we were chilling, he used my lappy to tag me.
lol. cant he just say it face to face?

am back from the hospital just a moment go.
had a cold bath and feeling so shiok haha.

brought my bday cake for boyfriend cos he wanna eat.
cabbed over. went down to the cafeteria to get some food.
meesiam and nasi lemak. delicious !
and his Haagen Dazs ice cream in the fridge,
he says only I can eat. hahaha,

had 2 while he had 1. 1 caramel and 1 cookies and creme~
his. caramel with brownie. they tasted so heavenly~ :D
sweets and fruits inside stomach as well.
bloated with junks now.

played Scissors Paper Stone with him,
and he said i'm a cheater. lalala~

me lost, but i said : loser = pitiful, so he has to click for the webcam.
girlf = always the winner kay.

tml. bbdc enrollment.

relationships vs friendships.

2009-04-28T06:11:00.003+08:00

my friend serene, just broke off with her bf. and guess what? she realizes that she has been too dependent on her bf way too much. so much that she had already lost so many friends and now she has regretted, but it's all too late. she was crying and sobbing for the entire night just now and all that i can do is to lend her a listening ear, comfort her and assure her that she'll meet more people as the day comes. then, i sent her to sleep. i hope she learns her lesson. never to put all the eggs in a basket.

so what if you had a bad quarrel with your guy? it's your FRIENDS who will be there for you. so what if you had conflicts with your friends? it's your other FRIENDS who will be there for you too. yup you will be asking, then what about your bf?

well, because in his stand he's your guy and a male.
he doesn't understand your plight too well like a girl friend does.
you need advices and such from someone who knows, you see.

if:

you realize that you feel very empty without your guy,
your world is only him, him, him, him and just him,
you dont know who to turn to when you had a quarrel,
you had no one to go out with when your bf isn't around,
you put him above everything else in the world including your family,

then, you are in danger.

that is why, i do not put my boyfriend above my girls; not now not in the future. and i wouldnt approve of anyone who will be, because that shouldnt be the case. you need to at least balance yourself between the both; relationship and friendship. sad to say, a very true fact is that, no one in this world is that reliable to stay with you FOREVER. so what happens if the person leaves you? your world came crashing down not only because of the departure, but also because you are left with NOTHING. so i tend to get very frustrated when people ditched their friends due to boyfriends for small reasons that are not sufficient enough to throw your friends aside.

am i right people? (:

2009-04-27T21:29:00.007+08:00

went out yesterday after my 3 hours of sleep.
met up with min, jer and kerin, they passed me my birthday prezzies.
so many ! :D haha. my dear girls, i love love all of em !!
back to catching up and giggling laughing like siaochabohs etc.

they treated me to Haagen Dazs choc fondue at esplanade too.
thanks man. hugs*

Sony prices are fixed, so no haggling.
thus i asked for more giveaways. hiakhiak.
like auntie right, whatever ~

" hmm. i can offer a 4gb thumbdrive."
" what about the headset? "
" sure no problem. "

*looks around*

" keyboard protector? "
" hmm. can.. "
" the laptop cooler? "
" hmm. abit difficult.. "
" abit difficult means still can lah, just abit right haha. "
" haha. okay can.. "
" what about the upgrade? i was offered free upgrade to 4gb at another shop. "
" okay lah, give you (: "

* a cunning, happy girl smiling sweetly *
hahahaha.

my dad asked why are there so many gifts as compared to the previous shops we asked.
and he said " uncle.. cos your daughter pretty mah. " lols. like, damn happy only.
lalala. whatever :X

so me and my bro had each a lappy.
his is black and mine is romantic pink.
his birthday is coming and thus he gets it too.
costs a 2k each =.="

my dad says he can eat grass already !
anyway, my parents + bro + me had dinner outside.
my bro paid for the dinner and drinks sia. $50+
i was amazed. treated me for my birthday.

actually he's not that bad lah, he helps me with my com stuffs also.
and we are now on good terms, never really quarrel already.
well, starting to change my opinion of him already.
perhaps, conflicts are inevitable.

am heading out later for ~~coffee~~ tea with eileen, jiayong, liyong and linden :)
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i felt so lazy to upload my pics.
ohman.

send me PICTURES !! :D

welcome to the twenties club \m/ ~

2009-04-26T10:17:00.023+08:00

happy twentieth birthday to missy moi. (:

heh. i finally hit the BIG2.

birthday chalet was.
awesome much, yet tiring.

this year was a blast !

the only flaw will be that baby isnt around beside me, and i feel a lil tad sad. nah, quite sad. but it's okay, more birthday(s) in the future. and baby said he's gonna compensate me right? hiakhiakhiak. sorry baby, i had to like hang up on the phone so many times with him cos i was way too busy with my guests. he must have felt so lonely in the cold hospital room. aww~

you know, i am so grateful and so very thankful to all the people i have in my life. be it temporary or permanent people, or love ones that i will have for life. i'm so glad you all came into my life one way or another and yes. thank you to all, for making yesterday night such a blast.

yong for helping me so much on everything he can, treating me to kfc, titbits, mogu mogu, jagabee. accommodating to whatever i need. hahaha. doing my customized cake alone while his cousin was behind watching him squatting down to paste the icing. walked out in the big hot sun with me and engchiang even after his shower just to get my ordered wholesale food, often kenna bullied when me and eileen "forced" him to choose either 1 of us and putting words into his mouth eg saying he wanna bring us to watch the stars and yet betraying our love etc :X he's like a 2nd bf, haha but more than that, my best friend.

adelyn for helping me with the photography and the organizing of people etc i really must thank her for that. ohya. did i mention that she, elissa and mingyi went cycling and got back my bling heart stud which i dropped at mingyi's chalet previously? they cycled till that far? i was pretty shocked man. i thought it would be gone forever. ah ha. evan for helping me to decide what to wear else i'll worry so much. they're like my left and right hand (:

nelson, mingyi for doing the bbq stuffs. and my "sexy" cake as well. eric, jackson and vincent for making the night so fun as well where we all went for bowling and had a great night. people who helped to inform and confirm the list. the 30+ people who came, so sorry if my hospitality didnt fare that well.

wendy for helping to book the chalet in the first place using her card and bother her so much for the allocation of our chalet units (:

and many others i'll be mentioning in my next birthday post alright.

i love the prezzies, wishes be it face-to-face or smses or calls and such, thank you.
PP loves you all "deeeeep deeeeeep sio" ! :D

a very small minority of people w/o valid reasons, forget it. some understandable, 1 or 2?
*sings* "i see the true colours ~~ " never will i invite those ever again (:

i'm just gonna update about everything altogether once i get the photos from everyone. send me !!!

just got back and i've finally finished unpacking my stuffs and my prezzies.
so damn heavy heh. and i'm so in need of a shower right now RIGHT NOW !!

eileen can be like, so hyper and energized to say:
" eh, why not after we reach home we go take a shower and go out to eat? " =.="

daddy will be driving down to funan to get my new (L), and after that he will drive the birthday girl to town for another birthday celebration wee-u-weet ~ i can't wait to see and hug my naughty potty peepos :D .

supper and slack tonight kay?

i'm happy , yet not.

2009-04-24T11:31:00.008+08:00

this morning, a postman arrived with a parcel.
wanna make a guess?

i haven't even packed my bag and stuffs into my Victoria Secrets Weekender yet !
sense of urgency urgency !? i need to meet jyong at 3pm+ !!

i can't wait to see my clementi girls and cy later !
they will be cabbing down ! weeheee ~
see you the rest of you people around on sat :D

in last day two days, i'll be turning 20.
excited, not?

love.

do you really understand me?

i want nobody nobody but you.

2009-04-23T02:13:00.000+08:00

just finished the back of my phone.
OMG. LIKE. I CANT STOP LOOKING AT IT LAH !

i love my NRB's company. though it was a short day, but yet fruitful and fulfilling. i really enjoyed every minute with em. friends who treat each like sisters; all time favourite crapping, laughing, bickering, ganging up against one another and gossiping ! heh. how many can you find in your entire life?

for the next 60 years we would still be doing the same, + walking down orchard road with our grandchildren together. haha. don't try to "seah" me with :

" wanna guess what your presents are?? DAMN NICE LOR !!! "
ME: " =.= "

EVAN : " wa liao.. why we've to take turns carrying your lappy but PUR no need? "
ADEL: " because PUR fierce mah.. "

am i really that fierce !? o.O

BOYF: " DEAR, can you don't be so fierce? "
(with pleading eyes) ~
ME: " you like what.. " *with irritating look*
BOYF: " ya. i LIOKE :D be more fierce please ! "

HAHAHA. good thing then.
don't think that i'm bullying my boyf kay.

HE'S THE ONE BULLYING ME OKAY. HE BLOODEY HELL ASKED ME TO HELP HIM THROW THIS AND THAT IN HIS HOSPITAL ROOM ! TIDY UP ETC "ORDERING" ME AROUND !! EH EVEN MY MUMMY DIDNT EVEN ASKED ME TO THROW THIS AND THAT BEFORE AND I LISTENED TO HIM LIKE A MAID !! IM GONNA DO THAT TO HIM WHEN HE RECOVERS HIAKHIAKHIAK. TIME FOR REVENGE :D

and ya i've just extended my lashes, went ahead with dolly style after choosing between natural and the latter. well, felt a lil uncomfortable cos i felt as though there's a huge patch of cloud on my pair of eyes.

thanks for waiting for me to finish my extension for so long (:
bought a love-at-first-sight top from the pretty "leopardy" shop.

Shokudo for my meal of the day.
we had soft-shell crab pasta and yummy yummy ! :D

and we all heard about the crisis that Thailand is facing right now, so what is wrong with the world? oh man, i wanna go BKK for shopping ! miss pp wanna go BKK for shopping badly !! let's wait till the crisis is over kay? shall shop till i drop ~ wee :D

so tired.

2009-04-22T22:18:00.005+08:00

ah8 accompanied me over to buona vista to get my o lvl proof of certificate reprinted. vivo after that. nearly forgotten what was my main purpose to go there after my mind was fully contaminated by shopping shopping and more shopping ! :X

my meal for the day at KimGary, a hongkong restaurant.
chicken chop cheese baked rice, dory fish cheese baked rice.
honey lemon(2) , seaweed fries, soup of the day(2).

i like this picture i took.
think i can sell it to em to put on their menu,
looks yummi-er!! :X copyright !!

hers. mine.

woo not-so-candid's candid.

chou san ba eat damn slow can. hahaha.

collected my phone which was left there for almost a month already. window shopping for laptops, and that latest Sony Vaio romantic pink is love at 1st sight. like, darn pretty only. maybe i'll get that on my birthday?

got a pair of monthly mystical black cosmetic lenses from Freshkon.
for the entire day i didnt wear any cosmetic lenses and i felt so damn weird !
know why? i accidentally tore my honeybrown lenses ):

went giant to get titbits for baby and my fav MOGU MOGU :D ~
that girl was grumbling because she has a bag with her lappy etc stuffs.
while i was walking so freely LOLS.

waited for 61 for so long and i couldnt wait any longer,
cabbed over to find baby.

baby helped me plan what to order for my bbq etc, slept for 2-3 hours aftermath.
cabbed home from there at 2 in the afternoon. stayed awake till now.

just done ZHING-ING 1/3 of my phone?
spent the entire 1 and a half hours man. *backache*
only managed to fill in the silver sides with swarovski light rose.
and i still have loads more to touch up on =.=

^^v finally received my 7 apparels in the big fatty parcel today !

recently, the weather seemed so bad enough.
drink more water people.

shopping with gf tomorrow ! :D

i'm feel very lerthagic right now.
shall hit the sack soon.

those pricking words..

2009-04-22T17:28:00.002+08:00

dropped down into the bottomless pit.
isn't just the reality of everlasting love powerful enough for me to hang in there?

you know it best, i love you baby.

2009-04-21T10:39:00.007+08:00

that very day, my boyf started singing infront of the webcam,
shaking his body, using the banana and later on, the spoon as his mike =.= ..

doing stunts like putting the banana as though it's his smile..
acting like JOKER only.

he thinks by placing the spoon on his eye, he veh cute eh?

so, i demanded him to sing after i on my speakers..

and then. he dont dare to sing cos he felt so shy..

tried acting cute..

tried pleading to let him off..

nah. to no avail.. he still MUST SING.

then just when he thought that i've let him off,
we talked on the phone and he has to sing BARBIE GIRL on the phone..

hahaha. guess if he sang in the end??

^^victory ! :D

daddy's buying me a new lappy as my birthday gift ~
which brand should i get? i've been researching for few days already !
troubled troubled !

ASUS(last pic) or MSI or FUJITSU or LG ?

i realise nowadays, twitting is coming back eh?
but in a different way, meaning. people PURPOSELY imitate how twitters talk.
one example will be my boyf, but i've already ask him to stop it cos it sounds irritating !

and then, adel and jess was twiting all the way in our conversation just now ! =.=
think its under the influence of forums, haha.

♪ 爱德琳 ♫ says (3:18 PM):
i wan no buttie no buttie but chiu~~

CR says (3:28 PM):
sofa king
so fucking
._.

am going out later with my 38 ah8 to reprint my o lvl stuff for admission into my school, collect my hp, and look for my lappy first before deciding on which to get ~ (:

sigh, life is fragile. cherish.

2009-04-19T12:16:00.009+08:00

my sec sch best friend's dad left to a better place in heaven.
was shocked to know about the sudden demise.
deeply saddened to hear of your loss.
my thoughts are with you.

letting go of someone is a pain but still, we have to go on with life.
he'll be heading into a new direction and happiness.
my heart-felt condolences to manr and her family.

you're one strong girl.
take care~

May the departed soul rest in peace in heavenly abode.

" Oh heart, if one should say to you that the soul perishes like the body,
answer that the flower withers, but the seed remains. "

forever and forever.

2009-04-18T18:16:00.019+08:00

eczema's coming back. felt super irritated by it. argh !
moodswing moodswing moodswing !

think it must be the cause of the lack of sleep.
body clock reversed for close to an entire month alr !
i can't continue being like this or i'll really be gone sooner or later.

back from mingyi's birthday celebration.

cab fare was $24+ from EUNOS to TAMPINES. like scam or what? if that's so, i'd rather cab from my house all the way already ! so retarded to take a 45mins 966 bus to eunos, missed the stop and alighted at i-don't-know-where-is-it and no choice but to hail a cab. and i asked the 966 bus driver(a cheena)whether did the bus went past eunos he said ya. and when i asked him how do i get to tampines, he said he don't know, right away without thinking. i thought it's all in the east and he should know somehow? like they should get some basics right to guide us noobs from the west what? i'm so in need of help and all that he gave me was, "go find it yourself" that look. DAMN. feel like complaining now man.

so. i was grumbling to em when i reached okay. damn fedup. went to get mingyi's present; was a cigg case with lighter and don't know what stuff on it. multi-purpose lighter haha. and cabbed over aftermath. attitude of the taxi uncle, sucks like what like that. cos we don't know where is the place and circling around the private houses and he became like, so impatient and stuffs like that. c'mon ! where has all the good service gone to? furthermore, the meter is still running on so what the hell is wrong with him?

anyway, we finally reached =.=" it was a two-storey bungalow with a dining place, kitchen, 4 rooms, living room, bbq pit, swimming pool and a 2people swing beside + a v spacious balcony.

elissa, adelyn + me walked out as we wanna get some drinks. all the way out okay. so after we got our 2.4litres of coke, mineral water and lemontea, we cabbed back. lols. such a short distance by cab. sat by the poolside with adelyn, then mahjong-ed with nelson, stanley and adeline for a while, sue-ee and bf came. chitchat slack and they went back in the wee hours. we moved our stuffs up to the master bedroom, mahjong-ed with mingyi, nelson and elissa. played small amount and i'm the biggest winner heehee ! :D

dozed off after browsing adelyn's cakes and muffins book. the choc fondant looks so tempting man. woke up after sleeping for 3 hours. rise and shine.

me and elissa tried knocking them to wake up but they are just lazy pigs okay. we tried all sorts of ways, esp adel. she's immune to noises already ! then both of us were tired of waking em alr so we went downstairs and microwave-d hotdogs :D.

slacked on the sofa watching cartoons. omg. i hate cartoons can.
then when it was time, we woke em up again with all our might. haha. finally.

packed our stuffs. walked out to get a cab. uncle willing to take in 5 people, provided that we pay extra 2buckaroos. so why not? i'm perspiring like nobody's business okay ! so it was still early for check-in and we went into the ARCADE to play :D ! i can't remember the last time i stepped into one. haha. had so much fun playing the taigu stuffs. hehee. ADEL LOST TO ME OKAY ! :X

she looked as though she is hitting me ! haha. abusive !!

and then checked in at downtown east kbox for K-Lunch. it's been awhile the last we had K-Lunch hahaha. ZJ was working there and she got an extra mike + extra jug of lemon honey on top of our drinks + extend our time. shiok or what? haha. the food was quite slow but the chawanmushi is soooooooooooo yummy ! :D

sang till 2+ and walked around downtown for awhile before heading home.

so i skipped work and i've already got the mental preparation that i need not work anymore, but it's okay haha ! :D the company really SUCKS okay. no worker benefits AT ALL, yet demanding us to do LJ stuffs like maid like that, who can stand it man?

i'll need to concentrate on my studies and BOYFRIEND♥ now :)

anyway, i've looked through Ministry of Manpower's website.
http://www.mom.gov.sg/publish/momportal/en/communities/workplace_standards/employment_standards/the_employment_act/Part-time_Employment.html#cs

Overtime
A company should pay for overtime work as follows:
* For work that exceeds a part-time employee's normal daily working hours but not the normal hours of work for a similar full-time employee:

we don't have that huh?
work till so late no OT?

Annual Leave
A part-time employee who has completed three months of service is entitled to paid annual leave in proportion to the yearly entitlement of a similar full-time employee, on the basis of his/her working hours.

we don't have that either?

doesn't mean if the rest kept mum about it, i'll do the same.
no way, and i'm gonna write in a letter soon.

anyway, i've so much things to do on hand for this week~
time is running out.

school enrollment.
re-printing of o lvl cert cos i lost mine.
collection of my ice-cream hp.
go out with daddy to get a lappy.
preparations for bday. - buffet catering/bbq?
a dress for bday
extensions

etc etc which i forgot what else ~

gonna start thinking for my business online now.
i've been neglecting it for months already !

tata.

happy birthday eric ! (:

2009-04-16T14:43:00.002+08:00

*heavily loaded with pictures*
please wait for em to load/refresh~

was late cos i spent a whole lot of time perming my hair.
haha. Ding Tai Fung.

Xiao Long Bao, Shrimp Pancake, Hot and Spicy Soup,
Shrimp dumplings, Mango Pudding(was anticipating that!).
yum yum yum !

had loads of fun down there snapping and laming around.
eric can't stop saying ah8 ! hahaha. the way they bicker.
like, so farney. we must have irritated the tables around us.

eric so sunshine huh? hahaha. this is skill :X

but then again, honestly speaking wisma's nicer.

eric treated us though initially me and ah 8 wanna treat him already.
and he insisted to pay, oh wells. someone rich mah hahahaha.

excitedly skipped over to get a D.I.Y a cake for him !

we chose the largest size.
then evan came and all 3 of us deco till song song haha.

before.

artistic piece :X

missy drooling.

his cake machiam became my cake alr :X ~

meeee love cakes !

he went to get his new hp whereas we went up to find his bday present.
so was thinking might as well ask him come up choose something he like,
that's better right?

so he chose a bottom and we paid for it (:
and he bought a 50bucks top, i rather use the money get a branded one leh.
i cannot stop ranting ! cos the shop's really a black shop !! D:
nehmind.

and then later on cos eric treated us on cab to clementi kbox.
so on the way he kept asking the cab uncle to drop us one by one down any ulu place.
damn him. then i kept suaning him hahahaha :X

been ages the last singing session with my friends heh.
so damn high. big packet of fries and chicken from supermarket.
eric's treat again haha ! he's gonna be pok on his birthday man!
and yashi treated us bubble-tea too thanks ah 8!

cake cutting and birthday song.
vincent came down and joined us for awhile.
so yummilicious cake~

there's a dinted round circle covering my face,
(which i don't know what happened? or is it dust in the camera?)
i couldnt remove it using any program either. shucks :(

then we had to leave before 12 alr.
but super etc made a "special" drink for him.
think it's mixed with different kinds of alcohol?
the smell is unbearable and i guess if i were to take a sip,
i'll throw out everything immediately.

huirong actually went to help me get the info for Kaplan's courses.
thanks !! :D

finally we can go, after he finished drinking lols.
he lombang me cab over to AlexandraH.

surprise for boyf again :D
he's so happy like a lil child !

" dear. you still outside huh? "
" yes baby. just on my way back home. "

and then i appeared ! hahaha.
actually it was a last minute decision to go over lah.

his friend brandon was also there,
and he left shortly to msia to watch soccer match with his friends?
all the way to msia LOLS.

camwhoring with baby♥ , hahaha. so fun! 100+ pics in like, 10mins?
played FB games together, till i fell asleep in his arms.
so cosy can hiakhiak haha.

kept waking up cos of him as he didn't sleep at all.
so wash up and acc him again.

then treated baby to breakfast mac delivery ! :D
baby fed me with loveeeeeeee weee.

and ♥♥♥ boyf gave me ROYCE CHOCS !
*smuacks* thank you babyeee ! ♥♥♥

daddy wants me to sign up for driving lessons since i have too much free time now.
heh ! but i was busy out all the time kay ! procrastination takes place everytime,
though i wanted to sign up long ago ): lalala. whatever !!

lastly, sister so cute seh !! hahaha.

A Troubled Boyfriend

2009-04-16T07:05:00.005+08:00

HELLO.

Oliver is doing this entry on behalf of his " don't know what to blog " girlfriend.

