i've got loads to blog last week.
but due to the bad swings and stuffs and thus.

two weeks back, town with my class girls for movie -
butterfly lovers.

HE ZHU GUA CHI - our fav phrase now LOLS!

ah zun is as suave as usual,
just that his accent don't match the romantic scene.
supposedly to be a crying scene, but we laughed it out.




i seriously don't know what vivie and yun were trying to do.
LOLS.




got my agnesb logo top too (:
but the size1 is so big.



and on last fri after school, headed bugis with huiling.
we were hunting for kimonos ! (:

saw a satin piece but i didn't get it,
the other day she went back it's out of stock alr.
shall get it together when the stock comes okay!

i got a pretty heartache cos i saw the exact piece selling at parco junction,
it's at least 10bucks cheaper than the one i bought fr FEP. kns.

felt cheated.
lols.

and my black kimono dress, is stained now!!
just exactly the day i wore it ):

i dropped it in the pail in the bathroom w/o knowing there're chemicals in it.
am i dumb or what? tell me!

I GONNA BUY THE SAME PIECE AGAIN!

eh maybe . :X


today.

skipped school for the 2nd day alr,
not because i'm lazy, but due to my swollen foot~
was forced and dragged by mum to visit the sinseh ytd at chinatown.
couldn't even move so much at all so we cab to and fro,
and i paid for all of em. 40bucks just like that =.=

treated mummy at the famous porridge stall there :)

by the way. my new com arrived ytd night :D , like finally!
a few nags fr dad cos my com's always spoilt(which i don't know why either?).
aye! as long as i've a new com i'm happy enough.

let him nag then :X

had a hard time fixing that irritating internet connection,
so i called my wireless provider all the way at USA =.=~
with the angmoh for nearly 45mins as it still doesnt work.
and finally through all the methods he taught me i can go online alr :D

he's really very naggy. he'll repeat whatever you say, at a slow pace!
however, good service though (:

can't imagine how do i survive well w/o my com for the past month.
haha.

that day when i was damn bored at home after school,
i zhinged my stuffs with BLINGS*!

lipgloss. mirror. pens. nailpolishes. calculator. etc

ohya! by the way this is my spare phone with blings:
and i'm running out of crystals alr~






sent my phone for service last week,
i had to get it back when i'm free.

i wanna change phone ):
but dad alr paid 800+bucks for my W910i alr
so i shouldnt use his $ anymore for a new phone .
that means i've to scrimp and save~

had to say ,
October's really an unlucky month for me.
so many things happened.
somehow, i still got pretty affected,
but i can assure i'll be long over it.

last week was a torment for me.
it's like the greatest hiccup in my life that i've ever been through.
someone who dislikes people taking their lives so lightly could even thought of suicidal.
how silly and dumb of me.

glad the unhappiness is all over now, i hope (:
i wonder when will i ever get over him; not now perhaps.



speaking about friendship, i realised :

maybe it isn't a good thing to be straightforward.
sometimes things should be kept in the heart.
sometimes i should pretend to be like others,
i shouldn't speak up my mind so much to avoid conflicts.

but.

through it all, i'm sure i still can't do it.
i don't wanna be someone who seemed to be a good friend,
yet kept unhappy stuffs inside without voicing it out infront,
and then backstab my friend from behind, especially someone dear to me.

its strange how material things have such sentimental value.
every photograph is there to remind me of our happier times and more,
and thinking for the first time how i've never felt we could be so different.

and for the first time i felt us drifted apart.
i wish we could get back the same momentum we used to that fit us perfectly.
we used to agree on all the same things and do crazy things together.

i think that a string of bad happenings is a sign before a good one.
don't ya agree? (;









i wanna go school !
still limping around ):