cant hate someone who has been the best thing that has ever happened

thought about it the whole night.
loads of dreams till i woke up at 6 in the evening.
i dreamt of people, dreamt of bball, dreamt of sec sch, etc.

2009 is arriving in 3 days.
brand new year ahead (:

i'll still be the silly girl.
and my that d**b in my heart.

those were the most sweet-est memories i've had.
i hope you do think so.

words said cannot be taken back,
to that, my apologies.
for you know i don't mean em.
you know it.

take care, my soulmate.
you'll still be that one deep down inside, ever.

of course.
this time round, as a good friend (:
i will.

i understand you, i really do.
and remember to smile and be happy~


因为爱,所以离开,因为爱,所以放弃,
听起来很伟大,很洒脱.可是有谁为了爱真正的能够离开呢?
尽管有些感情如此直接和残酷,容不下任何曲折的温暖.
时间在一点一点的走,牵挂却依然无法放下.
一个人不寂寞,想一个人才寂寞.

感受着你的一切,心里有一种刺痛.
感觉自己空荡荡的,感觉人生真的没什么意义.

其实,自己也很明白你的想法,
只是太牵挂一个人的时候,
爱也会成为你的一种负担,我不忍.

世界上最远的距离.
是鱼与飞鸟的距离.
一个在天,一个却深潜海底.