She is very angry cause i am splurting out way too much vulgarities.

Although i think the way i speak adds more color and flavor to every single detail. HEHE

I get complaints from her for my very disgusting loud BURPS.

She says that my wings harden already, can fly.

But i still can't fly away from her clutches cos i love her too much HAHA.
(gf wrote this)

Now she's jealous. Cos i have a new wife. My acer aspire 6530.
I don't let her touch it with her ~~dirty hands~~ ~~99% clean hands~~ cute little paws.
And she cannot caress it more than i do.

Then shes angry again cos im flaunting my english SKILLS to her.

My baby is seriously is not happy with me now :(

Don't be too fierce on me, I'm scared.

What can i do to make her happy again?

Kiss = No use
* looks at her *
* she shakeshead *

Hug = No use
* looks at her *
* she shakeshead *

Apologise = No use
* looks at her *
* she shakeshead *

Sayang = No use
* looks at her *
* she shakeshead *

Let her caress my wife = Seems to work
* looks at her *
* she smile *

Anyway, i've done my fair share of being a good boyfriend by creating Olimateh.

I gave my beloved baby 6 mystery boxes. But she's very practical.
Give me all the lousy items. HEH

Now my turn to be angry :@

i'm really grateful i have you.

2009-04-15T12:29:00.008+08:00

* previous post regarding a bastard's removed for the sake of my gf,
too bad for those who didn't manage to see it *

i need a holiday trip.
somewhere far, somewhere for a getaway,
somewhere where i can be with baby alone.

i so miss that plate of Tteokbokki aka 炒年糕 in the korean restaurant in FEP~
we gobbled everything up that day, spick and span okay !

ohya ! and the appetizers too ~

" baby, if you ever do anything sneaky behind me,
i'll have you castrated right away. "

" i wouldnt dare, my dear !
i know you'll definitely go up to my house with a chopper :D "

we had some games on the phone last night.
bad points of each other 1 by 1. - suggested by baby.
apparently, there isn't any much we could name out haha,
and those we mentioned, isn't that bad afterall :X

e.g " you don't know how to cook "
- " YOU KNOW CAN ALREADY WHAT ! "

" YOU ALWAYS WATCH PORN "
- " i never watch already hor~"
- " DON'T BLUFF ! "

" you don't know how to wash clothes "
- " LALALALA ~ YOU ALSO DONT KNOW WHAT ! "

" who's going to take care of the kids in the future? "
- " SURE GOT MAID ONE LAH :X "

" what if the maid abuse the kid? "
- " I ABUSE HER BACK. "

and for the good ones,
the list goes on and on.

we both dozed off unknowingly at times.
so funny.

I WASN'T SNORING I WAS BREATHING HEAVILY OKAY.
GET IT RIGHT OKAY BABYEE ! :D

*LUVUCHU

anticipation or no?

2009-04-14T03:44:00.001+08:00

i regret eating that bar of cadbury chocs just now. i felt so sinful, so bloated. and im sitting down, argh ! fatty bom bom ! i shall go for some running in the afternoon later to burn some fats !

bf's unable to attend my birthday celebration cos he'll still be in the hospital i guess. though i'm quite sian cos he's not there, but seriously i wouldnt be angry or something. cos i want his legs to get well asap and our "honeymoon" (;

so people, i hope i dont receive any disappointments last minute. those images of " sorry last min got stuffs on.. " " sorry i can't make it " etc kept circling my mind. i think too much huh? haha. better not.

and on the list of 35 confirmed guests at the moment, i hope all do turn up as promised. i have mostly invited whoever i need to, should not have left out anyone i guess? however, i wasn't able to invite some acquaintances as i'm afraid that the place will turned very crampy. so sorry about that. sadly, my 6 NS MEN will be overseas in tw on my bday, thus they wouldn't be able to make it, but i was promised presents hahaha :D

my boy has just finished his operation.
he just woke up and called me.
he dont sound good and it worries me.
he's vomitting now for the 5-6th times !
hope he'll be alright.

miss you so much dear :(

11 more days to the chalet.
ohwells. turning 20 in 12 days.
excited or no?

*pictures updated in previous post*

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kerin: see you too darling ~
eileen: wa liao. don't care. i'm 1st ! hahaha.
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dale: haha. thanks. i'm alright now (:
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weiqian: hello qian~
n: oh. bought it from Geo Medical.
reader: haha. really? thanks.
adelyn: oi oi oi ! hahaha. long time no meet.
boyfriend: love you baby.
evan: yeap i'm alright !
edwin: of course it's nice. by you right ! :D
von: take care huh ! (:
mink: linked you girl, see you at work !

i'm so contented right now (:

2009-04-12T14:41:00.011+08:00

the 1st time i've ever put concealer + foundation + extreme amount of BB cream that much of a whole lot mountain(okay i've exaggerated). normally went out also never put that thick okay? and fyi usually i don't put any makeup on my face except the eye area to cover eye circles cos i don't need to, but now because of that bruise i've to put em all like a clown? wth? argh.

and then. went down to outlet.
train-ed to JE and the last train just went off.
totally not my day man.

baby was on the phone with me, bought ribena (:
and hail a cab over to clementi. i might as well save my time earlier to just cab right?
in the end, the cab fare is about the same as the usual trip from my house over.
damn it. as i've said, it's really not my day.

held a room and sang in K51. damn eerie.
they all kept coming in and disturb me only =.=
wanna scare me but no no avail right? haha~
then ah8 came in with a plate of chicken wings.

went downstairs at 3am to meet edwin.
headed to a corner and .......................

hahaha !
he trimmed my fringe for me lah ~
furthermore, my first time at such an hour kay.
thanks thanks !! i'm so fussy can? i know i know.
but i love em now though now look much kid-dy hoho :D
( but it split in the pic below =.= )

went up and into K1, they made Flamingo Lamborghini for zhenhui.
its his last day too, eh ah8 why never drink huh! haha.
then zh steady sia like no kick, but soon you'll see the kick came.

finally decided on railway mall for supper.
transport too packed. so me, ah8, xihut and edwin cabbed.

15 of us settled down and ordered food.
haha food not bad.

chitchatting, slack here and there, lame-ing around.
zhenhui could tahan no longer, and went out to vomit.
some went out for a puff. we started camwhoring.

like, DAMN FUN can ! hehehe. snapped and snapped.
and miraculously, i'm not the one who initiated.
i found my zi-lian khakis LOLS.

and bump into some people.
coincidentally many times when i went for supper, i will bump into my ex.
know how guilty i felt towards em? damn.

had group photo before all of us parted ways.
184 back with mao and the jelapang guy.

ahba(8), 3 will miss you so much man :(
nobody down there calling me ahsan(3) anymore.
nobody acc me disturb "momo laksa rice" anymore.
no motivation to work tonight sia.
:(

waiting for edwin to send me those pics.
i can't wait, seriously !

(:

When I'm sad, you take the pain away with a joke.
The way you aint embarrased to say or do anything in front of me
The way you always find a way to see me or talk to me.
The way you act like a dork but make me laugh madly.
The way you sing to be all cheesy. The way we're so much alike !
How do you manage to complete my sentences before i do !!?

i'm so sorry boy :(
made you wait for me for hours and you fell asleep.
we think of our new life together, every second of every day.
what more could i ask for?

family tragedy.

2009-04-11T15:43:00.016+08:00

my younger bro hit me on my face just now.
and i called the police.

NABEH.

super angry right now. my face's burning hot right now.
if i'm disfigured, im not gonna let him off easily.
i'll make sure he pay for his aggressive behavior.
i can't tolerate violence.

see the blueblack on my face !!!?

i wanna get married and move out asap.
be rich, buy daddy and mummy a big house.
then throw my younger bro aside.
he'll be a nothing in the future society.

HE WILL BE NOTHING. JERK !

mummy is applying the ice on my face to soothe the pain.
i feel damn sorry for her. sigh. and she cried.
cos parents will be the ones suffering when their kids fight.

WA LAO EH DAMN PAINFUL CAN !!!!! :'(

they came up and he got so scared and cried.
eh lao niang kenna hit i didn't even cry okay !
merely drop tears only after i told the police what happened.
and he claimed that he didn't touch me at all !?
what the hell ? a big fat liar sia !

wonder how did he became my brother?
eat until so fat ! so ugly ! so useless !!
we don't even look alike at all okay !!!

if i'm a guy, i'll make sure i wack him jialat jialat.
just now he hit me + push me and i fell onto my bed.
then i kicked his LJ to defend. he better not trifle with me.
even daddy and mummy never even touch me before.
who is he to give my face a blueblack ?!!!

"Hi, Baby, I love you," that's always how we start.

2009-04-11T02:56:00.005+08:00

my boyfriend's so cute :D ~
haha. whenever he's got the chance to go online,
he'll keep peeking into my photo albums in facebook.
naughty boy right.

so i kept screen-shot-ing while msn-ing tgt.
made animations out of him. haha. my handsome boy.

he's so upset cos the papers he wrote about me etc,
vanish overnight into the thin air. aye don't be sad alr baby (:
and ya by the way his chinese really sucks okay, hahaha.

before. notice anything wrong ?

after i told him the word "ai" is wrong,
he added a stroke. haha clever boy.

am going down to outlet at night for some singing,
wait for em to finish work and we'll have supper at railway mall.

it'll be my ah 8's last day :(
like so sad lah. must take more pics kay!?
and go out together soon~ :D

shall meet edwin first cos i need trimmings on my fringe~

skipped work as im not feeling that well.
woke up at 7.15pm though and i'm so awake now.
9 of us went for breakfast at KSL in my area.
edwin came down for awhile, slacked and felt so shagged.

my pri school best gf yvonne chatted with me on msn today,
it's been a long long time we catch up with one another,
will go out together for some drinks soon, hope i can see you in my chalet.
and girl, i seriously miss you like tons and tons more (:
those primary school days. memories. so nostalgic.

i feel incredibly happy and pampered just for having you.
as amazing as you are, you come into my life as my willful lover, my partner and my friend.
it does my heart all the good in the world to see your face light up, when i’m in your presence.
there is NOTHING under the sun or moon and the stars that will eclipse that love.

You and I together, we can make magic.

2009-04-10T11:06:00.003+08:00

had a late meetup with evan on wed evening.
was supposed to meet before 1.30pm but i slept till 3 cos i was plain tired.
she acc-ed me to go back and change the battery for my glowing ear studs.

shopped and bought stuffs.
got a bling* dice tongue stud for love ♥.

went ahead on to bugis acc her change her top.
got a satin dress (: , irresistable man ~
there's a new shopping mall beside village but i have not enough time.
so im gg over again soon !! :D

bought Chewy Juniors over to Alexandra Hospital for love ♥.
nearly missed my stop while i was dozing off.
heh quit looking at me baby ! always made me so shy only.

and then we ordered pizza hut delivery (;
yummy yum yum !~

chunks of pineapple and ham, spicy drumlets, garlic bread.
shiokaboo ! as usual, stomach bloated from all the pizza food.
pushed him on a wheelchair(so fun!) down to cheers to grab some junk.
feel like pushing and running around the hospital man. haha.

JIA GAR BEEEEEEE !! :D BINGBING MI GUO !! :D
PINK DOLPHIN(S) !! :D SWEETS !! :D

boy fed me Jagabee stick by stick while i was happily enjoying my tv show.
and then in the middle of the night, heart to heart talk.
we sat on bed writing down what are we gonna do and our plans.
haha. 21 points to do. more points ahead. shall go see the snow this year :D

Cruise ! Sky dining ! Sg flyer ! Lugi ride ! Gmax ! Bintan !
Fullerton Choc Buffet ! Chomp Chomp ! Geylang food ! ♥♥♥

love♥ fed me during lunch again. sausages + potatoes teehee.
haha. cabbed home at 4 in the afternoon and i'm dead beat.
all the junk food fighting with the stomach acids.

headed to work just now cos it's 9bucks/hr !! (:

have not collected my phone yet.
who wanna go vivo with me next week?
duh. i'm so lazy man. this week's couch potato plan failed again D:

put yourself in people's shoes.

when you look at me with loving eyes..

good game.

2009-04-08T06:28:00.010+08:00

had so much madness during work just now !
hiakhiak. missy moi is so damn crappy and lame.
ya i've just gotten this contagious illness from bf :X

Yongming's " LAKSA " joke.
laksa rice, laksa noodle.

" minh, what you want to eat? "

" i wanna eat laksa. "

" which kind of laksa? rice or noodle one? "

" laksa is laksa lor? *blur* "

" ya. got with rice, with noodle, which one you want? "

that's our inside joke. haha!
our dear ym's laksa creation, laksa with rice.
and he realised that laksa is just laksa only later on.
* he mixed up laksa with curry chicken *

i spent the whole night laughing like an insane woman.
and made them go weak from laughing with my crazy ideas and drawings.
hahaha. yashi's my assistant.

from our "38"s , right ah ba(8)? :D

so i started drawing. wrote a big " laksa, with "rice?noodle?" " on a piece of paper, and i pasted it onto his packet of cigarette(which was in the drawer). eric lied and asked him to go smoke as he wanna tell him something. so ym opened the drawer to get his ciggs and tadaa ! haha. the next moment, he was squatting at a corner laughing. then he took the paper and went into the locker room, we wanna go in and see but he don't allow us to. but anyway he can't guard the room the whole day ya. haha. so ultimately we went in when he went to cut room. and then i continue drawing cartoons etc and secretly pasted it onto his locker and ran off ! so exciting.

we even deco-ed the bar's whiteboard with words of laksa and my "laksa stickman". and even thought of a business idea for ym's laksa LOLS. and went to SC2 with ah 8 and started designing the cardboard. had a scare when he suddenly popped up and i ran off lol. then he asked me to show him my "master piece" and sticked it onto him haha.

all the way even till briefing we were still laughing and renacting the scene again.

even Super joined in and made fun of him. hahaha.
joke joke only alright.

okay, may sound not very funny here.
but its indeed hilarious down there as all of us had so much fun man.
and this is the grp photo on ah kang aka. foetus kang's last day.
so dark =.=" , whose camera eh?

will be meeting gf later to town and at the end of the day, visiting my boy.
he can't wait haha. and he has prepared chips and yakult(s) for me already ! :D

goodluck, for my dream course :)

2009-04-07T05:04:00.008+08:00

happy 21st birthday to one of my dearest NRB, Sue-Ee.
must be enjoying her genting trip now huh.
and happy 20th birthday to eng chiang too.
felt so sorry cos i wasn't able to attend his celebration.
i promised him you know, sigh. i'm a lousy person i know.
but well, he has definitely enjoyed his birthday ya. (;

i just turned down the offer in NYP's Business Informatics.

have looked up several institutions last entire night. the price tag for education is much more expensive than the regular Chanel. nevermind about the cost, that's what my dad says. so long as i'm gonna study and work hard. so right now yours truly must carry out what i have in mind. well, technically I need to. i ought to be a master of something. i must not let dad and mum down. and i'm so fortunate to have such fantastic parents, they do not force me to do things i hate to do and backs me up(morally amd financially) when i needed their support (:

initially i was so at a loss on how to relate the news to em, worrying that i may be sent to Aussie anytime. i told em my plans for the future, my business plans, and i insisted to stay in SG cos i love it here and ya my friends too. comfort is always a tough barrier to break when you're stepping into unfamiliar grounds. i love my comfort zone so much.

so now, i'm still pondering between:

. RETAIL ACADEMY SINGAPORE; Dipoma In Retail Management.

. BOSTON BUSINESS MANAGE SCHOOL; Dipoma In Retail Management.

. SMa SCHOOL OF MANAGEMENT.
- recognized by Murdoch University & is equivalent to Year 1 of the Murdoch University Bachelor of Commerce Degree. Graduates of this diploma are eligible to articulate to the 2nd Year of the Bachelor of Commerce, Murdoch University.

after eliminating the other schools on hand earlier on(reputation,recognised cert, types of students etc), i'm left with the above to consider. emailed em and the feedback i got was pretty optimistic as i've an o level cert + higher nitec as well and they said that the letter i wrote was good. need to finalise the decision asap and start paying the fees and prepare for school.

i realise that business administration isnt what i really want so much, after all. i do not want to be stuck in the office doing admin work and stuffs. one needs to have wider insights and bigger dreams + inspirations. and i know what i want. yes, i'm so interested in retail management. and neither does business management interest me that much as what R.M does to me. so should i go really for my interest then?

interest in the area = willingness to do well in exams.
personalised theory for myself.

i don't wish to study in courses where the great passion doesnt exist anywhere along the line, just because of that dumb piece of cert. (that is why i didnt enter SP's Interior Design 3 years ago or i'd have graduated by now). but i don't regret it at all. i wanna learn something which will aid in my future along, so i've carefully thought over it again and again.

the feeling is so good and i can tell myself that :

" hmm.. i'm a real adult now !
i can decide things that i want in my life :D
how great is that ! "

so what’s the next step and what does the future hold?
who knows, i may change my decision anytime.
now watch me grow, watch me step into my future.
till then.

being with you makes me happy.

2009-04-05T23:44:00.014+08:00

i hate the weather. it doesn't allow me to get anything productive done(like jogging/going out for some shopping but im broke alr so forget it) when all i want to do is just snuggle up in bed. however, its good to spend time at home curled up in my blanket, or with people i like and ooo, laughing 24/7 at nonsense is the best happy pill so far, right love ♥ ? *baby winks at me* ;)

missy moi wants to be happy all day, all night, all week, all month, all year ^^ ♥♥

i haven't done up my bday's preparation yet. i know there're still 21 days away but you know, i'm the procrastinating queen. planning an event is so so troublesome. argh. and the worst thing is, bf wouldnt be there due to his leg. aye it's okay. i wouldnt allow him to go over too even if he wants to, i'd rather he recover first and we'll fulfill our plans. (we did more planning last night! bintan, cruise's star-gazing, etc etc :D)

am just back from my uncle's bungalow a moment ago.
missed my younger days when i had stayovers there.
me and my lil bro would run up and down the stairs playing etc.

and you know what?
my auntie is promising something real good for my 20th birthday.
hiakhiakhiak. ♥♥♥ :D

pics from the shopping trip.

yummilicious ice-cream waffles.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQ! :)
All the best for your FYP! ♥

lately ive been thinking, what all life is about is making money, and its a horrible thought. i suddenly got into this mindset. i know the truth: money is of the devil, and at the end of it, the gods up there will laugh at all of us and our pathetic attempts at our apparent survival.

its not just money you see. it's the roof over your heads, its your lunch, its your fav book, its you getting from point A to Z, its your bed, your dinner, your phone, your lappy, your teevee, your favorite cup of tea & cake, you last starbucks drink, your movie, your shopping, your music, your whole life. it is so hard not to be obsessed about something that gets you everything.

sometimes i think its incredibly funny, that we're still dumped here in this slump of nothingness and running about being obsessed and worried about paper money and paper degrees.

i'm so muddle-headed, kept leaving things around in every corner of my pathetically small lil room and searching for them frantically when i need em, ransacking every single area till the room looks as though it's like a rubbish dump :X

going on a trip to New York and Paris ♥ has always been my dream.
i hope i can fulfill that real soon (:

♥ dearest bf's having an operation again tml again~
my poor boy :(

Zac Efron is so damn hot. - movie 17 again.
but my baby is hotter :D

with every kiss, the storm gets stronger.

2009-04-04T05:38:00.010+08:00

acc-ed eileen that gf of mine to cwp on wed.
a dress, a top, 1 bandage skirt, 1 highwaist's :)
ya, i succumb to shopping again. i know.

bubbletea. meal for the entire day omg, and was super full by then. westmall to check on my stuff whether the battery can be exchanged, looks like i've to go back to fep to do so ): over to her house. so comfy. haha. how i wish i live in a big house too. upstairs to her room, she be my model for clothes (: we went to pick jiayong up at bangkit. i'm the 1st passenger(among friends) for her drive. jiayong's the 2nd ! haha. honoured or what. we kept emphasizing, our lives at risk, need to fasten our seat belts ! lols ! supper at timah. cheeseeeeeee prata :) slacked at the opposite mac aftermath till 1am. he gave us a treat ~ haha. thanks. damn funny on how jiayong complained to me on how eileen made use of him as a fake bf. LOL. inside joke. girl ah you huh. pearlyn my AHLIAN came for a short while and went off to party with her bf. the night is still young ! :D eileen drove us home at 1am.

on phone with boyfriend, bathed and online-d. started writing a letter for him at 3am, only to finish it at 7am+ lols. 4 hours man. thinking and writing. couldnt sleep either. bf called. started dozing off while i was on the phone again. woke up at 1 after sleeping for a few hours, prepared and cabbed over to Ikea. can you believe it? that is my virgin experience. i've never been to Ikea before hur hur. i know. mountain turtle.

just to get swedish beef meatballs which he was craving for the previous night (:
walked to queensway and bought katong laksa for my meal for the entire day~
then into AH.

