这几天，好像发生了很多事,
对我的生活没影响，但是却左右了我的思绪.
今天要好好让自己 digest 一下 ~


I'ved deleted my previous post cos i know the truth now.
You, made me disappointed by trying to split the friendship.
Blame myself for being so impulsive to misjudge and be misleaded.

Words that that weren’t meant were alr mentioned, as a defense mechanism.
I can't turn back time now, though we talked it out and are alright alr ~

if i know i'm really really at fault, i'll apologise.
This time round, i couldn't bring myself to. I just couldn't, and i don't know why.
i'm still the worst victim afterall!

let time decide.

I totally feel hopeless for you, and think over what you did. The rotiprata-ing as what people named you now. Yes, you were very nice to me i admit, but the love became too possessive that i can't even breathe okay! And then those stuffs came along . I thought you've alr kicked that bad habit. Escaping from the reality when all the truth and facts are against you into your face.

Atrocious.
It further shows you're incompetent and nothing else.

Frankly, we both know what my reaction would have been if you had come clean with me, and it wouldn't have been pretty. Still, it doesn't make your lying right. Your actions were terribly stupid and wrong. I havent found it in me to chide you, but this is one of those things that i will not let go.

I guess, a leopard wouldn't change its spots~
As what i've told you, you better not let me hear stuffs of you again!

Staying single is so refreshing now ! I've chosen to end it. I'm moving on, ditching it aside. It'll be a memory but sorry if you're gonna stay put, i'm still gonna go my own way. Don't tell my friend that sorry that i'll be hurt, because i don't feel any hurt at all seriously. Just plainly tired of you and your acts, that's final.

Meanwhile, i'll still looking forward for my right one :D. I know it'll come someday. Someone who does not have evil thoughts to ruin my friendship cos i treat my gfs as the first priority.

The issue has been so distressing and I do not wish to brood over it anymore. Just move on, be a better person. In other words, i gonna live life meaningfully! gonna take up courses i love and wanting to take for a long time and be happy like before !! (:

I believe trust should be earned, and when it's broken it's hard to move on and put your trust in other people.

On the contrary, don't ever give up on love because it's the only thing that actually makes us human, and a good one too. You'll only learn how to sacrifice when you're with someone you love~ (:


我的哲学，是好的，你要的，学会珍惜.
不是你想向往的，不要的，学会放手.