work today.
aft work dinner with sue-ee and xiaobai.
talked abt those past sec sch teens lives~
went back outlet sang awhile and headed home.




Speechless.

i wished I shouldn't have to keep guessing what's on your mind.
i wanted to know do i mean anything in your heart.
Too much contradictions and underlying reasons for your every actions.

ain't the hints i give you more than enough?
why can't you able to catch em?

very sick and tired.

WHY are you so close to me?
WHY wait till i fall into the pit?
WHY did you mislead me all these while?
WHY is it that everytime i try to push you away,
you will try all means to come back?

not to mention our smses, our little talks.

i feel like screaming.

why isit that whenever i expect you to be there,
others will be right infront of you so many miles ahead?

but yet they can't even replace you at all.
none at all!

why is missy me becoming like that now?
why do i throw tantrums at you today?
why do i feel that i'm so unreasonable?

this is karma.

maybe it doesn't matter anymore now,
i'll be okay in awhile.

then i realised that,
a friend of mine has changed so much.
i don't recognise her anymore.