" SURPRISE~ ! " :D

hur hur. he was stunned. i had it planned all along teehee. lied to him that i can only visit him on fri as im going out with my friend on thurs and he was so looking forward to fri. acc-ed him while his relative + family + cy and friends came etc. think i had gastric pain out of a sudden, super painful till i teared. went down to cheers in the midst of the night to get some chips and pink dolphin for us. think our minds are linked somehow or rather, hearts linked. haha. it's whenever i was thinking what i want to say/ask something, that in the next few sec he'll say/ask the same thing. eerie. haha. not once but many times in a row. passed him the letter too and he was grinning from ear to ear haha.

i loved the child in him. so innocent and sweet.
the mischief in his eyes, the blush upon his cheeks.
the tender way he spoke that showed me he cared,
the touch of his warm hand that gently touched my hair,
the smiles that we shared filled my life with glee.
for when i was with him, i found the child in me (:

fell asleep at 5am+ and slept for 4 hours. my neck aching :( . left at around 3 in the afternoon and straight away, cabbed home. woke up at 7 and went to work. super shag man. but still, i had loads of fun during work ! me and yashi = 3,8 club. hahaha. wa rao. " purpur 38 location. purpur 38 to SC1 " lols. and our group photos featuring eric and yongming sitting down like daddy and mummy with us kids behind. haha. anyway, was so freaked out by K51 when i was inside.

i'm so very proud of you. you are a very strong person.
it is really cool that we are strong for each other in different ways.
we totally understand each other and feel for each other.
when you got hurt, i feel hurt. when you are happy, i'm happy.
i just love you so much sweetheart and i never want to lose you.

so bleak so bleak.
what if mummy and daddy knew about it.
studying in a foreign country sounds so frightening to me.
i don't want to leave anyone, please.

anyone wanna go Ikea with me?

a letter to darling boy.

2009-04-02T04:29:00.013+08:00

i wish i could do this in person while you hold me in your arms and me gazing into your eyes. but since we are physically separated by miles of emptiness, this expression must come in the form of letter such as this.

it was a total shock for me when you told me in the morning, that you had to be admitted into the hospital for at least two weeks again, all along i thought your checkup will be okay and you'll be able to start your normal walking soon again. and when during the night while i was outside, you were telling me you're going into the operation theatre already, it just sends loads of chills down my spine, i'm so at a loss. my mind was in a blank. i do not know what will happen to me if something bad happens to you(touchwood!). thank God it didn't. how i wish you'd tell me it's april fools. how i wish it was just a silly prank from you. but sadly no, it isn't :'(

i hate that woman, the woman who banged you down while you were on your bike few months ago. if she didn't, you'll not feel so much pain on your legs right now. and that doctor, the doctor who didnt put that something inside your leg properly in the previous operation, and making you having to do another operation just now cos of that. sue him please.

the thoughts of you, being alone at night in the ward, just after the operation feeling worn out and pain in your legs, worries me so much. how i longed to be there for you, beside you every minute and every second. sigh. i need to control my tears and be a brave woman just like how you are like that so brave man facing the knives. furthermore, you did not have enough sleep before your operation isn't it? if i'd have known, i should have forced you to sleep early the previous night. but i didn't. i should ought to sense it earlier and not talked to you from the night till 9 in the morning, and from there you go straight to the hospital.

i really want you to rest well as you've just finished your operation, thus i demanded you to hang up our phone and go to sleep just now. flashes of my thoughts, you having to be poked with needles through your skin makes me feel a deep stab of pain in my heart, the amount of antibiotics you need to take in, sigh. i wish they do help.

but since all has been done. i'll just pray hard for you that you'll recover asap. it'll be my best birthday present ever, really. i could wish for no more.

i love how you love me, and aren't afraid to show it. i wish you were right beside me now, but it's alright (: like i said, we have plenty of chances ahead. don't feel sad, dont blame yourself. it's not your fault. you didnt want yourself to be in this situation either. am glad that my sms made you forget your pains. if that's really so, i'd sms you every moment i can.

remember what we said last night? all the things we wanna do after you recover?
i'm so excited and am so looking forward to fulfilling every single one of em (:

i miss you, my boy.

the test of love is not when we are together.
it comes when we are not together and realise that despite the distance,
the love is still there.

i wanna whisper into ur ears telling you "i love you" ♥♥ ~ :D

2009-04-01T03:09:00.007+08:00

oh i went shopping with gf just now. it was good, so good till i swear swear swear im officially broke. i didnt ask for allowance for a very very long time alr and look at the rate money is flowing out, i shall be eating on grass real soon. people who often chat with me on msn will know, how each and everyday i will be busy transferring money and getting something, without fail. i think it's a really bad syndrome. was telling gf that the amount we spent, may actually be able to accumulate to the budget of opening our own shop already.

thus, we ditched eric on a movie after his captain interview cos i really spent too much. sorry sis. and i didn't know i had schedule tonight till they called, well it was too late as i'm already doing shopping in town and thus when eric asked us to go back oulet to sing, i couldnt either, else i dont know how to answer to them for not turning up for work. rejected mahjong game with sylv etc too cos i can't wait to go back and talk to my sweetheart ♥ (: then when i was on the trip back home, my 38 eileen asked me out for coffee at timah, but yours truly only wanted starbucks/coffeebean's but the time was too late already. thus we decided to go tonight. haha. so many appointments in a night. supposed to go a temple to pray for good results before our shopping but forget it we didn't.

loots for the day :D

a neon yellow top from forever 21. was love at first sight. that bright stuff was too a lil too hard to resist. the similar shade of the f21's paperbag. prettaye prettaye ! luckily i got a S cos it's still quite loose. hahaha. so i realise i'm not that fat okay :X going back to get the hoodie soon when im not as tight as now :(

nailpolishes and remover from face shop, 3 beautiful studs which we bought in similar, and 2 pairs of zircon studs which will make the studs "flash" light out of it for each of us. like super cool only. saw it online 2 days ago and tadaa! saw it in town, + a tank top which was influenced by my dear girl to buy it, and a pair of shorts (:

ice-creammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm waffle at gelare. *slurps*
my meal for the day. we couldnt finish it as well.
waited at Tangs for her to get her Maquillage makeup.

seriously understaff man. we waited for super long for em to serve though there's a sofa down there. then i told her, " if i sat down there and 1 of em ask me "how may i help",

i'll confirm say.
" i'm waiting for you to SERVE my FRIEND. "

lol.

and if i'm a damn rich brat, i'll say.
" help me wrap up each of the makeup categories. all colours each.
and you *pointing to 1 of em*, i want you to serve my friend right now. "

damn demanding right.
cos we were so famished at that time okay.

right now, my body is 60% turned off already.
but, nothing beats having being able to talk to my man ♥ right now.
haha.

heading out to meet eileen later ~

good night. (:

seriously honey coated-ly sweet (:

2009-03-31T01:34:00.000+08:00

bought this blue dress 5 mins ago ~
simple and prettaye ! :D

vivocity in the evening.
sent phone for service.

dinner - sushi tei.
tempura ramen. chawanmushi. terriyaki beef.
fyi, i dont consume beef at all, but it's nice this time round,
perhaps cos it tastes like chicken? teehee.

movie - confessions of a shoppaholic :D
i see some part of me + my shadow in it. haha.
felt so much like shopping after the movie~
tml alright alright !

cabbed home aftermath.
short and sweet.

you caught me in surprise with the mini fruit tarts you've made for me.
(though still with the help of your maid haha! next time all by yourself k?)
i simply loveeeeeeee em. couldn't bear to eat at all :(

those Marks and Spencer's that i crave,
that you actually bought 3 boxes of em before i reached.
oh boy..

because it's just pure happiness when you're with that person,
being in love is the most wonderful feeling in the world? it is?
a smile followed by another smile and another smile.

(:

can you hear my heartbeat racing?

2009-03-29T10:35:00.007+08:00

-added-

darn happy ~ :D
went splurging just half an hour ago.

got 2 pairs from BEBE and i save a whole lot can !
30% off on lingerie weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

original price was USD$48(SGD$76) each,
now : SGD$53 !!! :D

+ their logo rhinestone tank top though not on sales :)

♥♥♥

and..

a tee and a hoodie from AX !! :D

♥♥♥

i'm going to get some hp deco stuffs,
there's a spree on it !!

need to think over it to cfm which to get.
sweet desserts(which have those 3D cakes, candies, biscuits designs),
pink pearl set(with pink, heart and normal pearls)
anna sui combo(with 3D purple roses and crystals)
+ other types/colours of 3D roses and style sheet.

evan, which one(s) you buy ah? cfm buy alot right?
you can online now or not !!?? D:

heading down to railway mall later at night with eileen and william for some chilling. perhaps. cos my flu hasn't recovered yet. so depends. but if im going, i'll have a car ride over :D

happy birthday vivie !
may all your wishes come true :) ♥♥

-/added 5.11pm

so cute and handsome right?
so much more than tw version of "XiMen" in Meteor Garden.
:D

falling head over heels with him.
haha.

i want him as my boyfriend, teehee ! :X

i swear im gonna do eyelash extension soon.
can't wait ! hehe. prettaye lashes come come !

and shopping with gf on tues.
:D

Y, you've been a great and wonderful friend. you'll still be my total awsome friend. we'll still meet up once in a while in a group, text and have fun together with just being purely friends. i'm sorry, but you seriously deserve someone better. as i've mentioned to you of countless times, i do not want to give you any false hope. sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. you have to know that you are a good person and a good friend. what is meant to be will end up good and what is not, won't. r/ss are worth fighting for, but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. at times, someone need to be there beside you and worth fighting for you. but if they don't, you must move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. hopefully people realize great things when they come around, cherish, grab hold of it and don't lose something real. always fight until you can't anymore and then be fought for. i really hope the love of your life will appear soon in your life and you, be happy ever. take care okay? (:

HAPPINESS IN A NUTSHELL (:

2009-03-28T21:58:00.023+08:00

[the below was drafted some time ago]

SA - SK.

you know, i used to dislike LPK when she first replaced Malcolm and came to our class to be our Class Advisor. i remember i used to be the "opposition party", doing things opposing her, bad attitude and rude behaviour and etc(i regretted). however after getting to know her better as days went by, i realised that she's one great superb wonderwoman that i'll never ever forget, encraved in our hearts the things she did for us etc. our class was rebellious, naughty, and whatever you call it. mass absent rates and punctuality fell to the rock bottom, yet she did not give up hope on us. though she always nags(haha), but i know "it's all for our own good". frequently, she gets "bullied" by us and she just laugh it over. haha. what a cute lady. and we always bring FOOD, DRINKS up to class as what she said. "we're having a picnic". in other classes, can we do that? NO.

i salute her for everything she has done for us, really. (:

my birthday was 10 days after the 1st day of school. they prepared a surprise cake and such like singing birthday song in the canteen and i swear i'm so shy. will never forget that cos i'm really very touched seriously. first came to class with wendy. get to know gary, sengying, boon etc. i remember that on the 2nd day or something, we + iskandar went over to batok mac for some chilling. haha. gary had tissue papers storage in his bag and ahboon always joke till we can really laughed like there's no tomorrow. but few months later we like drifted and were not as close already. that was sad okay. but towards our graduation everyone did had their part of fun (:

then following by, oliver and cheeyong. i used to have a bad impression on oli cos during one of the first few days of school, he borrowed a pen from me to sign his name, use alr and flank it on the table(ya unintentionally). kanasai. i was so stunned O.O hahaha. will never forget those periods of enjoyable times when we cab here and there. clementi pizza hut regulars etc. and then in the midde though something happened, but the good memories remain unchanged. and after wendy quitted school, joined the girls. and later on this year some stuffs happened and such, till i have no idea whose words to believe, whose words are true etc. great dilemma and realisation of so many things. well the unhappiness's over (:

ironically as graduation is nearing, get to be closer with many classmates and i heart atiqah, azimah and munirah so much okay :D . especially atiqah my great darling, she was once my "ranting machine" haha and she'll always disturb me and vice versa ! love you and will miss you so much my dear ! i do not need to restrict myself and i can simply just tell her everything, and anything. azimah will always "EKSYEN" on msn with me, hahaha. just like yesterday when i was still online in the wee hours, she say i eksyen(action) cos i haven't sleep LOL ! this "EKSYEN" girl !! :D and munirah is "NEHNEK" am i right? "HAIRP" ~ let's go for some ice-cream again next time ~ *winks*

and not forgetting, the 4 babes whom we went to cambodia with. seri, ila(maomao), farah and shikin ! spell fun only (: ohya ~ and sharona ! she's though quiet but a nice girl, also accompanied to wait for my buyers for like, 2 hours while we lunch etc? we'll chill out once in awhile at BPP since we live so near each other (;

and lastly my girls. vivie, tiff, yun and shan. always cabbing to IMM to and fro during our lunch break. long john, mos burgers, macdonalds. a big change in our group earlier this year.

and cambodia trip with vivie, i really enjoyed being with her.
xiaohuang. haha, did jumpshots beside the pool, laughed heartily.
bathed w/o locking our bathroom door cos i'm afraid.
and munchings of titbits and more titbits.

running halfway while shopping when we were late and everyone's waiting for us in the coach.

+ desaru trip with yun and tiffy (:
ohya! and the F1 job.

a pity yun didn't join us down the sea for the dope jet-skiing and bananaboat-ing.
i'll miss you all calling me " JOLIN TSAI YI LING " OKAY !!
mwahahaha :P

meet up at least once in awhile and don't ever forget me okay?
haha. see you all soon at my bday celebration (:

all these are the kind of memories we would have when we are young,
and when we grow old, these are the memories we would always hold on to.

so nolstagic.

Chanel's Spring/Summer 2009 Essential Handbag

have you seen this chanel bag?
looks like a paper shopper bag right?
but it's made of leather and it's a handbag,
can't believe it heh?

think it's not an easy task to get a piece of leather that large to be that smooth and also have the crisp corners and creasing of a thick-paper shopping bag.

and this.

Gucci Cruiser Bicycle
a whopping $6365 USDollars haha.

was on msn chatting from last evening til 11 in the morning today.
lols. 16 hours. + webcam. of course i cheated, because i dont have a webcam :X
teehee.

anyway, my phone sucks big time okay.
ahhhh argh ! felt so irritated with it.
gonna get a new phone asap ~ :(
it's the 3rd phone i've changed this year.
sigh.

iphone? hmm or any touchscreen phones to intro?

WS, sorry for ditching you on prawn fishing tonight.
am sooooo feeling not very well due to my flu.
meet up soon (:

i want a pink vespa "toot toot" :)
bike license tempting heh, for this cutie.

realised i have lots of drafts waiting to be posted.
shall make some time out.

received lots of ques asking what do i want for my bday.

SORRY BUT NO SOFT TOYS PLEASE :(

HAD TONS OF EM STUCK IN MY STORE.
I'M ALLERGIC TO EM BTW, skin allergy towards fluffy stuffies.

NO CARTOONIC STUFFS. - I HATE.
20 yr old alr (:
(other than the gold hello kitty mahjong set haha cos its mahjong)

hmm. something i can use can alr.
aye. it's actually the thoughts that count lah.
hahaha. even if you all give me stuffs i dont like i'll also keep it :D

~~red~~ pink packet(with money) also can,
realistic :X

it's a pity that my NS good friends cant attend my bday cos they will be overseas.
sigh how sad :(

but they said they will give me a big prezzies each !
hoho ! :D

so sweet, yet not.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GENHAO ! (:

let's speak love.

2009-03-27T18:00:00.009+08:00

tues night at oli's place.
his friend drove us to somewhere nearby to have a drink and slack.
then back to his place. surfing net while they were watching a movie.
played with cy's webcam. haha !

missy grumbling of hunger.
mac-delivery by the poolside ~ it's ♥ ~ :D
smoke smoke.

managed to catch 1-2 hours of sleep after poker-ing.
bathed and cabbed over to bedok to collect cake.
continue the cab journey to Aloha Chalet.
waited for the rest to reach and we checked in.

2 storeys.
4 rooms with 2 beds in each.
1 kitchen.
1 living room.

something that's killing. - the limited usage of the aircondition facility.
we can only use 25 units(around 12 hours) and if we exceed that amount,
we have to pay. shucks*

4 rooms sharing 12 hours.
1 room = 3 hours =.=

how are we going to survive w/o that??
too pampered alr :(

slacked and poker-ed.
i kept losing huh, like duh. :(
big2 isnt my game seriously.

after which, my girls arrived. we did the cards deco for vivie.
and the rats for her representing us,with our pics on it.
we went into a state of confusion when we heard that she has reached.
all kanchiong spiders ! hahahaha.

" this one hide !! "
" faster here !! "
" oh no ! too big alr ! "
" omg ! this one here !! "
" hide faster !! "
" lock the door !! "

my rat was supposedly named KOK KOK by me.
and then modified it to PORK PORK.
lol.

huan yun's = HOCK HOCK to AH HOCK(i named this :X)
weishan = SOT SOT
tiffy = TOK TOK

when she reached after us,
yun and tiffy brought her out to somewhere,
and we prepared the cake in the living room for her.
off the lights and lit the candles.

:D

sprayed on her and they smashed cake.
hope you enjoy your advance bday celebration huh!
19 year old xiao huang ~ *smuacks*

my dear atiqah, munirah and azimah were great ~
they were the ones who kept bbq-ing for us.
yet again, thanks man ! *hugs*

she -> ever so ready for a shot :X

shan too ! (;

the food was superb, and i totally heart♥ the marinated chicken.
- by atiqah's mum's secret recipe. love ya my dear (;
didnt realise it till she told me that both of us forgot to snap snap ! ):

most of us gathered at 9pm to watch the channel 8 show.
haha. even non-chinese too okay ! :D

twister game.

candies LPK got for us.

vivie's "emperor's shoes"

then it was "prize" presentation.
the girls made cardboard with our names on em + a nick for us.
we had to go up one by one to get it from miss LPK.

i got the. " Ms Photogenic " from em haha (:

had sips of beer while having poker with em.
till gary gave up as his face turned super red.
farhan's gf's friendly and cool man :D
loser = drink.

can't stand it anymore and went to bathe.
became sober after my bath teehee :D
cy was a goner as he started doing stupid actions.
funny.

almost got wasted.
lol.

went chatting and the sun's rising.
cabbed back home with cy and oli.

cabs are killer sharks okay. $50 of cab fare.
and that uncle i felt like cursing and swearing at him.
he's either blind or partially deaf or he don't understand simple eng.

purposely made a big round(not once okay!) so i opened my mouth and asked why did he go one big round when there's the damn shortcut down. and he act blur. it's like, so obvious can. i dozed off and he saw me dozing off that's why. cos when i open my eyes i caught him peeping(like turning back and see if i noticed).

nah. never mind.

anyw, i kept eating and eating nonstop during the chalet okay.
hahaha. like a PIG. but a prettaye cute one OKAY hehe :X

and the choco cake.
like super yummy only ! :D
*slurps*

thanks to :

genhao. for ~~nagging~~ caring, asking me to put on more blanket and avoid dusty areas;
for being my messenger to deliver msgs cos my phone went haywired.

engchiang. for pleading me to see a doc.
even wanted to acc me over haha~
and other peepo forcing me to rest more etc.

(:

but i think i really can't take it anymore.
i mean, my nose. who has a nose stopper? :(

i need you to tell me.

2009-03-27T09:20:00.008+08:00

and i wonder if i'm the only one in your mind.

hey guys. i'll be holding a birthday bbq at night on the 25th april 09(SAT) at pasir ris chalet. those who wish to stay overnight after the bbq may do so as i'm booking a 3 days 2 nights from 24th-26th april. my actual birthday is on the 26th. do give me a reply asap for those invited whether you're able to make it as i'll need to prepare the food etc ! thank you (:

think i caught the flu bug, kept wheezing and sneezing ):

SK. goodbye ):

2009-03-26T09:19:00.007+08:00

just had a super nice cold bath just now and am waiting for my hair to dry and go for a short nap till 1 before heading out later to meet the peeps for pizza.

the rule: latercomer = your treat.
what the hell, there's a high chance of me being late okay :(

the chalet was a if-you-miss-it-you-miss-the-fun. never know when will all of us gather around again after this, but what matters most; the memories. i've never ever consume so much carlsberg in my life before man(i prefer liquor to beer). got a lil tipsy and i didn't even sleep a wink.

i'm dead beat right now.
shall update the pics soon.

take care, beloved ones (:

atiqah: wa i love you a million X1000000000000000000000 okay !! :D
reader: haha. i like it too. thanks (:
romeo: lol. i sian of pet society so never play alr.
my blog where got change here and there?
yeah. good post right.
Mr.A: you are?
Zeng: sorry luh not very free (:
liting: miss you okay !
Min: sister sister. thanks man. hughugs~
V on: isit. haha. but i like geylang's frog leg porridge ~ tc too (:
stella: jurong point (:
Qiqi: lol. his eye something wrong haha.
Sha: ya that's right. also it was a waste that you didnt go to the class chalet.
ping: ya ! something terribly wrong with the phone.
reader2: thanks. (:
shurong: thanks shurong !
Jiaping: alright. haha. take care too babe.
Jer: haha. yeah. hmm. next week onwards. lol. what sia.
Huimin: haha. so excited seh.
Aloy: haha. of course i win. lol. okay.
faith: sure no prob man ~
J: haha. okay !!
wei: hello ! i'm alright. you too !
Peach: LCB !! haha. miss you luh !
jason: o.O how come you know my blog ?
adelyn: haha.

2009-03-24T20:03:00.006+08:00

heading over oli's house later to ton overnight with em. will be cabbing down to aloha chalet tml. supposedly going over at 10pm+, but am going for a bath now alr. LOL. being "forced" to go over earlier.

boo. but i am in my comfy zone busy online-shopping now "ley" !!!
feel like cabbing sio.

i hate my bottom lip man. so pretty sucky.
dampens my mood a great whole lot.
sigh. how am i going to take many pictures tml?
mama~ when will it recover? :(

i lost my leather jacket out-of-no-reason.
me and jy wanted to book chevron chalet for our bdays.
and no vacancies are available :(

tmd. s-u-a-y n-e-s-s.

looks like my plan for this week on being a couch potato,
plain lying on my bed munching junk and tee-veeing has failed.
needa sacrifice some time for my comfy zone.

next week okay !!

2009-03-23T06:10:00.000+08:00

summary for the past 2 days.

woke up late, suntec trip got wasted :(
clique meetup at night. loads of familiar faces.
with my sexy people around, i love ♥♥♥♥

this isn't something we do everyday like how we used to,
but i like it this way when we meet up once in a while to exchange what we have to.
put all your troubles aside, friends. i'm here with you, always. as promised :)

then. late night mahjong at admiralty till noon at sylv's place.
won 10 buckaroos nia. lol.

might be heading m'sia with audrey, wh, sylv soon,
wh's house in JB or genting highlands.
hehehe :)

2nd visit to the doctor for my lips.

work at night in clementi.
sec schmates checked in and it's been long i last saw jiaming.
had a bundle of fun with colleagues.

" yi ge nv ren hen ji zha, liang ge nv ren shi 38, 3 ge nv ren xiang ba sha, 4 ge nv ren wo zi sha "
by ym LOL. hahaha. nvm if you dont understand. we 3 females kept yakyaking nonstop.
and i really did slap eric's stomach. a loud TUB and escaped off !

wed shall be my SK's class gathering + bbq + 1 night chalet ! :D
thurs meeting colleagues for pizza + singing before work ~ :D
fri. sat. not confirmed yet. movie + shopping perhaps?

confessions of a shopaholic.
yes. no?

1 more week before the results are out.
like sudden stress only.

my new fling ♥ . LV Damier Berkeley.
SGD $2440. gonna work hard for it.

2009-03-22T05:02:00.009+08:00

eric asked me to blog.
lol.

fri night was work.
and then supper at west coast prata.
evan, me, ym, kw, eric.

slacked and fagged while we waited for 6am.
we played some games, and laughed till peng.
hahahaha. and poker ! lol. forfeit + true or dare.

cabbed home aftermath.

" 1 ge eric, xian zhabor, hong ~
2 ge eric, 2 ge eric, xian zhabor, xian zhabor, hong hong ~

1 ge yong ming, mimi yan, kan bu dao ~
2 ge yong ming, 2 ge yong ming, mimi yan mimi yan, kan bu dao, kan bu dao ~ "

and kw's dua nehneh poiyo or something haha.

etc etc.

continued just now during work. and we added on edwin and yashi's versions for our "game" , haha. me and ym sneaked attack on em and off the lights while they were in K51.
and then when i was in the bar, i wanted to say " your BOR(wife) " to edwin
but you know my hokkien sucks and i say " your BU(mum) " .
so embarrassing man.

" hao xiao(funny) ah? "

lol. OKAY inside joke.

super jeffrey is a very nice superior.
damn crappy also, purposely kept asking me to laugh.
cos my mouth is having a bad split and i can't laugh or it'll worsen.
haha. we kept wanting to take his ugly candid photo, but failed.

hectic week ahead.
loads of birthday(s) coming.
prezzies and more prezzies to hunt for.

also, 2 birthdays falling on the same date.
not sure which one to head to, or both if time allows?
let's see.

hopefully, will be able to wake up on time later to head over suntec with gf.
tour agency, ASA having tour fair and JOBDB having job fair.

hongkong !! adel ~ still steady right.

bye ~

depleting amount

2009-03-20T04:01:00.009+08:00

spent a real big bomb on online shopping just now.
regretted a lil already. posb acct going negative any second.
please chop my fingers away.

2 acid wash jeans, 1 chiffron top, 1 skirt, 6 tees(same design different colours, 1 for myself and for the rest i'm intending to earn some business out of em)

chiffron white.

cos it's ♥ at first sight !!

called: investment.

and then .
3 dresses, 1 pair of jeans, 1 acid wash skirt, 1 offshoulders, 1 top, 2 long tees, 1 blouse .
for 1 spree last week.

acid wash skirt.

yellow.

offshoulders.

in white.

and 3 basic candy tops for another.

my VS spree, cost me $45+ just for shipping + reg postage !!!
wang ba dan. lazy to go over to novena to collect.
shouldnt have ordered so many bags. rah !

it's time to earn some cash.

2009-03-18T19:56:00.007+08:00

starhub's connection is really being such a butt-head,
i sent in a complaint letter before my chalet and apparently till now,
no replies given yet ~

heh. customer service !! @.@

anyway about last week.

on thurs, we went for presents hunting + shopping.
got myself 4 dresses and rushed down to marina at 8pm+ to find a photo-shop to print the photos for our presents. in the end it was too late -.-" and then suddenly i remembered i had to collect my luggage as well, luckily it wasnt closed for the day yet. lug the whole luggage back home you see.

woke up so damn early the next morning. had breakfast with huixian. got a heart pillow + leopard bag which i had in similar for adel as well. bathed and lug my heavy handcarry bag to hail a cab over to evan's place. then we walked to JP to get the necessities for the prezzies. headed back and started wrapping etc. had great laughs over there on the "coffin" omgawd. and folding the colour papers to make " HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY "

with our tired bodies and souls(LOL!), trained over to PASIR RIS !! shagness. nelson came and fetch us at the entrance and i heaved a sigh of relief. way too heavy. her prezzies etc and we bought 2 rows of yakult, snacks as well. shouldnt have brought so many stuffs(that heavy mini-mahjong and bathroom slippers) along.

and cos jessica, adel's gf brought MJ along so total shiokness luh ! played with ivan, nicholas, weichuan. then we headed out of the chalet to grab some bite cos i'm famished ! initially they wanted to ride me over to changi and eat, but short of a helment for me, like sad only. nehmind, the food we had was yummy :)

they walked me back to the chalet and left. ivan 2nd night never turn up =.=" nehneh de. lol and then watched em MJ. bathed and teevee-d. and then me, jessica, aeroplane, didi played till morning. nelson replaced didi cos he cannot tahan anymore lols. and every single one of us slept after 10am haha.

nelson, adel, evan + me went to ehub for brunch. had jap buffet and super bloated. kind of waste money luh cos we ate lil, but nehmind (: softshell crab is dee ♥ haha. we wanted to go onto the indoor ferris wheel man.

headed back to chalet and bathed to prepare for the night. dolled ourselves up etc. the balloon burst right onto evan's face and she blamed me cos it was just immediately after i said " wa what if the balloon(i'm holding) burst ah? " HAHAHA. and then gradually more and more people turned up. but it was drizzling, not a good weather ):

managed to get everything done after the rain stopped, but on and off the drizzle came. took pics, entertained etc. cut cake. wishes.

they all brought the food in and out when the drizzle came on and off =.=
bbq-ed MARSHMALLOW :D

and then. CAKE SMASHING !!
i ran around chasing her and attack :D

Victory :X

romeo, mingyi, sebastian, elissa + the rest of us who were in the chalet 10+ sat in a circle and played games. like exciting only ! haha. the more the merrier. new game learnt woohoo. the actions are damn stupid but, FUN !

and in the midst of the night pillow smashing didi etc(me and evan ganged up together) and running around and hide. hahaha. bathed and then gambled poker till morning. dont really know how to play initially cos i only MJ. haha. won a fewty bucks over there. checked out. brunch at pasir ris. back home and concussion all the way.

woke up and went over to audrey's house for MJ. lol MJ again. till morning, went for breakfast with the 3 of em and it came the downpour. waited for the rain to stop but nevertheless it didnt. so headed home straight since it's near.

realised, ever since graduation from sec sch, haven't been keeping in touch with so many close ones. those whom we went basketball-ing everyday before, those whom i hanged out with or played/slacked together, movie till midnight and how the whole big bunch of us ran from cine to orchard mrt for the last train, ended up at kranji and cabbed back. lols. looking back, sounds so silly yet memorable.

nah. shall do what i promised. to meet up as many as possible, you dont want any regrets in the future right? like who knows maybe someday i'll get into an accident and went into a coma for life huh? just stating an example. haha. like, i haven't even got to say whatever i want to everyone and one day i can't speak anymore.

sad right.

anyway! so gonna hunt for birthday prezzies alr.
so many birthdays coming up next and following by,
it's lao niang, MISS PURPUR turning the big 2 ):
hahaha.

not of any much mood to celebrate either cos,
i only wish that i'm able to get in my desired choice successfully.
my dream of opening a shop, it's fulfilling any sooner.
not stopping any day, the ideas and the concepts and the capital.

okay, have loads of posts in my drafts waiting in line to post.
no more time to spare ! busy busy !! night !

womanizer, you're a womanizer.

2009-03-17T22:01:00.009+08:00

sometimes, when you realised that someone/something has changed to someone/something reckon so unfamiliar to you; the actions and the words, there's no turning back. i used to keep reminding myself of his good virtues and our memories, but now my opinion has changed, really. with my own ears and eyes, how can someone changed so fast? well. it's time to feign ignorance and my hack care attitude. i know the world is changing all day round. i totally totally understand now.

disappointment is the word.
none of my business is the following.

if i don't pass this pile of bullcraps by now(after so many months),
i'm going to ram myself into a wall and laminate myself to a lama.

sometimes we just see things that we don't understand
and yet we're trying very hard to figure it out.
then after that it'll be silence and everything's back to normal.
you lead your life and i lead mine and everyone goes their own ways.

true? correct me if i'm wrong.
but the ans's still the same, never regretted.

just got home from my dear friends' gathering.
like havoic madness only. how i wish we could have more of that !
lipton tea's joke of the day, nana's skirt etc hahaha.

and back from adel's chalet on sun, fun fun fun !
though the weather wasn't really on our side for the bbq part.
happy 21st my dearest girl ! i love you "DEEP DEEP hor" (:
remember to take good care of the sexy "mannequin" ~

and my com's finally alright now.
time to get a new lappy for me, dad.

had great great days last week.
shall do the pics and update soon.

but meanwhile, my mouth's still not alright yet.
looked as though i got into a fight and got a cut.
sucks like hell oh dear. low self esteem alr.

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY ADEL !

2009-03-14T02:37:00.001+08:00

Miss PP is currently in my GFF's 21st birthday chalet ! :D
spent the whole afternoon at evan's house doing her birthday stuffs.
and won 28 bucks for mahjong just now, like shiokaboo only.
hahaha. :X

teevee programmes now showing all horror movies.
so not for me, sad or what.

tml will be our bbq night and more darlings will be coming (:
okay. "you" are so damn sweet. thanks lah !
alright. i wanna go and bathe already.
update when i come back (;

2009-03-11T00:40:00.004+08:00

The paradox of our time in history is that
we have taller buildings but shorter tempers,
wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints.

We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less.

We have bigger houses and smaller families, more convenience(s), lesser time.

We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.

We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We’ve learned how to make a living, but not a life.

We’ve added years to life not life to years.

We’ve been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbour.

We conquered outer space but not inner space.

We’ve done larger things, but not better things.

We’ve cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.

We’ve conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.

We write more, but learn less.

We plan more, but accomplish less.

We’ve learned to rush, but not to wait.

We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast food, and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships.

These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.

These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.

HOW TRUE.
cheerup ah boon ! (:

concoction of feelings.

2009-03-10T17:22:00.009+08:00

so my exams are finally over! cheers to that.
*fireworks*

met with the girls for brunch at MOS for some revising before heading to school.
exam's a quite a crap ! cos i left out some small minor details.
but well, it's over, what else can i do except to wait for the results?

i guess none of us can forget those times, remember the 1st day of school and how we met each other, one another. i even remember the orientation stuffs, the stupid things we used to do, etc etc.

i've finally graduated. 1 chapter of my life has closed.
it's such a bittersweet event that i don't even know where should i start from.
heavy footsteps out of the school compound.

it's gonna be different because everyone's got their own personal agenda in life and we have to make it a point to meet up once in awhile. we should all put aside a day to meet for dinner. i just hope we will still keep in touch, but i guess it's just fated, till we meet again.

i'm going to do up our pictures for an entry of reminsce. so many memories of our class etc. laughters and tears shed. happiness and unhappiness. well. hold your tears.

happy birthday to shaoteng (:

2 years. in a wink of an eye.

my bottom lip has a swell, ever since yesterday night.
damn it. i hope it heals by fri if not how am i going to fulfill my plans??!
taken when i just woke up and now it's on the process of healing after applying medication.
shucks* ya the pic is super ugly and damn disgusting i know. whatever ~

-pic removed because i think it stains my blog-

it's a chore !!

2009-03-09T23:59:00.001+08:00

i cannot hide the excitement for many many things.
but before that , i have to deal with exams first now.
sadly. ):

Laws of Defamation.
Crisis Management.
Press Conferences.
Ehthical Behaviour.
Media Relations and Placement.
Intellectual Property Protection

etc
etc
the list goes on and on.

and i hate exams(ya i know who don't right?). exams should be abolished, rooted from its roots so that they can never make their appearances again. this self discipline shits out to fail me, i swear. just started this evening because i went out in the early afternoon for awhile meeting my dearest and back home only after that. and i managed to finish all past years papers 60 seconds ago and am drifting away for a short break right now. pfft.

so. instead of dreading it and wishing it does not exist i might as well channel my efforts in acing it. not only wanted a pass but an A okay. spell m-i-r-a-c-l-e for me. haha. if only things were meant to be done by flipping easily. let's just hope i don't get nervous all of a sudden and forget everything or jumble everything up(like putting in the correct answers in the wrong questions and stuffs like that you wouldnt know cos i do stupid stunts when i'm nervous right?)

and the exam freaking starts at 3pm ! i wish it could be earlier okay, was supposed to do something after the exams but i guess i'll have to postpone it to wed already ! kanasai.

ohya. happy belated birthday to munirah ! (:

classmates ! let's work hard and good luck to all ! ^^v

2009-03-08T19:09:00.008+08:00

hello wello. noticed a change in my colour scheme huh? so damn "pinkish", omg. actually i dont really like pink that much okay. hahaha. i swear ! too sweet. well, wanted white initially, but white is so not my style. lol. aye. will change it when i've found a suitable colour. :D

fri night was MJ till late midight;
with weiheng + audrey, vince and welson in audrey's condo at cashew.
lost 3bucks nia LOL and we ordered pizza delivery in the midst of the game.
shiokaboo. spicy drumlets + hawaiian is still dee ♥♥ !

sat night was work, like finally. 1 month ever since. haha.
brought tons of sweets over, gummy + many chewing gums.
loads of fun disturbing people + bullies bullying me ! ):
wooo.

look at the amount of my favourite food at home.
tell me how am i gonna fulfill my diet plans?

i really love those peaches. super sweet and crunchy :D ♥
i can eat like 10 or 20 at a go okay ! :X
NUTELLA + BREAD ♥ is the best combination ever.

and i was craving for KFC chicken yesterday night,
then when i woke up in the late afternoon just now,
my wish was fulfilled ! hahaha. oh and honey water ♥ too !

anyway, i bought loads of items for my pet last night.
luxury food + furniture + teacups + hat + clothes ~
like happy only. cos my "pipimateh" looks so cute now :D !

not much stuffs to do in P.S too,
so just went visiting and earn moolahs for my pet ~

so just not enough time for my shop,
hence neglecting it alr argh ! :(

okay, no more slacking PP. got to work on my PR tonight; or prolly tml(must) alr.
the last week, study break begins on mon and it's now sunday alr ! time flies way too fast(grumbles) yet to hit those books !! 8 chapters OMG. stop procrastinating !!

ohya by the way, my phone's down. i mean, sometimes i can't get any receptions anywhere, which i can't figure out why either? don't think it's gotta do with starhub. shall send it for repair when i'm free. so any msges/calls, try to contact me through msn or in any ways i'm contactable ya ! (:

happy happy (:

2009-03-06T04:47:00.005+08:00

had such a great time just now at clementi kbox.
me + evan + eric.

they wanted to play game, so evan suggested that we three do stupid actions and whoever is the least stupid will kenna forfeit. in the end all 3 of us were damn lame. alright. then i suggested playing, "NI WO TA". we cannot speak these three words while talking/singing.

damn fun. we purposely picked fast and tricky songs for each other to sing.
mention 1 word = 1 glass of SODA water. OMG.

i had two glasses, whereas eric owed 1 more jug in additional to his original jug he drank !!

and then before that xihut was with us too before he left.
he started finger guessing game with evan and lost almost every game.
he the ultimate loser sia, keep losing to everyone !! :D

sometimes, tend to feel like quitting this job so much, but other times, its the fun and the people who kept us back whenever we've decided. very dilemma-ing you know. cos the original "firmed" decision is caught in the middle of nowhere EVERYTIME. still thinking.

went back to get our pay by the way.
and am so happy cos i thought my pay was only $36.
in the end $108, not bad not bad.
cos i havent been working for nearly a month alr.

shopping in town and this lass alr shopped and bought so many things before we met up. haha. spend like flowing water.

and i decided to restrict myself. in the end got a anklet, bracelet and ring + BAUME BODY BUTTER from SEPHORA. had a hard time choosing the fragrance of different moisurising butter with different packaging colour ! i like the hotpink cover, but its fragrance not as nice as strawberry raspberry. so i got red instead. and we bought a CRAZY STUFF. secret. HAHAHA.

cabbed home after 3am.
laughed till my throat became sore.

PLEASE DO NOT ASK ME OUT/MAHJONG ON SUNDAY AND MONDAY THANK YOU. PLEASE DON'T !! BECAUSE I REALLY WANNA STUDY, IF YOU WANT ME TO DO WELL AND NOT REGRET. COS I HAVE YET TOUCHED MY BOOK MAN. OH DEAR.

okay. eyes very very tired alr.
shall hit the haystack NOW.

life's better and better (:

2009-03-04T21:50:00.012+08:00

me and my best friend went "dating" today.
hahaha ! no la just kidding. like duh?

bicker as usual. till he lost ~ ^^v
my brunch + dinner at Bakerzin.

Appetizer. alright only.

Mine. Macaroni with clams in tomato sauce. Not bad.

see the amount of clams in my dish? *grins*

wanted to pay and he said he owed me a treat and thus his treat ~
thanks lah :D

walked around.
i'll remember what he said he'll give me on my birthday.
hahahahaha. SELF DIY CAKE !!!

:D

8bucks+ worth of gummy sweets. such a big big bag ~
OMG i dont know how am i gonna finish em !
and i found the same type of sweets which vivie bought from tw.
hahaha. the craving for it ever since i finished that tube.

sweets sweets ~
you should know how much i love those.
yummy yummy :D

eric misses my sweets !
right sister?

and also, bought macaroons from the icing room.
but seriously speaking, i preferred those from bakerzin though they were half the size. small = good.

dad said that the technician will come and take a look at my com(its lagging like hell luh), so went back early and he walked me back. in the end the technician aint free. kanasai.

dress that my gf bought for me and i tried it on that day :) ♥♥♥♥

will be heading town to meet her for some shopping tml !
this girl ah, kept exclaiming how great the SaSa sales was.
haiyo. i missed on that man ): , forgot to go in when i was in JP.
and the hair serum etc she bought at JE which accumulated to 100 over bucks,
wa liao tempt me so much, she can become the spokesperson for em alr (;

will continue the cambodia trip soon.

and ya.
my blog song rock my socks yo. :D

we gonna plan for the list of food for our dear adel's bbq + chalet,
and also buy LOADS of TITBITS there !! hiakhiak.

lastly, my baby :

(:

REPLIES:
y v o n n e: haha. isit? i love frog leg porridge man :D thanks.
adelyn: yah ! we need to plan asap ! our HONGKONG TRIP !!
Min: you stupid lah. hahaha. what jian. you jian ren :X
don't know why you laugh till so jialat. i never say anything also haha.
jer: yeah "DEEPDEEP" hor? let's go out again babe ~
atiqah: isit isit? haha. i havent got my fedora yet my dear ):
cos i didnt take properly. my stupid phone.
yileen: haha. actually not so enthu dogs i not scared.
yeah~ thanks ! mahjong someday again huh !
we must ALL go out someday for chilling or movies man.
catch up catch up with one another ~ miss you (:
qi: okay bestest ! haha. love you too ~
friend: you are someone who knows me ? thanks.
joanna: haha. hello my sis ! when can we go sing again ?
terrie: hello terrie ! you are nice too ! good luck for your results !
sha: of course ! haha. good luck for our exams ! stop pet society-ing !
aloy: you naggy boy. i will dont worry. you sleep early too.
bk: i see. so strange man. haha. nehmind.
kerin: smuacks baby. i saw the piece of dress you wanted !
G: you are? hmm. is it a compliment? well. thanks (:
romeo: hahaha my ROOOOOOMEOOOOOO !!
jia: yeah i seriously miss you okay. so long so long.
qiqi: kanasai lah. haha by the way my friend knows your bf sia.
ping: haha. lazy go down mah. okay next time? (:
kristine: my gf's also having a birthday chalet just exactly your date too !
i'll try to go over okay ? haha. someone's turning 21 alr huh ! :D
pearlyn: my ahlian !! hahaha. been so long man !
justin: cannot ah? lol. you damn bo liao.
reader: $985 (:

a smiling entry (:

2009-03-03T23:50:00.014+08:00

things to do on the list :

go hunting for suppliers.
do up my new online shop asap.
get someone to model the clothes.
get a good light-weight DSLR.

won 70 bucks in total yesterday on MJ, like happy only ! :D
actually it should be $120, but decided to stay and continue playing~
so in the end lose $50+ =.=" . nehmind, should be contented (:

jiayong that bloodey kuku ! everytime see me he too high lah must say me.
of course i fought back okay ! but that's our way of communication all along these years,
we have to bicker and if we don't it should look damn weird haha :D

i know you miss me alot okay. i know i know.
HAHAHA. "20 years BOYFRIEND" .
then he walked me home. was having a great headache man,
i guess it's due to the long hours of MJ as we played from evening till 4am
though there're short smoking breaks.

but when i reached home, online-d and kaching !
spent all that i won on pretty pretty items.
show you all next time round. hahaha.

and also, meet ping and min at starbucks just now for some chilling after my dinner just now. favourite chilled mocha caramel is the ♥♥♥ yo ! :D they are naughty girls, made me laugh till my sides hurt so much hahaha. INSIDE JOKE ! okay no pictures because the camera in my icecream phone sucks and my naked face today sucked as well. whenever i upload the pics i couldnt open them in PS. kind of a lil regretted to buy alr.

anyway, dearest gf is not free to collect her stuffs. and because i'm living near to my gf and am free tml, i'll head down for her. what a good gf i am okay HAHAHA :X and jy will be meeting me there at JP too cos if not i'll go there to get the stuffs and head back home straight. kind of waste time eh since i'm alr there. haha.

so.

settled out everything, like finally. seriously tiresome you know? shan't elaborate too much on that. case closed. entries locked. well. bygones be bygones, for everything and anything and anyone. the feeling is so. shiokaboo.

i'm glad that you told me how you feel
and how you cherish this 8 years friendship.
it's all over, and i don't bear grudges.

i know you can be a good friend.
10 years down the road, we still will be.
let's work it out together (;

that's the end of this entire episode.
and to everyone out there, including myself.

don't do things that made you lose your senses and then later on feel guilty or sorry because sometimes some things can't be salvaged. don't even lie for no apparent reason. don't even do or say things behind that you know it would hurt or make somebody you care feel miserable. and you wouldn't have to be fearful of anything. there wouldn't even be any consequences for you to bear. always clarify and talk it out for unresolved issues and not allow it to hang around waiting for christmas. this is at least what i have been trying to stick along with, though sometimes in my fit of anger i'll lose my senses and not think properly.

and that's why, i'll never feel afraid of anything. i don't even need to be shady. whatever i do or say, i admit. whatever i don't, i don't find it any reason for me to acknowledge words which aint from my mouth. it's just up to people to choose to believe you or not ya. make your words true and deal with things sincerely. even if things doesn't turn out like what you wish, at least there'll be no regrets and no mistakes made. i'm not preaching, i really mean it and sometimes i do hate myself for my harsh and rash attitude towards certain things.

we're just growing up,
but doesn't mean we should hurt anyone along the way.

(:

i'm thankful for friends and gfs who cared and asked though i didnt really tell em anything but yet they're understanding towards the fact that i do not want more people who are outside the situation to know because this is my own matter. i don't like going around telling people my problems and stuffs like that, esp when it concerns friendship. i'm so so sorry for not telling, you all know i have my own stand and i do not want you guys to judge. but seriously, you lovely ones are so precious in my world that i don't mind sharing every single secrets of mine with. being with all of you is like being in my comfort zone, like really.

(:

okay, long one indeed.
gonna contd watching the korean version of meteor garden NOW.
ohya~ i bought the dressing table and more items for my pet alr :D
adel~ stop talking about L4D !

good night and sweet dreams people.

2009-03-02T13:25:00.009+08:00

CAMBODIA DAY 1

had my luggage ready the next morning and left in a jiffy.
uncle drove me to the airport as aunt's working there too.
went to meet seri and vivien and breakfast at Mac.
took a long long time to check in our luggages.

i was so excited because everything seemed peaceful at the airport.
so while we were waiting, we happily took dozens gazillions of pictures to kill time.

shikin and ila :D

seri watcha doing?

vivie !

looked so retarded here.

jetting off :D

meal onboard.

my beautiful camera and the sunrise (:

but hymph.
my flight seat was so darn far away from the rest !
kanasai.

stay tune~

meanwhile, go to pet society now ! :D

happy birthday seri :)

2009-03-01T01:51:00.004+08:00

currently hooked onto pet society !

anyone who has a facebook,
you can add me so that i can go to your "house" to visit you
and earn some moolahs ! i want more items~

any kind soul? :D

after pondering between the two,
i accompanied mummy for her medical checkup at Mount E,
so i didnt get to join in seri's advanced bday celebration at marina barrage,
you girls enjoy alright (;

shopping after that.
finally gotten my LV damier koala wallet :)

and the luggage's still at marina square waiting to be collected.
daddy said he dont know how to drive there as the place's confusing =.="
i think he's damn lazy to drive down and collect it ! ):

i want to buy the pink bed and the dressing table ~
in pet society ! haha.

dear all,
will update about cambodia tml.

i kept you in my heart, all along.

2009-02-28T00:24:00.016+08:00

Every second. Every minute.
Every hour. Every day.

" you never stop loving someone,
you just get used to them not being in your life. "
*smiling (:

this was what i told min when she asked me about someone, randomly.
i've learnt to look at how things were in a different way and not ask why.
the decision i made, was right. but still, everything was all worth it.
i've simply no regrets.

heartache still lingers on but it's not of that much as compared in the past,
whenever i see places of memories. i miss you and i always will.
+ the special name i gave you.

it's not something that anyone can replace so easily.
l'amour ♥♥.

even if we never talk again, please remember that
i'm forever changed by who you are and what you mean to me.

and i'm not emo-ing like seriously.
it's just that i saw some photos and had thoughts to put em down.
sweet dreams to all, and you .

where will we be when we turn 25?

2009-02-27T19:30:00.004+08:00

tried taking the exact picture of it but the pink bottle's too shiny
and can't seem to be taken on its pretty bottle.

someone gave me this as a belated val's day gift.
i received a parcel today and there was no sender whatsoever
it only wrote, happy belated valentine's day to you, PP.
13 days away from val's day~ cool or what?

and yesterday~ (:

intended to go over BPP with sharona but we waited for that slow bus963 till my patience went out of hand alr haha. and then all of a sudden my dear atiqah jumped onto me from behind to scare me and i went O.O . so in the end the 10 of us classmates + LPK went over to westmall for brunch.

pastamania.
azimah and munirah can really eat ALOT, that's like so WOW.
anyway, we girls + miss LPK shared :

two 10" pizzas.
baked rice.
pasta + upsized pasta.
garlic bread(s) + soup + drinks.

look at this lass.
MISS HER OKAY !!

still thinking over the question the guys asked regarding the long ago incident whereby joshua accidentally bumped onto me during sports and wellness and i fell.

WHY WHY?? what's with it? i'm so O.O.

then the remaining 5 of us headed over to SWENSENS for desserts thereafter haha.
yummy Giant Earthquake and FRIES(with lots of calories). while we Mmmmmm all the way.
super BLOATED okay.

and then the other day during our brunch.
who is this xiao huang ah??? hahaha.

and just now, super delicious cheezee prata after school as we were famished.

anyway, matter clarified as the 3 of us came out 2 days ago and talk it out. shan't elaborate much on that anymore, 2 simple words sum up everything; Trust and Intention. but towards the 2nd issue, i'm gonna find a good time when i'm free to talk to her on why does she try so hard to inject those assumptions on people and trying to frame me to a high extent whereby they can see it with their own eyes on what sort am i. does she have a bad intention in doing that? i mean i just want to ask her that's all. will she be gaining anything through slandering me? she can smile smile to me somemore OKAY? lol. so curious of what's behind those smiles of hers. scary~ i don't like things not getting solved cos it's like having a barrier in between and that feeling sucks.

cast that aside !

i've many happier stuffs alright :D
2009 seems not too bad for me haha.
nothing really bad happened, besides it's all in 2008 (:

just handed up the frontpage project today.
worked on it till 6am+ in the morning okay.
for 12 hours infront of my com straight !
no online shopping, no blog hopping whatsoever !
blogged when i was uploading the pics onto the file.

like shag only. and upon reaching school, finishing it up.
i panicked and whenever i started to, i'll messed up everything !
felt so stupid man.

crossed fingers* that i'll get a good grade for it.
which is, the chances are minimal. sigh*

okay, today was the unofficial last day of school for all of us.
because next week up till our last exam, there'll be no lessons so there's no point going.
felt so nolstagic. LPK showed us a video on our class with that fav yet so sad Graduation Song.

this is me with the super shag face after being late for desaru.
i only wore cosmetic lenses OMG. look at my hell small squinting eyes. eww.

hafta collect the new luggage from Polo Club at Marina tml.
how am i suppose to drag it back home? LOL.
+ birthday celebration. ha.

i saw loads of people coming in from different webs and blogs.
-----------------> my tracking feed. so TAG la !

okay update soon.
lazy bones.

2009-02-26T23:59:00.001+08:00

started my frontpage just only today and tml's the dateline.
goodluck to me then. WHERE'S MY SENSE OF URGENCY?

for the entire evening i designed a template of my own.those blinkies using photoshop and etc.let's just hope it doesnt appear wrong in the markers' screen,because my monitor is not the usual size, but bigger longer in the width !
i have simply NO TIME to do so many things i need to !
didn't had my dinner too ! got to rush on it again NOW !!

DARN. i want to make it perfect, to me.
had brunch with classmates + Miss LPK today at westmall.
shall update on that again.

it's 3.30am alr and i still have more to go !

ok BYE!

heart attacks.

2009-02-25T14:47:00.013+08:00

some things are better left unknown, the truth is so heartwrenching.
well, yes it's all in the past past past. what could i say more?
truth hurts. but what if the truth is just a facade. you still hafta go on with life.
lungs are bursting for air and i felt they're even gasping for air.

because forgive and forget is a skill to learn to be a happy person.
forget because i know ppl said it in a moment of folly, and i know ppl don't mean it.
forget the misunderstandings. forget all unhappiness that was led to. let it go.

forget forget~
trying, i know i will be able to.

like what Joker in Dark Knight said, "I've been through it. I'll be okay".
its all about gaining something, and losing something at the same time.

so many unhappy events that occured in 2008.
it's just that i choose not to ramble out here,
in the public.

stop being judgemental, yet only judge using your eyes and heart.
be honest with friends when there's a miscommunication.
always live up to your own conscience and speak truths.
don't meddle with other people's business if it has nothing to do with you.
don't squeeze your way to earn friendships over gossips and small acts.

it's a blessing in disguise that things do happen, maybe for a reason.
let's all learn to be a better person/friend/lover.

exams are approaching in a week and my sense of urgency is fianlly ticking me. should just set my piorities right , get things started and be focused for there are more important things in life like, education.

how can i deceive myself?
i act magnanimous, i try to be so much so i convinced myself i was.
i am. i should be.

my dream is what matters now.

"living in a society is like a complex board game, throwing the right dice, saying the apt words and playing the part will be the determinent of the life that turns out to be. simple philosophy prescribes that wants not, expect not then you shall not be let down. conversely, inter alia, to want and to have expectations, will lead to varying degrees of disappointment and cruelly at times, dismay."

wordplay.

never mind if you dont understand this verse,
as long as i do.

and another issue.

what kind of a person am i, i know jolly well much.
i need not answer to anyone, and friends who know me inside out know.

and to think that one of my besties from sec sch actually climbed on my back regarding the sec1 issue which is soooooooooooooooo damn long ago like WOW 6 years ago lol she can bring up old grandmother stories alr. like when's the first time she wore pampers and suck milk etc ya. which is that she didn't even state the entire TRUE story out, only her OWN one-sided story and conclusion.

up till now even if it's 6 years ago,
i didn't do means didnt.

yes, another issue she said. me and another girl did turn our backs against on her once which she remembered till now. but it's freaking sec 1 you know? you mean during sec1 people wouldn't get childish? why bear grudges till now when you are going to hit the big2 alr? or maybe she suffered a bad childhood trauma so that's why. i don't even remember what happened since its so long ago, please refresh my brain. i was petty when i was in lower sec and wanted everything to go my way no matter what, but i've changed isit it?

she said to my gf : " she and one of our evil friends bullied me during sec 1" .

lol.
ya still stuck in sec 1 ya. lol

then what, do i need to bring up what she did years ago?
whatever nasty things she did to me during sec4 just because a guy she likes is wooing me,
which i don't even harbour any thoughts on him and even drifted from him cos of her okay?
and the many times, money she borrowed and perhaps deliberately forgotten about it?
had me awkwardly ask for it politely while it dragged for so long to return?
it's not a small sum by the way, and ya for those small sums she once borrowed,
i didn't even ask them back from her.

when she needed money for rebonding i lent it to her without 2nd thoughts.
how much do you need for good rebonding ? you can guess the amount.
not little for a sec sch kid.

did i ever bring it up before until now?
because money is a sensitive issue and it affects friendship.
and i swear i once thought she's a good person, like good natured.
always telling myself to turn a blind eye on her raking up the past.

things that workmates actually said about her behind her back.
all along, i kept quiet of their gossips of her until they told me what i was said.
that is why few months ago, i told one of my sec sch besties that she'd changed alot.
or perhaps she didnt change at all, it's all in the blood?

not the first time she did it.
well i hope she sees this and do some reflection then.
look at the friends she had in close contact after graduation.
perhaps 1, 2 only or none?

even when i had seldom contacts with her cos of school,
she was still a good friend, to me.

even when i went overseas,
i even thought of her and bought her stuffs she mentioned.
she didnt even said a proper " thank you " okay.

she herself was a criminal, i got to know it recently.
got bailed out before, etc.

when i'm typing, my anger went up.
have learnt how to curb my hot temper.
right now, is to stay cool stay cool stay cool stay cool.

secondary school friends, sure to meet conflicts on the way to graduation esp close friends.
who don't right? but it's regarding how you handle it, forget em and really smile genuinely,
not bringing up and using them as weaspons like knives to kill.

i find it so meaningless man.
if i'd want to say, i'd have said alot more.

who don't gossip?
but learn it the right way and gossip true stuffs (:

" Never explain.
Your friends do not need it and your enemies will not believe it anyway. "

(:

wordplay.

2009-02-24T23:59:00.008+08:00

just finished editing 481 pictures lightings etc.
and they are from my hp ONLY =.=" .
more to go for my camera i guess.

cloudy mornings.
i love ♥♥♥

visited oli after school today.

went kbox to pay for my jacket first, really very kanasai. i think im so dumb, it's like why did i order the jacket in the first place? because i wouldnt be using that often alr as i've decided not to work so much now. secondly, i thought the order was cancelled because basically NOBODY informed us part timers to go down and try the sizes. DAMMIT. then suddenly a rushing call out of NOWHERE yesterday to FORCE me to go down right on the spot or latest by today afternoon to PAY for it. MUST GO DOWN EVEN IF YOU AINT FREE.

i really bu gan yuan sia.
out of nothing throw money into the sea.
MA MA DE.

and i really dislike people commenting " you grow fatter/skinnier etc " ,
it's like. what has it got to do with you or something? MYOB.
comment once, still need to comment again. like fedup only.

anyway, we packet food up for him, very yummy but the serving is too much for me. mac delivery after that. nuggets. played with his dogs. scared the wits out of me initially when i stepped in because they were barking furiously it seemed. but they were back to normal aftermath and Scoobie lazily laid on my laps and nua like an emperor. he kept licking me !

Scoobie.

Jingle so cute. look at their eyes.
oliver feeding him with beanies

standing with two feet :D

my jelly beanie frog's eye ripped off by Jingle/Scoobie?

teevee-d till i fell asleep man and left at 8,
yet reached home only one and a half hour later =.=
darn that slowpok bus 963.

adel's 21st birthday is coming :D

am still pondering over whether should i go genting with my work friends.
needa confirm asap sia aye.

staying at home to start on my frontpage tml.
that stresses me badly because since my thumbdrive's missing,
my resume etc are all inside ! ):

on a lighter note, 98 for my excel exam :D
*beams with joy*
the bloodey 2 marks are careless mistakes sigh.
well, learn to be thankful.

will update the delayed stuffs prolly tml.
am so so tired and lazy now.

i just checked. all the way from the first pic of cambodia,
i've 1,331 PHOTOS!! no joke. i dont know how i'm gonna sort em.
spell O.M.G.

JY to everyone on our frontpage ! :)

again, i set this post's time and date again.
it's 2.11am, wed now. functioning like a vampire.
*yawns*

KAMPUA TIRED.

that man with the same charisma, ever.

2009-02-23T23:59:00.012+08:00

it's tues. 3.34am now,
and this post is set back to date for monday.

my com's finally alright.
sad thang, all my stuffs are gone ):
those memories, those chatlogs.
aint important anymore. haha~

many pics which i didnt manage to put into my hp.
all woooosh. gone with the wind~ bad bad.

well, marks the new beginning then ! :D

hectic life recently, 24hours doesnt seem enough.
graduation day is nearing.
exams. exams.

i realise taking so many pictures are so tiring afterall,
because the uploading and the sorting are so damn troublesome !
*drives me mad*

and i've many posts to blog about !
cambodia, malaysia desaru etc.

hunting down tour agencies for good prices for our overseas trip in june.
seriously can't wait ! *big grin*

on sun i met up with my gf to go shopping.
bought two prettaye pairs of flats at a go ! :D
+ our ar-chi-pa-liang girly stuffs.

and waited for our dear adel to finish work.
passed em the stuffs i bought for em (:

in the afternoon jus now after our lunch break,
me and the girls skipped class and headed shopping !
my dear darling atiqah's influence yes no? :X

carried a leopard bagpack, tied my hair up
and walk as though imma a lil schoolgirl today !
hiakhiak someone wanna extort money from me hor? :D

two dresses at cheap prices ^^v + a new nail polish at faceshop.
again, coma in the bus trip back home. haha right vivie.

i've got an intuition that it'll be a great day later (:

shutting my eyes soon..

love nature, love the sun :)

2009-02-21T13:09:00.008+08:00

yesterday.
banana-boating + jet-skii-ing
double loves (:

damn blur me mixed up the dates wrongly,
i thought that it's next fri and yesterday was just a normal school day.

yun called me at 6.20am. jumped up immediately !
rushed to bathe and threw all the required things inside my bag.
cabbed all the way to school at 6.45am and reached at 7.
so speedy ! with the help of a super nice malay cab driver (:
after i told him i was late for the trip, he zoomed all the way.

he told me about desaru, the place we are heading to later.
but i never really listen just merely " haha. oh i see.. "
etc cos i'm worried about being late alr ! *guilty*
fastest cab ride i've ever taken, seriously.

first time in my life, so so so so so rushing.
cos its a limo cab which the seats are higher than normal ones.
when i hurriedly alighted, i TRIPPED AND ALMOST FELL OFF THE CAB =.="

seafood lunch;
fried lobster, chilli crabs, cereal prawns + other dishes etc

banana-boat + jet ski.
never regretted paying to play.
so SHIOKABLE !!

i wanna go again again and again ~

fruit and veg plantations.
lil white and black rabbits, monkeys, roosters, turkeys, OSTRICHES !!

buffet dinner.
love the green mangoes (:

fireflies watch in the night in the boat circling around.
beautiful kampung place.

back in SG in the midnight.

breakfast - prawns
lunch - prawns
dinner - prawns
supper - prawns

i had prawns for 4 meals consecutively !
OMG.

i wanna get a FEDORA HAT !
okay random.

update that with pics when my com's ready (:

will you take me to somewhere we can be alone

2009-02-19T15:20:00.017+08:00

SOK SEBAI !! :D
it means hello in cam language.

i miss cambodia !

yesterday LPK told us that maybe we are going over again, but it will be under the conditions of paying ourselves without using our PSEA account + not going to stay in a comfy hotel like before but staying with the kids down there (:

so cute !! :D

sunset.

yours fatty truly.

i took this.
bees collecting pollen in this pretty purple flower (:

just waken up.

slow update because, my com died on me AGAIN. it's like the 538975858972345 times, yet AGAIN. so i've to wait for the technician to come to my house and repair it. that sucks, because meanwhile i do not have my com to play. and i dont like my younger bro's com, cos it lags like HELL.

and credits to my other youngest bro, it was during my trip that his hand appears to be super itchy to use my com and insert a stupid thumbdrive with virus to put in games without my permission and there goes my com ! that's why i hate having siblings ! i've 1 elder and 2 younger alright, that's too much because all i wanted was just 1 sister thats all!! that's life i guess. you can't choose.

neh mind.
i've alr lash it all out on him on the day i came back.
i'm a bad sister yes no?

whatever, dad's gonna get me a new lappy once i'm admitted into poly
(i hope so + my desired course).

did anyone misses me while i was away?
i bet someone does, you know right (;

i received a belated valentine's day prezzie today,
was something little that i wanted so much and tyvm !
*wide grin*

skipped school today because i was plain lazy.
yada yada.

I GONNA GO CHECK OUT THE TOUR AGENCIES BECAUSE THERE'RE GREAT DEALS RECENTLY FOR OVERSEAS TRIPS WHICH ARE SO F CHEAP CAN AND WE ARE SO GONNA FLY AGAIN PRETTY SOON ! NRBS STEADY BO?

girl, come back from your china trip asap!
i miss you (:

how can i live without a com you tell me?
finished 3 books at a go in two days to pass my time ):
seriously, yakuza moon is a lil not worth the price,
it's a $27.90 for it arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

my digestive system looks so damn good recently.
i eat, go to the loo immediately. eat again, loo again.
hahaha.

now my stomach's empty.
i'm so hungry !

jogging later :)

2009-02-17T12:06:00.003+08:00

hello all!
i'm back from cambodia, safe and sound (:
the place aint as dangerous as it seemed to be.
or rather, it's a place filled with warmth and hope for the better future.

had a very great wonderful experience over there.
how fortunate we really are, now i really really understand.
and not a single fat person i saw there; all skinny people.

how they left their unhappy past behind, go on with life and be stronger.
i've learnt so much.

our share of tears and laughters,
the smiles we brought to the kids.
i'll never forget.

i love cambodia ! :D

2009-02-11T00:51:00.002+08:00

jetting off in a couple of hours ,
and i have many packages to clear on my hand.
everything's in a rush, a big big rush.

bought 7 stamps at a go today,
was wondering if they have those value pack(like supermarket)
so that i can save some money?

my fredperry shoes arrived after two weeks of waiting, bought from their original website and they're too big for my feet and i've got no choice but to sell em when i come back i guess? when i wore em i looked as though i'm a big-foot giant. what a disaster! i love em so much ):

and my mailbox's flooded with mails tonight! like happy only :D cos 5 of my spree parcels reached me! they are like, delayed for how many days alr and i've still yet to receive em which i dont know why either? my dad complained that soon there will be no more spaces for his own letters. LOLS. so now i can have a peace of mind that they didnt go missing in the lost mails.

ohya. just changed my choices. 1st and 2nd choice swapped. last choice i changed to NP's Business IT cos i know if i suay suay were to get in Temasek Poly i'll cry at how early i've to get up everyday for school.

my luggage's 1/2 packed for now, the very last minute throwing in and checking. let's cross fingers i don't suddenly go:

" OMGAWD WHERE'S MY PASSPORT
WHERE'S MY HP WHERE'S MY CAMERA??!! "

and panic frantically in the airport.
hopefully this get-away will be all smooth sailing and good beneficial learning.

last night mahjong-ed till 8 in the morning, headed home to bathe and hastily change for school. as soon as i boarded the bus and settled down, i dropped into a coma till i nearly missed my stop lol. dragged my lazy feet to school and started painting my nails cos i know tonight i wouldnt have time to do so.

my uncle will be driving me over to the airport later because daddy can't make it. and i've to wake up at like, as early as 4am to prepare luh ! =.="

a lil more of my proj need to be done too ):
no need sleep liao lor!

thats all for now, miss me :)

" peng roti prata.. F lil boys.. "

2009-02-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

NRWZD is nice to watch because you get to learn more trends and styles + makeup tips
but sometimes you tend to doze off in the midst of the show.

body-less creature.

we chose our choices for poly in the morning.

Choice 1: [3 Yrs] NP - Business Studies
Choice 2: [3 Yrs] SP - Business Administration
Choice 3: [3 Yrs] NYP - Business Management
Choice 4: [3 Yrs] NP - Tourism & Resort Management
Choice 5: [3 Yrs] TP - Retail Management

was wondering if i should adjust my 1st and 2nd choice. i'm super interested in retail management and the course is included under my choice 2 and 3 in Business Management. but i wanna go NP cos its nearer =.=" what do you think? i have 1 more+ days to reconsider and change cos the last day of amendment will be on 13th and we'll still be in cambodia ):

anyway! collected my pay after school. met min after that like after so long the last i saw her luh!! trimmed my eyebrows. posted all my buyers items and one more last item for a meetup tml cos the buyer woke up late today. starbucks to chill and gossip :D she sent me home aftermath. love her man :)

did speed bank transfer last night !
paid someone who was doing customization for tees like this :

http://store.americanapparel.net/2001haw.html#i

price is in USD by the way.
and American Apparels Tees doesnt have Pp ):
it only has Aa all the way to Kk, Mm, Rr, Ss, Xx, Zz
but NOT Pp at all. how sad. haha so i ordered my Pp from the girl !

and paid, but it takes 3-4days to finish the customisation.
so i guess i can only collect it after my trip ):

did shopping just now in town with sister E.V.A.N ~
we hit town in the late evening and while waiting for her i went walking around.
i saw so many stylish handsomes. hahaha. *drools*
4 new pairs of pumps and heels for the day (;

pink checkered soft pumps. blue jeans-like peep-toes.

pointed with heart webbings. purple platform heels.

my feet grew smaller by a size i swear !
i dont know why also ! :D

and an ACID SPLASH DRESS WHICH I FREAKING LOVE IT!!!
from Max and More in wisma. everywhere in LJ is out of stock now.
something very similar to this, but it's Scooped-Neck and it's a dress.

so prettaye :D
2thumbsUPUP!

continued spree-ing !
she bought two jackets from STAGE(freaking $300+ at a go!) and a few sweet dresses + a thick dress for her china trip. this lucky girl everytime go overseas ah !! remember what we all said, NRB must go on a trip asap. by this year okay !

went c8 to find adel, were famished to:
SHOKUDO PASTA and PIZZA.

i had soft shell crab tempura pasta(i lioke!)
while hers was chicken karaage.

will go again next time ! (:
reached home just when the clock strikes 12 lol.
like shag only.

i want this badly but considering the amount of money i'll spend on the Polaroid films,
i'm having second thought on this ):

and my all-time desired :

KOALA DAMIER !!

MUMMY I MENTIONED IT TO YOU LIKE SO MANY MONTHS AGO ALR,
AND YOU SAID YOU WILL THINK ABOUT IT SO I DIDNT FORGET OKAY.
PLS PLS PLS MY DEAR MUMMY.. I WILL TRY TO HELP YOU WITH HOUSEWORK!

my hp's background pic was this and i kept admiring it whenever i flipped my phone open luh. like crazy only. we shall take pics of our wallets tgt when i got mine okay! steady next month!! (;

havent gotten my zipper dress yet ):
WTH MY FRIEND JUST TOLD ME THAT THERE'S A ZOUK FLEA YTD!

=.=" missed the good grabs alr.

two of my lucky buyers,
especially wrapped em in pretty wrappings cos i ran out of normal ones.
haha and pasted colourful stickons (:

have to continue on my project and head out for mahjong later. they forced me to play, lol. really a lil unwilling cos i've yet packed my luggage and so much things to do! that spells disaster. aye dont know luh !

i'm packing my luggage now and i felt so blur !!
laid all my desired clothings out and what to choose !!??

bought this recently. cute?

i feel so ugly right now.
need to do something man.

ok luh busy busy.
BYE !

ying xian xiao ren.

2009-02-08T15:21:00.015+08:00

am going to meet my dear lass for shopping later.
skipped MJ session last night with weiheng bryan etc
cos i'm lazy and i need to wake up for shopping today.

i miss MAHJONG !!!! ):

we had a heart-to-heart talk last night.

(:

kept thinking about it before i sleep last night and the first time in the morning when i woke up. all those questions in my head i'm sure gonna say it all out when i grabbed the chance to, cos i really cant stand. people who know me, you know my style. don't ever try sneaky things behind.

i've found out that, no matter how far you can forgive someone,
(not trying to act magnanimous or whatsoever)
some people really don't deserve it. so DON'T (:

so creative luh my dear! haha :D
i laughed really badly at her "everyone has CB, why hers is a F***ING CB! "

conclusion of the misdeeds:

they do not have cliques, nor a bunch of true great sisters.
they do not know what's the actual unconditional friendship love,
thus they are JEALOUS, and try means and ways to make a pair go off.
they're mentally unstable, perhaps went through some ordeal so they hate smiling people.
they can't stand people being in the limelight. LOL ; girl, ask you be secretive liao !
afraid of females stepping into their territory and rule over em.(like beasts you know?)
they have a F***ING NO-LIFE lifestyle, so they need some entertainment.

GENERATION GAP.
old woman.

of cos, you can say that a strong f/s wouldnt fall so easily with the doings of the evil people.
but human beings are just like that, we need to fall to learn right (;

we can't expect everyone of you to love us, hate us for all you want but that won't change the fact that we're still rocking our lives and you're still being sour about everything, hating us even more because we have whatever while you don't.

- this sounds SO DAMN true here (:

the more i got to know what she actually did,
the more i'm confirmed she's the one who also made me lose someone once dear to me.
that's not very important anymore cos i've really let it go.
(lets just hope that he wouldn't get stained and brainwashed by lies)

but the main thing that is, she's so bloodeyhell EVIL.
appears so nice to me when i'm heartbroken etc,
SMILING at me with a devil mentality.
don't you people hate that?

spell with me,
S.L.U.T.

i know this is a very nasty word, i know.
have been pondering to use it or not,
but people taught me to treat it the same way back to what nasty people did.
no other words can best describe her now.

clowns do not laugh when the curtains close. their faces do not preserve, their insane grins, those they put on for shows. if you spied on em, you would see them throw their blue toupees to the ground and stomp on them, their teeth biting, gummy lips till they bleed. their eyes are red, not by paint but by tear induced blood. they fight like beasts and each night they kill one comrade, and hire another in the morning. this cycle would continue till they are virtually clothes and fake-fat. nothing more, nothing at all.

imagine us with a disgusted look the next time we face her. you know what is hiding the daggers behind the smiles? apparently everyone's in support of that trend now (: i can be really good at that to bad people you know. what we can say, her bf is such an UNLUCKY chap. feel so sorry for him. to think i actually helped her before. craps

the only thing that keeps you from enjoying all that you already are is a thought. 1 thought. your thought. not someone else’s thought. your thought. whatever you are thinking at the moment that feels more important to think than feeling grateful, alive, content, joyful, optimistic, loving, and at peace. that’s the only thing that’s between you and happiness.

and we'll be turning back to the right track, but not to a dead end. our sistership is salvaged and not hanging on the loose. i didn't know that i meant that much to you, i really didn't know. but now i know. haha. still love you as much la okay ! so from now on, whenever misunderstandings occur, (because of bitches and worms lingering trying to sow discord) we know we have to solve it out and not let the knots stay tied inside. with love.

of course, it's self-reflections time ! (:
reflect on what i actually did to storm her hates,
reflect on why, reflect on things you dont realise etc.

yes. KPOS continue guessing who she is.
BINGO when you got it right and she knew about it.
so what? think i CARE? :D

what if i revealed everything she said about almost everyone except people don't look threatening to her(threatening her position)? hahaha. she's such a full-of-jealous-person! there'll be shows. hahaha. ya sounds so childish here i know. at least im still 19 whereas.. haha. yada yada. i repay back twice. yes evil of all roots :)

just live up to your own conscience, isn't that great?
but you choose to meddle with other people's business.
don't squeeze your way to earn friendships over gossips
(and small acts).

because its almost everyone she badmouthed,
one day when someone weak comes in and she did that to him/her,
driven him/her up to their walls and suicide.
their spirits will haunt her man. HAUNT.

God has eyes.
we have EYES to SEE.

may KARMA befalls.

karma do exist dont ya agree? (:

2009-02-05T23:59:00.014+08:00

over to bishan after school with the girls.
a pair of pink bathroom slipons from cotton on.
thanks to vivie for her purchases that i had a 50% off on that.
hahaha. eh leh like nice only. :D

groceries purchasing !

ohman, i tell ya.
the supermarket blacked out -.-
we actually paid in the dark.

loads and loads of golden mushrooms(^^v),
crabmeats, hotdogs, vegetables, meatballs, fishballs,
egg toufu, meat, etc etc :D

pushed the trolley to the other outlet which is nearer to her place as we're finding the soup base. intended to put the trolley there as they're the same outlets yeah? in the end the sizes are different so we're unable to slot in and get our dollar out. like DUH only.

so. we BROUGHT the trolley back to yun's place.
really. hahahahaha. later we'll be in the news:
" 5 young ladies of aged 18-19 caught stealing a supermarket trolley"

LOLS!

OMG I CAUGHT YUN THROWING THIS AWAY !!
I THINK IT'S THIS PLASTIC BAG. CRABMEATS AND MEATBALLS !!
YOU'LL KNOW WHY LATER. HAHAHA. SO COINCIDENTAL !!

LAOPO. V HUNGRY ISIT? BLEAH :X

chopped chopped, wash wash food.
hahahaha. like fun only ! we made a mess ! :Z

ate till stomach almost bursting. just when we were almost full, i found that there're no meatballs. haha and we realised the crabmeats and meatballs aint there. we misplaced all of em inside a plastic bag and yun threw it down the garage(in the above pic) as she thought they were rubbish to be thrown. it's really alright la as we were all so full alr. :D

had a good laugh man !
hahaha.

slacked. did our project discussion till almost 7.
we got the trolley back to J8. train-ed + bus home.

saw new BEBE apparels and flipflops up already !

my heart goes nana.

having AOFA Microsoft Excel CA tml. it'll be the last paper for this module.
i don't think i'm revising my AOFA tonight cos i feel so lethargic right now.
think tml morning i'll just memorise the formulas that's all.
of course, wish me good luck to do well tml then.

spend the whole night online shopping (:
summer is coming, and there're so many items with bright candy colours.
wooo. i lioke ! especially Louis Vuitton's Valentine's Series.

pretty right!?

I WANT THESE FOR V'DAY LEY ANY KIND SOUL? :D

5 more days to cambodia(will be spending v'day there lols).
JIAYONG don't miss me ah, cos i'm not in SG to celebrate with ya :)
i just informed daddy and mummy about this just now !
hahaha. power right :X

but sad thing is, i have to use my own money.
nehmind (:

actually, its 1.55am now on friday.
but i made this post on thurs.
life, so far so good (:

got to head out awhile now.
goodnight all.

it's conversations like these that make me smile. :)

2009-02-03T23:56:00.007+08:00

gave school a miss today cos i've a major stomach upset.
so weak to even go out of my house even when i was alr preparing.
i think i ate the wrong stuff.

i guess i'll need to do the presentation alone tml alr ):
sucks sucks sucks cos i'll tremble !!
tell me it's going to be okay please.

this baby's so cute ~ :D

well for yesterday.

headed over to the new clementi central with the girls.
mos burgers.

cambodia briefing after that. then a draggy ice-breaking session.
introduction + remembering everyone's names + say our fav colour.
(i dont know what is that for?)

so i said " Hi blablablablablablabla
(all the names of the people we're supposed to say) ,
I'm Purpur, My fav colour is purple. "

then you know la, can imagine people so damn wow wow amazed by my name.
WA LAO EH. SO DUMB CAN.

went over Alexandra Hospital after that.
was supposedly taking a bus but i alighted the next stop and cabbed instead.
the driver nearly turned into NUH =.=" like wth, is he deaf or something?

pizza hut delivery amounting 70+bucks of food for 4 people !
2 garlic bread, 1 stuffed crust pizza, 1 hawaiian pizza, 30pieces drumlets.
i WAS extremely bloated and i couldnt finish the drumlets at all
(as oli cant consume chicken, we had 10each okay!) even though they were my all time fav~

haha sexy like shy only.

he told me to take this.

stuffed till i could no longer take it man,
what a nightmare ! ):

grumbled of fats fats and more fats ~

while cheeyong went sleeping on the couch(after eating =.=) ,
3 of us talked for hours all the way, about loads of stuffs !
and we had so much in common to talk about ~ (:
e.g lenses, fashion and online and brands, models, blogs, people etc.
LOLS.

poor thing. needles poking ):

left at 9pm with his sis,
bused over to clementi and cabbed back from there.
reached home an hour + later due to traffic jam =.="
freaking tired man.

went for a bath and online-d till i dozed off right infront of my com.
woke up and continued doing the project stuffs,
hafta redownload the freaking powerpoint ~ ):

finished everything at 4am +
like shag only.

evan called me just now and we had a lil catching up.
shall meet em before the cambodia trip alright.

stuffs i bought from Victoria Secrets (:

i hate my nails now.
the colours are dropping and they're U.G.L.Y .

i'm talking to "" online now.
*BIG GRIN*

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in a wink of an eye, its february now (:

2009-02-02T22:42:00.008+08:00

The Snake

Intelligent and highly intuitive are two of the Snake's many fine qualities.
He makes an amusing and romantic friend with a definite flirtatious streak.
When challenged or criticized he can be a sore loser. The Snake is very lucky with money
and is fond of the odd bet or two. He is quick-witted and enjoys reading, music
and occasionally the paranormal side of life.

Forecast for 2009 - For the Snake, 2009 will be quite fast-paced
and demanding and they will need to remain flexible and positive to enjoy it.
Romance features strongly and for the single Snake, this could be the year to start a serious r/s.
Financially, impulse buys should be kept under control and risks should be minimized.
2009 will be an excellent year for self-discovery and reviewing recreational interests and hobbies.
April to June will present great social opportunities and new friendships.
October and November will shine on the work front.

dad is on the rounds of viewing showrooms recently. he says we may be moving house after my graduation. i heard it's somewhere near pasir ris or something because his company is situated in the east. to add on, my younger bro's in simei ite now thus it'll be more convenient. we should have moved long ago, but because they paid a fengshui master to study the house etc and my parents said dad's business prosper ever since they moved into this house which we're living in right now so due to superstition beliefs they're afraid that the luck will change. lol i dont believe in that.

though i wanted a bigger room for myself(you know with those basic princess necessities) but moving from west to east doesnt sound a good thing at all. you'll soon be drifted away from your friends though people normally said we can still meet up etc, but from twice a week = once a week = once a month = once every fornight = once a year = losing contacts !! that sounds too scary to me !! ):

i really love my "kampung" bukitpanjang la !! too used to the environment alr. it's like, maybe up to half or more than that of the teens you will actually know each other, or somehow or in anyway related like say, friend's friend. familiar faces all around. so. i dont wish to move anytime now. sucks totally.

thurs will be the steamboat with the girls, vivie faster recover your voice soon. haha. HIGH PITCH. and today while we were at the ladies in school, tiffy, yun and me we went laughing madly, and i almost roll onto the floor i swear ! super hilarious ! an inside joke ! ahh. V your image gone liao la :D

you know, mrs dorothy's so cute today. was supposed to check on our proj's status while we were looking at Coach's website, and she became excited and wanted to see the wallets etc. hahaha.

I'M FAT SUPER FAT! =c

i need some really good determination to cut away my fats. it's really tough. no? to conquer the overwhelming of temptations isnt chicken-feet okay because they're all around me, especially when your mum's a really good cook. just like today, she asked, " do you want me to deepfry the chicken wings or make roasted honey wings? " i chose honey roasted though deepfried are nicer. hahaha. apparently i cant do it but i just want to lose the fats! can someone teach me how to lose away the fats in a month? (:

stop whinning PP!

ya. went jogging today again till it looked as if it was going to rain and i hurried home. bathed and went onto the massaging chair, dozed off from there till just now. like shag only.

prolly going to visit Oli at the hospital tml or any day this week. wonder how is he alr. his voice sounded okay today, he's still able to remind me of the kinder bueno(s) cheeyong owed me since last year, which i've alr like forgotten it so long ago ! hahaha. but nehmind. i dont want alr, cos it's fattening ! (:

it's kind of annoying when some buyers confirmed their items,
and either went MIA or delayed meetups for so long ! @.@
i think i shall enforce a "first pay later collect" basis alr ~

shall figure out the MACRO FUNCTION in my camera.
tell ya so many times i'm sucha country bumpkin.
i didnt know about that function until they told me -.-

i heard that last day of school will be on March,
which is a month later ! so fast !

okay, i linked/relinked everyone alr.
anyone whom i've left out, kinda tag me alright(:
inactive links removed.

got to rush off for projects now~

WA LIAO EH MY WRIST IS ITCHY NOW MAN.
*scratch scratch*

what come may.

2009-02-01T22:45:00.005+08:00

ohya. thurs before work, i actually went jogging,
that's not the weirdest part, the most awesome thang is, it's all on my own!
how exciting is that! hahahaha. jogged for an hour man.
and i really enjoyed so much from it, with all those sweats and stuffs :D

my gfs live so darn far away from my area!
actually still in the west side, but SG's not that small okay!
but manr asked me to jio her go jogging whenever i want in the afternoon,
i bet she can't wake up luh, cos she's working night shift still.
hahaha.

some overdued pics last week.
went sumo house for brunch after school (:

this is at the last page from the flight catalogue she brought.
i dont know why i find it so cute and kept laughing when i saw this :D
that's tiffy's fingers!

those are the sweet candies from vivie!
oh man. i dont know how to cook this! ):

went downstairs to meet sylvester and headed to weiheng's gf, audrey's condo at cashew height. seriously, she's a very nice person (: weiheng made us wait because he's still at his relatives' place waiting for his mum to drive him over. i called jas down for mahjong, we went to fetch her at the gate. started playing 1/4 round and stopped for poker as there were more people who came. people like baokun priscilla wulan de en etc i've known last time. i think *counting fingers* i've not seen em at all for 3 years alr even if we were in the same estate lols. a total of around 13 ppl i think, in her living room poker-ing.

then i was bored alr so i stopped because i dont like poker, haha. and i'm just like giving free money away everytime i play LOLS i'm so noob. so by 6am everyone left group by group and we continued our mahjong! was supposed to stop after the 2nd round at 10am+ but we decided for another one more round till 1pm ! hahaha. cos suddenly everyone's energetic as the guys were laming and crapping. + jas's alarm clock + loud GAOJIONGS(inside joke).

won $51 by the end of the MJ session.
woohoo ! unexpected :D

sent jas to bus stop, me and syl waiting for cab and he wanna lompang me though it's just 2 traffic lights away from my house =.=" later the uncle sure think i'm crazy. no cab in sight so we took a 5mins walk from cashew to my house there for cab and i headed home. so near ! haha.

slept at 3pm, woke up at night :X
wouldnt be going over tonight as i've school tml + proj.

this week's gone past quite quickly, and today's sunday alr.
with this speed, graduation would come really quickly.
the thought of graduating in 2 months is just so shiokaboooooooo!

come to think of it, it's like a mixture of feelings.
one part of you wants to finish this chapter asap and move on to poly,
whereas the other more than half you know you'll miss alot of people;
and those happiness/unhappiness incidents which made us all grow.

i think laotianye has been nice to me. i purchased this and it sort of went missing because i didnt receive it and i even paid for it before cny and i really love it so much as it was a love at first sight and immediate payment !! the worst thing is, i opted for NORMAL POSTAGE !! but, the seller told me that she received the returned mail today !

that's a BIG YEAH ^^v ~

my carelessness by the way, i looked back at my emails and realised there was 1 number typo mistake in my address i gave her which i didnt realise it at all till just now ! so dumb man.

just bought an acid wash jeans :)
and victoria secrets' 4bags last week!
show you the pics another day.

i've loads of postages to mail out to my buyers.
hectic hectic.

got to rush on my proj part now.
goodnight.

2009-01-31T04:50:00.003+08:00

funny funny funny during work just now.
all those kou-tou-chan from our mouths.
hahaha.

edwin's
" sia la ! "
" huat la ! "

basically entertained us for the WHOLE NIGHT.
(:

thurs night supposedly mahjong session with my NRBS ):
went work instead cos there're not enough people.
3hours of sleep and headed to school.
like tired only.

home straight, watched NRWZD till i fell asleep,
for 2hours, woke up and went for work.
damn no life. damn low pay. damn rules. nasty work situations.

STEAMBOAT REUNION WITH THE GIRLS LATER!
WOOOOOOOO.

vivie is back from taiwan !! :D
gave me a hkitty spongecake or something,
have yet to open it.

and the purple candies are so sweet !
tasted like candyfloss ! i lioke :D
i'm so afraid to finish it at a go and i'll have no more ):
so addictive man.

got to hit the sack now.
i'm dead beat.
ciao.

i finished the candies while i was on this post ):

don't let him steal your heart away.

2009-01-28T23:20:00.001+08:00

automatically skipped school today because i woke up at 15:00 =.= .
blame on YOU for not allowing me to sleep early ! hurhur :)

slim slim slim slim. injected into my brain now, i hope for long.
watched NRWZD, counting calories do help.

shall NOT consume any cakes if unnecessary.

a 100g cheesecake costs 375 CALORIES !
my comfort food - fries . TABOO. - 340CAL !
a normal Mac burger - 450CAL !
buns - 160 - 225CAL !

a packet of chips - 700 BIG CAL !
2 small pieces of chocs - 160 cal ~ O.O
a normal bowl of rice is 200 cal ~

and LIQUOR!!
whisky, for a 100ml : 230 CAL( one small cup )

even if you went swimming for half an hour,
you can only -300cal -.-

small sips of RED WINE can help reduce your weight (:

and.
i miss my girlfriends ):

ERIC TOH ENG KONG makes me wanna punch him on the face.
hahahaha. super "kena wacked" ! go sister sister~
then i was ranting to him about some stuffs,
and he sent me a voice message to cheer me up.
i opened it and it was his voice about. " 1 hour work 6dollars hor? "
DAMN DAMN FUNNY !!! laugh till PENG.
thanks la. best joke of the night.

nothing to blog alr,
life's so peaceful nowadays.
not sure whether this is good.

i wanna head down to the temple for BAIBAI :D
dont really believe in this kind of stuff, but no harm yeah !

Dozens of questions came to my mind, but none settled.
i'll never allow myself to see you again.

happy cny people (:

2009-01-27T19:36:00.012+08:00

it has been a long while since our family actually sat down together for a decent meal. felt fully bloated despite me not consuming any rice at all; just plain eating the ingredients.

freshly cooked golden mushroom is the dope as usual :D

taken halfway while they were taking the food out from the kitchen,
i was only resting my legs, waiting to eat nia :X

and i painted my nails(baby pink base blue tip with shiny top coat)
with additional crystals on em. + bling my ds as well ♥♥ ! (:

1st day of new year.

was supposedly wearing a white dress for the day,
as i thought i wasnt allowed to wear black for cny.
in the end i saw my brothers all wearing black~ =.="
so immediately, i changed into my Forever21's black romper ♥♥♥

on the way on daddy's car,
saw so many chinese wearing black/white on the streets!
hahaha. it's the new era now.

collecting angbaos grinning from ear to ear.
same old questions shooting at us.

counted the money back at home and realised there were more 10bucks than last year.
i remembered i had so many 2bucks notes in 2008. how great is that!
eh, i thought there's an economic crisis now?

but. the amount is like, damn lil la.
cos i've very few relatives ):

daddy treated em over at a taiwan cuisine restaurant.
the food was superb ! and business was brisk man.
luckily he booked the place before we went (:

almost forgotten that i've a red packet from my parents in my pillow~
a damn cute moooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo !
♥ the amount i was given, that should last me for awhile :D

2nd day.
relatives came over for lao yu sheng + lunch.
when i woke up, almost all of em were here alr !
hurried and bathed :)

mummy cooked loads of great food and she's been busying ever since 7am till now.

whole pot of soup with yummy delicacies :D

whole pot of curry + pot of roasted duck too,
but i forgot to take the pics :D

mummy played poker with the kids.
they bet like, 20 cents and above. hahaha.

this year's spring/summer apparels and shoes will be sweet colours for e.g : sweet pink, peach, sweet green, baby blue, pastel etc. for materials wise, european and japanese fashion designers mentioned chiffon~ and clothings that are soft and fluffy when the winds blows in this light-weighted material.

and for colour combination - european 2009 spring autumn fashion show mentioned black and white combination on one piece is in trend again (:

clothings with lace too,
for spring/summer 2009~

as for leggings - it will again be back.

oxy leggings - silver gold black green pink etc [topshop has]
leggings with animal prints
leggings with knitted fashion
leggings with floral [currently only Japan have them]

that's what i concluded from the fashion show i watched today afternoon.
haha. but anyway, it's important to be a trendsetter, not a trend follower :D

i realised SG's super slow. got my lame/wet-look leggings in April and still wore it for my birthday, my friends even commented that it was a pair of very special leggings, and it just came in trend in Dec-Jan now -.- i don't even know where i threw em alr. hahaha. whatever ! a great chance to sell em away (:

school starts tomorrow or thurs?
o.O

this new song here best describes what i'm feeling now (:
i'm sorry, its in chinese.
ATIQAH YOU DONT UNDERSTAND RIGHT!?
hahahaha.

recently, i met someone who is so freaky smart!!!
he knows whatever i'm thinking and doing. ohmygawd!
and he told me loads of things i dont even know about myself.

i just trimmed my fringe just now.

anyway, will reply the tags asap.
keep tagging people ! love ♥.

we had a chat just now,
and i don't know what led us talking about us.
it wasn't exactly about us, yet rather around me,
or actually i think it's not exactly too? ah i don't know.
just can't find the right words to describe it anyway.

it's just that we're both confused of what we are talking about.
you're confused about me, and i'm confused with what you said.
what were you trying to point out? what were you exactly trying to tell me?
straight to the point alright (:

womanizer oh you're a womanizer.

2009-01-26T02:05:00.002+08:00

A.
thanks for letting me know i mean something.
thanks for letting me know you care.
oh my poor boy. i hope you'll feel better.
don't be disheartened, i'm there for you (:

“If someone wants you, nothing can keep them away.
If someone doesn’t want you, nothing can make them stay.”

i'm going to change my url soon perhaps i guess.
time to draw lines. a clean break.

after disappointments, it's moving on.... (:

2009-01-24T22:33:00.007+08:00

pouts pouts whatever~

on friday, we went bugis for shopping after school (:
hate taking the train man. hahaha.

to think all of us were freaking tired for-don't-know-what-reason.
we kept grumbling grumbling and complaining complaining !
bugis was damn crowded and we were suffocating alr -.-

Pepper Lunch for brunch :D

got a satin top with pretty sash.
and a white overall.

as what vivie said, we really went into a deeeeeeeeeeeeeep sleep ^v^
i think that was my deepest sleep in my life ever, no joke.
i guess it's all because i've worn myself out for the past consecutive days (:

this girl's now in TAIWAN alr !! i wanna go !!
we'll be going for our TUAN YUAN FAN after you come back !
misses. (:

i spent the whole of today's late pm-evening, meeting up with my spree-ers and buyers whatsoever not. mafan. so lazy man. travelled to amk-yck that far, because my spree items arrived in sg alr and if i do postage which i normally do cos i'm a lazy bum, they'll only reach me after cny. so i forced myself up at 2, even if i had work the previous night.

able to meet another girl at the same place, lucky me :) pass her her bag that she ordered from me, and there's another girl who was waiting for a seller too and she thought i was the one and when i passed her the item, she asked, " are you crystal? " " oh. no... " haha. and coincidentally my actual buyer came and the wrong girl who initially came up to me was her bro's gf =.=" the world's so small eh?

after that, train to yishun to for my vintage bag.
PHEEESH. 165bucks gone.

i'm such a kind soul HAHAHA. you know why? because she passed me my new bag which she helped me to order to check for any defects, and i don't have enough change neither did she, four $50 notes. so she went to find change but she havent took my money, whereas the bag is with me alr. i think if for other dishonest people, they would have ran away with the bag.

that was when i was in the train after, then i realised.
i think i'm kind of stupid man. :P

my bag ! haha, love it man !
if it's brown it'll be nicer !! ):

headed to bukitbatok thereafter.
i hate mrt rides seriously !! X.X
got my spree bags, and i love love the mirror :D
in fact, so much prettier than the pics okay!

580NT.

then. over to meet a buyer at bukitbatok.
she's so steady kay, bought 3dresses and 1bottom at a go from me promptly :D
so i earned a lil lil bit la :P

cabbed home as there were way too many items to carry.
mum's kinda staring at me when i brought all of em home.
cos she spent loads of time helping me clear up my room due to the excessive bags.
lalala. now i've to figure out where can i put them alr.

itchy fingers.
went to trim my nails just now cos they're SUPER LONG.
in the end, my thumb's nail became bloodey short !
cos i wanna make it squarish, and it seemed to slant a sideway,
so i keep trimming and trimming. urh! dumb.

shall do manicure later while watching my show.
with blingsblings* :DDDD

MING ! YOU SAID IF I WERE TO GET 100 FOR MY PR TEST,
YOU'LL TREAT ME TO A MEAL AND DRIVE ME AROUND,
BUT SIGH. I ONLY GOT 93 ):

I'M VERY VERY DISAPPOINTED AND UPSET,
BUT I DON'T CARE ! YOU STILL OWE ME A DECENT MEAL OKAY !
YES NO?

on a side note, think my eczema's acting up again.
those itchiness are killing me ):

so many cny food and goodies in my living room now.
tempting and tempting me. shucks*

some things i need to get after cny.

a pretty pretty super super prettaye organiser.
an Instax Polaroid/DSLR camera, NIKON? SONY? CANON?
a sweet picnic on a lovely grass patch with friends.
a sleepover with NRBS and girlfriends.
a boyfriend. HAHAHAHA :P

i'm pretty down, because of something, and disappointments.
only some people know why. and i cried badly yet again.
for something people scolded me and told me it's totally not worth the tears.
but the sadness will no longer lingers around me, for long.
it wouldnt affect me anymore. this is the last, i promise.

No one ever said that life would be fair,
or that the moments you wanted to last forever would.
As you start to realize, people who once said that they cared
can stop in an instant and those people who once made you the happiest,
are now the ones who make you cry.

You realize that no matter how much you care about someone,
that doesn’t mean they will care about you, and that letting go of something isn’t hard,
it’s what you leave behind that’s the hardest part.

You realize that you can’t make someone love you as much as you do,
and you are better off not falling in love in the first place.
You realize that kisses don’t always mean something
and promises can be broken, just as quickly as they are made.

am listening to my fav mariah carey's song now,
wanna make a guess?

ME WANTS A PAIR OF ALDO'S OXFORD BOOTIES!!

2009-01-23T23:22:00.000+08:00

last sunday.
vivo with adel + her super pig.

wanted to pre-order a cake from BakerzIn,
but those flavours i dont think dumb will like em.
so still went ahead with Awfully Chocolate (:
paid and we went for high-tea at Secret Recipe.

chocolate banana is still the fav cake down there ^^v
hers was tiramisu, while super pig got a drink only.
bought a pair of black slip ons from m)phosis.

slacked and fagged. their friend joshua, came to meet us.
went looking for presents, procrastinate again and again.
went out for her puff at the seaside.
super nice breeze down there (:

we were deciding where to head to.
suddenly joshua said cafe del ma.
her super pig kept repeatedly, cafe shen me ma.
damn funny la. hahaha.

geylang for dinner.
thanks to the guys, we alighted at aljunied
(supposedly kallang is so much nearer =.=").
walked from lane 27 all the way to lane 3 okay!
24 freaking long lanes ! and complaining all the way.
was lucky i didnt wear high heels, or else i gonna kill pigs! :D

and waited for their 3 other cine friends.

wasnt very happy with the way the girl talked to adel rudely.
luckily i was in a good mood, or i'll really skin her alive man.
lols.

ordered frog legs' porridge, + other dishes.

super full!
reached home near to 1am.
bathed and slept at 4-5am after online-ing.

woke up at 8 for school.
after school to town with the girls.
fep for brunch. yummy yum yum.

they got me a STAGE hp strap! tyvm ! :D
me and yun went to Art Friend which was on top of Kino.
i'm a country bum! my first time there.
so many art stuffs and such,

chose the cardpapers for super long.
like when i finally finished buying em,
it's ard 8pm+ =.="

2hours+ stuck there choosing papers ohman.
too tired till i can actually even doze off while standing in the bus.

then at night,
it was one hell of a roller coaster ride.
when i found out more and more things and such.
but it's all in the past, so. ya. (:

did projects and etc stuffs,
slept at 6am+ and wake up for lessons again.

after school to clementi.
bought a file, and another piece of paper.
+ 3 thick stacks of colourful stars and heart sticknotes.
went to kbox and waited for the morning people to finish writing.
took 99 to adel's place, racking my brain for ideas.
luckily i had her help, or else i will beng kui. lol.

was dark alr. elissa wanna meet us for dinner.
so went boonlay market for stingray etc.
we love love ! so yummy !!

she walked us to the 187 bus stop and the bus was freaking long.
took an hour of the bus trip back -.-"

reached home ard 11.
super exhausted man.

forgot what else i did alr.
but i slept late again, for 3 consecutive days.
i'm a superwoman. haha.

woke up early, met sharona at fajar cos i need to go over there to bind my cardpapers. she was late so instead of wasting time to wait, i went to bind first on my own! haha. i think it's 2328738237 years i last stepped in.

after school she acc-ed me to plaza.
printed out photos and rushed back home to finish the book.
irritating calls and msgs seemed to appear at the wrong timing.
X.X

then. bathed and rushed to vivo to get the cake.
luckily vincent came to meet me, the cake was super heavy !!!
we lost each other in vivo, hahaha. on call cab to JP to meet the rest.

puppy and dumb went to smoke, so we came in.
quickly took the night shift's paper notes and i went to the staircase to do.
damn eerie and quiet !!! ohgawd.

finished and back to Ichiban.
haha. ordered food, ate a lil bit.
then they went to smoke while i prepared for the cake.
took the cake out when they came back etc.

(:

the rest went to chinatown while me and dumb headed home.

i'm tooooooo worn out.
missed my stop and when i woke up i'm in woodlands alr.
damn. cabbed back then.

finally i can have a good sleep.

cambodia's trip is nearing.
no preparations or whatsoever still.
it's like, a normal trip hahaha.

m'sia desaru on 20th.
fireflies, lobster lunch etc :)

gonna bring my camera along,
have been ditching it for a long time.
eh, actually just keeping in a safe place.

and for the past days,
my blog reached a max of 125-150viewers and 65-80 unique users.
which means on an average 1 reader came twice.
thank you for coming to help me increase those adverts money,
but sorry to say, for some ill-intentioned people,
there are no shows down here (:

people.
peace.

outsiders outside the circle who dont know anything, please keep the comments to yourself. you wouldn't want unwanted troubles to come knocking on your door yeah?
we're now all grown-ups, at least, young adults.

my brain is shutting down anytime now.
ciao.

happy birthday, dumb.

2009-01-22T00:35:00.001+08:00

vivid images rushes back. stop stop stop.
somehow, the eyes started to fill and tears rolling down the cheeks uncontrollably.
i promise this will be the last.
it's time.

emotions take the front seat.

2009-01-21T05:59:00.000+08:00

i sprawled disorderly across my bed, float away into my imagination. closed the eyes & braced myself. a tidal waves of everything was welling up inside. couldn't restrain it from expressing it out. tried to, but couldn't stop it. it all came pouring out in an undignified, uncontrollable torrent.

then, fumble out of bed and enter the bathroom, started splashing cold water on the face and instantly feel the chilling, tingling sharp numb across the entire circumference of the face and all the way down to the nape of the neck and down the spine. towel dried and walk into the room again. am in a daze. almost stoned. laid on bed again. it came pouring out like a broke-down water tap.

suddenly, sobbing the heart out. and made understand not to underestimate the ability of understanding to feel truly awful.

this hurt, sadness. pain.
like a vicious cycle, all for the sake of those i love.
those i thought loved me back.
those i thought knew me.
those i thought i understood.

like a knife, had me confused of what to do or say.
just too much going on. too much to handle.

its always the same.
everything just repeats itself.
it's either because of love, or because of friends.

totally forgotten the feelings of being a lil kid, being innocent & carefree. yes, i miss that. its like you're just only a kid, and your life was a bed of roses. life must have been great at that moment, with nothing for us to worry about. no problems with family, friends, love, school, everything etc its like happy go lucky? but when a person grows, everything changes, and i mean everything, including you & me.

changing for the best, or till the worst, everyone have their own personality, nobody's perfect after all. i guess, life wasn't a bed of roses as i grew.

useless and completely forsaken renders me.
think i'm jinxed for life.

i want to be a better person, i want to be strong and i want to bear in mind what kind of life i love to live and work for it. because this world is great, and everything is worth giving your all. good memories meant to be kept, bad memories to be thrown. no matter what i might face in the future, there is always sunshine after the rain. whatever we do with our lives depends on us, i believe that we can control our lives and things are not fated sometimes, it depends on how much effort and how much heart we have in doing something.

lastly, problems are always accumulative and they don't appear out of the blue, if you do think about it, all your problems always start with a tiny little matter we all do tend to ignore and then it grows and accumulates, before you know it, boom it hits you on the backside.

we need to learn how to forget,
accept/overlook the past and move on smiling.

that's all i can think of for tonight at this ungodly hour.

2009-01-20T00:53:00.005+08:00

wrote a super long post last midnight.
drafted it and i'll publish it when the time is ripe (:

all i could say is. regarding the absurd spams last year, you know who YOU are.
i've already confirmed the list and i don't wish to mention names down here to make things ugly.

but, i seriously think apologies are owed to me.
if you still have that teeny bit of self-conscious and the right moral ethnics.
although it's all in the past and people who did it apologised,
however, there are STILL people not yet with any sincere apologies made.
behaving as though it can be hidden forever.

dont force me ta ask ya face to face,
you'll feel super awkward and embarrassed.

yes YOU.
heart thumping v fast now eh?
(:

so confused.

2009-01-18T14:33:00.002+08:00

confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.

a let down.

2009-01-17T13:23:00.017+08:00

well. life has its ways to churn out the truth someday.

yes, the greatest words. forgive and forget. i will really try my best to.
although these are all in the past, i'm still very very upset.
i really don't wish things to turn out ugly, but it's out of control already.
perhaps when i've cooled down and think rationally, i'll be able to.

i've seen different sides of people. some people whom you perceive to be might not be that rotten after all. well, maybe we really should not judge a book by its cover. (: who knows, maybe they might be a devil in disguise, pretending to be the nice to you, but in the end they are the ones that want to hurt you the most. i will never trust some people, never whole-heartedly again. too much disappointments, too many walk-aways. i dont want another few blows.

yeah you don't like the girl who was with me in year1, it doesnt mean you can slander me as well by spouting whatever whats not out of the smelly mouth, and just because you hate her cos she did nasty things to you and i'm with her. fancy hiding behind the com and spam my blog that time huh? what a great thing you did.

so did you feel super proud by doing sneaky stuffs like this? or yeah, instigating people along with you too. those people are bloodey BLIND and childish. not happy, just come straight to the face and TALK. you receive pleasure by stopping to such low tactics and also, weaving tales? WOW WOW WOW.

then what now? spamming huiling's using fake names.
grow up luh, we aint dumb please. can ya dont be so HUM?

no wonder i was thinking, basically i've no enemies but why were there hate tags at that time, so you hate me so much yeah? search your soul(you still have one dont you?), do you think you did the right thing? so do you think ya owe me an APOLOGY for that? whoever and whoever who did it? or do you want me to leave hate tags using my own real name? ohya, forgotten that we can no longer able to tag now. LOLS.

huan tio you sibo?

people can be so ridiculous at times. they can be taken off so easily from reality when they didn't even took a slight bit of effort to think through things twice before making judgement on people whom you don't know so well; then believing in whatever someone around you said and gave the victim a death sentence.

felt like the biggest fool; for being kept in the dark of such shit that goes on behind my back.
strangely, i'm not very angry. but i'm so disappointed, really.

all along, i THOUGHT you were such a cute and nice girl.
damn it.

i seriously think all these craps are so like kids.
at least, we ALL KNOW the actual stuff now (;
yes, what goes around really comes around.

your reputation is worse than shit now.
its really easy to make it worse you know,
2 can play the game and we'll see who's the bitch.

the first time in my life, this kind of stuffs.
my primary, secondary, outside friends ain't like that.
i enjoy reminiscing my past, my primary & secondary school days.

when i was still alil smart & hardworking.
when everyone in school were my friends.
seniors, juniors, classmates, different classes, same levels.
when i never hated school.

lalalaa & i never failed to talk about our secondary days.

i'm a good friend, i dare to say it.
i don't stab my friends from behind, i say right words infront.
i help whenever i can, when i have good things i share.
i don't gek gao with money, i lend whenever my friend is in need.
when my friends are in trouble, i'll do my best to help.
when any of my friends been bullied, i'll definitely fight back for em.
aint i good enough?

i wish i could tell you, the amount of people who dislike YOU to the core.
i wish i wasn't such a bitch, but if i am deemed one, you made me.
i wish i would be mean enough to just give you a tight slap to wake you up.
i wish SHE and SHE will eventually find out what you actually did before,
behind their back in front of other people when she and she are not around;
and because she and she don't know, still thinking that you're such a great friend.

haha we are laughing right now.

ask yourself, did you?
only you yourself know.

i gave you chances, treated you as a real friend but you're such a let down.
i honestly don't know what you are, and you've been, up to.
everyone have eyes, they can see for themselves who is right/wrong,
i know you will be anticipated to whether what will i write.
and i write what i want (:

guilty conscience? let's continue to pretend.
there's a limit to being nice. i WAS so nice to you okay !
argh not worth it. i need a breather.

time for reflections! oh no not just me, but everyone~
especially some people!

maybe you should think back on your actions
and not what other's reaction would be when they found out.

it's time for me to think of more important stuffs like my future.
i want my retail management course badly.

i dont know if its me or what,but each time i present a bill
[especially to couples], i'd head straight for the guy.
perhaps im old-fashioned, i expect the guy to pay(at least pay first),
and when the lady paid i'll like form a not-so-good impression on the guy.

LOL. that is random.

because i had work last night, very fun :D
hahahaha. eric + yongming kept joking about part-timer 1 min 10cents.
and public hol $9 thingy.

suan and suan and suan,
then many times later, i act angry :P
and so got to know a secret LOLS.
ERIC SIS. YOU WATCH OUT.
hahahaha. and i play fighting with edwin.

my NRBS the bestest GFF ever :)
and they are dating me out tml haha!
i have loads to rant to you all man.

2009-01-16T15:36:00.004+08:00

AOFA test today.
that damn com, made me panick like ants on the stove.
i've always been saving the files every now and then,
so it hanged and suddenly my saved files were gone.
good gracious. i was left with 30mins and i rushed through all.
last one to finish, i hope i can at least get a good grade for it.

ytd, did the report intro and a lil of conclusion for proj,
till i cannot tahan alr and went for bed.
i hope all will be fine now.

i'm deemed to get that Lv Damier Koala Wallet.
so by the next 2 months, i need to save up alr.
it's around SGD$985 if the price didn't go up.

click to view.

been splurging like flowing water because of those DEC, JAN BABIES.
why do people like giving birth in Jan? make me super POK alr. LOL.
i've yet to pass Janice the versace perfume =.=

haha. my birthday is in APRIL26 hor (;
*hints*

dad passed me near to 500bucks last week,
and i spent it on my phone + shopping alr.
fortunate me has the greatest dad for a back up,
else i'd really hafta eat grass for the whole week (:

one of my bank accounts which allowed me to withdraw for spending,
i need to save up at least 10k + even more for future business(decided alr).
it's still halfway to go so i'll try not to touch the money in there. ):
and it kept decreasing alot and increasing a lil when pay day comes.
i don't wanna use my family's money because what if you suffer a loss?
at least its your own money you saved up.

God please bless me to strike Toto or 4D when i buy em one day.
a million will do. then i do not need to study alr. hahaha, DREAM ON :D

work later.
mummy cooked hot and spicy crabs :D

i think sometimes i have to be a lil deaf in the ears, so that i wouldn't suffocate from breathing difficulties when things i heard aint pleasant to the ears and it's better to pretend you dont know but still you already found out. somtimes i'd rather not knowing. then again, why are humans like that? why can't people be more kind, possess wider hearts, gossip lesser, learn to love more, and learn to find more virtues than flaws?

2009-01-15T15:27:00.006+08:00

tues shopping.
got a few tops + that black vintage bag,
and went to find kangwei's birthday prezzies.
brain cells burst because that girl kept asking me really nice anot,
like X10000000000 times. LOL. exaggerated.

my LG phone out of stock when i was about to pay for it at FEP ):

afterwhich,
back to outlet for awhile to get his new hp bought from vincent's shop.

ahvin!

wed - yesterday.
headed to Prata House with Sharona (:
i seriously hate last minute stuffs.
supposed to finish school at 4, but lecturer's on MC.
so it ended at 2pm but i'm actually not happy at all,
because i'm meeting two buyers of mine at 4.15 ~
luckily i met her and she told me she's heading for lunch.
so went with her and she acc-ed me to wait for my buyers too.

mine was the right meehoon goreng with the sunny egg.
i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee theeeeeeeeeeee egg.
so fresh so nice !

thanks thanks~
else i'd hafta cancel the meetups alr.

she's actually a very nice girl,
i don't know why people. you know.
think people should stop being judgemental.
chitchatted, walked around clementi area till 4+

bought some jap seaweed snacks,
michelle kept emphasizing how addictive it is!
and STYLE mag.

has lots of designer brands items inside the mag.
louis vuitton, chanel, gucci, prada, marc jacobs etc.
agnesb designer was interviewed too.

reached home,
went to bathe and head out to meet adelyn.

bought my ice cream phone like finally, wanting it for so long! :)
a lil procrastination hanging because many girls in our workplace are using it -.-
but neh mind, shall bling it to be unique :D

we bought heels and she got two tops at a go.
mine is a low short pair because i want a comfy pair for shopping.
and dinner at the chick japanese restaurant.
the chawanmushi taste disastrous down there.
puke-

and she gave me all her veg cos she dont eat those,
till mine had no more space -.-"

went to outlet for kw's birthday celebration.
initially we told kw we need to go off early,
my eyes are damn hurting red and i've a proj on.
his face v disappointed, then stayed.

lols.
so gandong when opening his prezzies.

cut cake, everyone press his head while he's getting the candle out of the cake.
in the end the cake became like this :

can imagine how big foetus kang's face is haha.

happy birthday foetus kang.
your NS days are getting closer, enjoy (:
cabbed back with alan.

i've a new nuffnang ad above.
help me click click or visit my blog more alright.
abit more for the cashout alr~
lovelove.

these days i had no time for my online shop.
need to get certain impt things done before i continue alr.
going to do the report stuffs for the proj now.
busy busy. tata.

ATIQAH! i love my phone :D

so i wasnt able to rush home in time for proj.
've made an apology so what else you expect?
if it was scheduled like in the previous date given,
i'd have been able to do together yeah?

i'm not blaming anyone,
but i've alr plucked up the courage to recover a wrong i did.
you may think that i'm a good time playing outside?
NO. i felt very very bad and guilty all the way.

i kept thinking of the proj and the proj!
so in the end did every single person do much?
so quit showing a black face, i don't owe anyone a living;
because of the failure to join in the LAST MINUTE work.

and i reached home at near to 4am,
still went online to find more info and send it,
hoping to be able to have time to put inside e slide.
woke up v early so that i will be punctual for the presentation.

i've TRIED my best.

please keep in mind that KARMA exists (:

2009-01-13T15:25:00.005+08:00

people around you, they are like clowns sometimes.
the grins or smiles they show you or at least pretend to,
they are all for shows.

they are probably not as real as you expect them to be
because they may turn out to be fake monsters,
stabbing your back and you don't even feel the pain
until you see your shirt soaked with blood.

c'mon, we're now all grown-ups; at least young adults.
we're no more kids, learn how to think.

heading out with gf for shopping + new phone now~
shall update more if i'm back early ! :D

2009-01-11T13:56:00.006+08:00

damn.
the flu bug attacked me.
down with runny & stuffy nose.
kept sneezing and hachooo-ing now!
(even if the sun is so bright outside)

last year, i only visited the doctor once ! :D
grow healthy please.

two nights ago, i slept at 5am till i woke up at 8am sharp.
woke up and teevee-d awhile + breakfast.
decided to pack my room for once, cos mummy's nagging.
from 10am-6pm i only managed to finish packing 1 wardrobe.
the amount of clothes i have is tremendously horribly alot !

but i'm so proud of myself now.
it's tidier(in fact very!!)~

dug my whole wardrobe inside out
mummy wiped and cleaned.
sorted my clothes according to their respective colours
+ colours of hangers to each different category.

but i don't like those hangers.
gonna go search for those lacy in pretty pink ! (:
after throwing away all the unused clothings.
was left with 102. and haha i love em ALL! :D

i realised that i stocked up so many black recently.
the proportion of black/white is like 65% of the entire space:

for the 2 lower portions,
sorted my jeans according to full-length, 3/4, types, colours.
gawd i have like near to 80pieces i'm not joking(only jeans okay!),
and my fav shorts(satin,cotton) stacked on top for convenience.

and realised i bought loads of purple in the past,
now not anymore and all chunk aside.
below on the right hand side will be teeshirts.
i don't hang up tshirts cos that will cause enlargement.
counted all of em. - 163 !!!

the amount of $ i've invested in em.
heartpain ):

so while packing i took nice pics and am prepared to post it in my shop to sell!
brand new or worn once only.

and i found some nolstagic files and stuffs.
eg. a drawing paper with F4 individual pictures + words.
(when i was in sec1 i love F4 esp zaizai)

super funny !! i really don't remember i did those.
must be so silly. but i recalled that we had to paint our own desks during sec2,
and i even painted "VIC FOREVER" White with YELLOW BACKGROUND!!

found birthday cards + many many letters me and my friends exchanged during lessons, breaks, recess, after school, secrets and gossips. was lucky i still kept them and when i read through em i laughed badly. hahaha. silly.

friends from the same class, or from different classes. we just went to the other person's class(even during lessons sneaking out), passed letters through the back of the class and helpful people will help pass it to the desired person. i think they kinda got annoyed sometimes cos it's frequently done ! sometimes, it's just the classroom beside yours which is 2 steps away from your back door. -.-"

i totally dig our old school campus man.
natural habitat with beautiful birds and squirrels and even bats at night.
those days were so memorable (:

so after packing i was totally drained out.
yet i was still online till 4am+ . lols was telling em wo shi SHEN.
hahaha.

still, the wardrobe's not enough and they're fighting spaces ):
gonna head down to ikea soon.

1 more entire cabinet to finish clearing with.
will do that another day because i'm lazy ):
shall heed evan's advice to wear a mask next time,
because i was directly in contact with the dust,
and the end result was the flu coming in.
damn damn damn ! X.X

i wanna go Ann Siang Street, Arab street and Haji Lane !!
sheesha, get my swarvoski crystals, vintages~

atiqah smsed me while i was sleeping on fri
and told me she saw someone with that exact bag and it's pretty!!
tempt me sio.

so i ordered that backpack i wanted alr~
cost me $165! it's a hole in the pocket. ):
let's just hope that it's worthwhile.

11days into 2009 alr, like so fast huh.
cny's coming, i don't look forward to it though.
cos it's boring, especially having to go to your relatives' places.

people whom you're not familiar with(you only see each other once a year),
asking you the same old question every year.

+ no kids around the same age as me to play with(this sucks).
i don't have any female cousins at all all guys guys guys !!!
(except for my mum's younger sis's daughter, but she's still so young)

the only thing i like about CNY is the bakwa.
yummilicious ! :D

* the above was written in the afternoon.
it's 12am alr and i had a nap for a few hours just now.

school tml.
i'm going to sleep. -yawns-

in everyone’s life, at some time, our inner fire goes out.
it is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being.
we should all be thankful for those new encounters who rekindle the inner spirit
to make us know how to love again (:

y'r face faded away.

2009-01-09T03:30:00.005+08:00

"You're not asleep, and you're not dead. I'm here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that i didn't want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy." - Edward Cullen

school.
stella always spies on me when she was on 184 at my bus stop.
hahaha. suddenly msgs will come and say : " i saw you ! "

clementi to collect pay. headed home.
slacked. dolled up and got my ass outta my house.

was walking from Tangs to Wisma to meet em up,
there's someone infront of me,
whom i didn't know it's JOANNE from wsss!
i was even admiring her kate spade bag,
and telling myself. a nice bag :D.

hahaha. down the escalator, then she turned back randomly and saw me.
i didn't notice it initially, till she waved her hands right infront of me!
cos normally i don't notice people even if they were just next to me.
then laughed! hahaha.

like today, ahboon and his guys were at central's traffic lights and i walked past em after collecting my pay, didn't realise they were there till ahboon purposely shouted. LOLS. i'm partially blind alr.

that girl ah~ prettier and prettier alr sial !
in the past, we always give prezzies t each other on our birthdays (:

anyway,
bought a grey basic top + crimson red shorts :D

DingTaiFung for brunch. XLB, sour spicy soup(very appetizing!), prawn pancake(fav!), veg dumplings soup, fried rice, some fried veg(i forgot the name- i think its spinach).

walked t FEP from wisma.
3belts.

went searching the whole building for my vintage backpack.
i saw one similar piece(at $150!), but inferior as compared t the one i want!
but then again, i also found another simple black vintage with gold buckle.
wondering should i get it or not?

headed over t MS.

went into the cubic store,
it's a store whereby it allows sellers to place their items in cubes compartment.
and you just hafta pay a small rental fee for /day.
i saw this advertising somewhere few days ago online,
that's why i know :D

there's a very cute toy down there;
with hkitty, doraemon some other more characters etc.
and when you hit them together they will flash!

we exclaimed in excitement loudly: " SO CUTE!!!! "
gawd. embarrassing. haha.

bought together + sue-ee's doraemon.
when we were about to pay, alan alr paid for us and insisted as a gift.
thanks lah :D !

shopped for awhile till my feet can't take it anymore.

dinner was at Waraku Japanese Restaurant - Elissa's recommendation.
first thing that sets the whole mood into dining there is the display of colorful, scrumptious looking food display at the door, corridor everywhere~ even if you are full, the super duper real dummy plastic displays will somehow work their magic and tempt you in.

sizzling and boiling enormous hot bowl. the bowl is so big !
good food and good service.

woo. spent so much on food rather than shopping.
ur huh.

My Chige Ramen.
saw the boiling steam?

Elissa's Yasai Curry
veg and more veg.

Alan's i forgot what it is.

me and elissa's.
alan ordered an alcoholic drink.
i don't know what's that.

photos are taken before eating.
imagine the big big bowl? lol.

slacked and fagged after the meals.
decided to cab back cos we were lazy.
+ my new heels hurting my feet ! damn it.

sudden urge of going back to FEP to buy that bag !
and i'm so tired that i dozed off in the cab.
the no. of sleeping styles, you name it i have it ~

should i go school later? o.O
i'm so deprived of sleep.
1hours+ only for last night.

2009-01-07T23:55:00.006+08:00

the long coach ride from sch to RP got me thinking and i realised that i'm one very lucky lass. i might not be very rich and have the most awesome bag collections in the world, but i have a family whom i know truly loves me, even though i can be really spoilt(very) and wilful and stubborn and bratty and acting like a kid(sometimes). though like the usual traditional chinese families, we hardly express our love and care for each other(like saying ilu face-to-face and hugging/kissing goodnight), but i know they do, and will always do. and i'm fortunate because i have friends who are always there and love me for who i truly am.

i was max bored at home just now after returning from RP's open house our school organised, + today's sunlight was great in my bro's room, ZL for a count of 133 photos. lols.

and i zhing-ed my contact lense case as well while watching SCV.
pretty much love ♥♥ (:

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this is the pretty vintage baby i've been talking about.
tell me it's CHIO pleaseeeee ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ !

a girl can never have enough bags, no?

PP's going very geeky now.
she kept reading books and more books.

mum's gonna flip later when she returns home from her shopping at m'sia.
i promised her to clear my wardrobe today ;
to dump away all my old clothes and hang up the new ones nicely.
lazy bug lazy bug !

still deciding whether should i head out for shopping + movie with my work friends tml,
cos i'm darn BROKE. spare me some $$$$$$$ please.
i have not collected my pay yet ):

happy big2zero JANICE! ♥ (:
dont you try to make me feel guilty,
because i failed to attend your birthday party okay.

my mom blames me when she ran out of hangers to use.

2009-01-06T23:56:00.010+08:00

well reflecting back.
let's say 2008 has been much of an emotional turmoil,
especially with the matters of the heart.

met new friends , gain back the old ones,
grew closer with whom i'm close with,
much lessons learnt and much damaged done too.

been there , and done that.

ohya ! let's just hope that there'll another overseas shopping trip this year,
or a cruise will be greatly fine :D

another year down , another year to go.

i'm so excited for 2009- what it will make of me,
and the kind of person i will become in it.
the friends i meet in april+ , later part of my 2009 story.
and then when i looked back into this entry~
ah hah.

an almost-bleak day today.
overslept, so thankful that mummy woke me up.
kept tearing on the bus to school because of the contact lenses.
i wonder what's wrong, first time went tearing all the way.
later people thought i'm crying =.="

was superrrrrrrrrrr hungry, wanna grab a bite before heading for lesson,
then met atiqah, azimah and munirah(skipping lesson for breakfast)
joined em and had an all-round vege(rice + kangkong + cabbages + egg) meal :D

forgot to bring my keys out and thus i'm shut outside cos mum went out.
waited for an hour outside my flat can ya imagine??!!
so i called andrew and asked him to bring his bball down.
LOLS! so random !

i couldn't backcount how long have i not touch bball.
imagined us playing everyday during recess and after school,
even on weekends.

that fixed group.
me, stella, dsh, manr, sz, wendy, angeline, clariss,
ahliao, xiangjie, jingjie, tianwei and sometimes randomly other guys.

skipping band practices, extra lessons just for playing.
and stupidly kena caught -.-

sec 2-3 ~ bball.
sec 3-4 ~ mahjong.

same group + more people in !
LOLS~

then i was bored alr cos there were no other ballers in the court to match.
the sun was damn scorching hot ! so he treated me to the famous "chinteng" at 257! :D
went home for a nap till night, woke up and a light dinner.
i'm like a pig man. eat sleep eat.

i wanna get my own DSLR camera(saving money for a good one alr),
and plunge into photography.

fatter not fitter.
food, meaty meaty tasty murder.

i'm craving for the good o time fav biscuit with those colourful icings.
is it called "mian bao hua" ?

MY AOFA GOT 10 BIG INNOCENT MARKS DEDUCTED JUST BECAUSE OF A DIFFERENCE OF BRITISH/AMERICAN SPELLING OF "S" AND "Z" !!! I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT WORD NOW ALR. ISN'T IT THE SAME? LIKE BOTH CAN BE ACCEPTED FOR ENGLISH LANGUAGE IN THIS WORLD! I DON'T REMEMBER TYPING ANY WRONG WORD, OR THE COMPUTER JUST CORRECT THE WORD AUTOMATICALLY? BLOODEYHELL WASTED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JUST 1 CURSED WORD AND 10 MARKS GONE.
SO ANGRY.

vintage is deee ♥ !!

2009-01-05T23:37:00.003+08:00

contd post.

shopped till we really went POK.
laughs.

got myself a.

White satin dress.
Houndstooth overall.
Starstruck geometric two-tone dress.
White leopard boyfriend shirt.
Pretty buttons black top.
2 Black and Pink Zimple's satin blouse.

(i don't know which colour to get so i bought both lols).

and collect my suspender grey top from sweetheart before meeting evan.
i felt so dumb luh, because she was in the 1st cabin and i'm somewhere in the middle.
so every stop i came out of my cabin(because there were simply too many people to get through) and hurried to the next infront.

from JE till queenstown, and then i finally managed to reach her.
i nearly missed one of the cabins and jumped in just in time
because an indian man bloodeyhell blocked me. =.=

bought a customised bracelet with BBR and a dangling star for huirong (:
i wanna go back and do a name tag too.

met up with vincent and huirong infront of topshop.
vincent said he heard me telling him "TOP-ONE"(karaoke) on the phone.

vincent: " pur said top-one ma . "

me: " no lor i say topshop . -points to topshop "

vincent: " then evan say topman ? "

evan + me : "topshop is just beside topman la hahaha! "

LOLS.

and then kaixin and wanting reached.
i'm kinda sick of steamboat alr =.=
because all i will eat will be those golden mushroom.

maomao came. after that puppy.
bloated and full.

so the 8 of us walked over to mustafa all the way from there.
didn't realise it's very far, cos me and evan basically kept talking till we reached.
walked ard till we felt so giddy due to the bright lights and the amount of items there.
it's huge varieties of household essentials and stuffs.

i'm like a country bum cos it's my 1st time there.
felt like sleeping alr and we cabbed home at around 2am +
in the end nothing actually suits me so i bought a packet of pola snack.
remember those in your pri sch days which 1 packet = 20cents?
with a hollow inside with no taste but a lil salty?

i like :D

it's just that holidays ended so soon and that i think i didn’t made full use of it.
what a waste. 2008 is so over.

first day of school.
*slaps forehead*.

anyway i only had 2 hours of sleep.
dang dang dang.

didnt join the work ppl in celebrating huirong's birthday tonight.
was too tired and i slept for straight 5 hours before waking up by smses and calls.

happy birthday in advance, huirong ! :D

i need some vintage waistbelts :(
PLUS a vintage backpack i saw on a livejournal - 96 bucks$ + $5 registered postage !!

why are there no schedules for me this week?

when i work, i did my jobscope.
when i play, i do not mix it when serious work is left undone.
but apparently, hardworking people have lesser work days than lazy ones.

bias-ness is really really getting out of hand, way too much.
no wonder they said.

SO WHAT THE HELL?
i'm angry. seriously very very very very pekcek !!!!! @.@
especially this crucial period when i need moolahs urgently !!

i reckon about friends; who's and who's not.
am i wrong? i'm thinking alot these days,
i kept it all inside my tight jar.

being honest is difficult,
because it's not what people wants to hear.

you cant say you're tired, you cant say you're poor.
you cant say that it hurts, you cant even say it's ticklish.

all i can say is, put the feet into my shoes.
imagine you being thrown aside once,
you'll still be suffering that trauma even till now.

working on a friends only.

2009-01-03T23:59:00.004+08:00

have you guys heard of the mind cafe in SG before?

http://www.themindcafe.com.sg

birthday events can be held there,
and there's ladies night etc too.
heh i wanna go !!

finally finished my part of research for my group's project.
phew. *a big relieve* . we just hafta do our individual parts,
and woohoo ! school will be over in no time :D

will be heading out tml for shopping ^^v.
after that will be a birthday celebration for huirong i guess. (:
what birthday prezzie should i buy?
-frowns

i heard lylarose actually earned 10k per month on her livejournal shop.
that is a wow wow WOW O.O .

needta tell myself, if you can i can !

my ma-zi is having a bad time at work.
*pats head* cheerup ! (:
i miss my NRB.

bought a new satin romper today.

ZIPPER DRESSES ARE SO PRETTAYE !!
I WANT A ZIPPER DRESS !!

okay. i've nothing to blog alr.
good night all.

i miss you D.