i'm not ready yet . sigh- When will i be ? I'm not sure . i can't hide my feelings anymore ~ You said you like me and you want me to believe you . i want to believe you but i always pretended you were joking. I wish i could tell you right into your face what my feelings were without sounding awkward . My mind dont go with my feelings, my head dont coordinate with my actions and my actions dont harmonize with my emotions. Not at all. i wish i was thinner and prettier , i don't have much confidence anymore . I think i better get my arse out of my hse asap , or i'll be thinking way too much .

alright!

ytd night went for wrk , i'm nearly late again!
and guess what , so qiao i saw yileen on the bus ! (:
hahaha she shouted my name whole bus ppl look at me X=
think its been quite some time i saw her .
miss her lehs . * then we snap snap some pic .
i think i look disastrous . hahahahaha .



was quite fun ytd during wrk .. haas . slack abit , do abit .. taoyan~ ADELYN says i don't want her , my heart follow SHARON go off ler :PP .. haas . then LIFANG and ZIYANG kept bicker sia ~ damn funny .. i go up blue and down to red cos where don't have ppl stand at zone i help stand ma :D .. haas . suddenly behind so many ppl check-in , then so late went off . inconsiderate ppl ~

den finishing time do bill until pekcek *!! cos those china guys bill in room , then alrdy told em i will come back collect frm them . but one of them gay-kiang go bill at cashier . nvm . they nv bring the bill thing along with them , cashier also just bill for em w/o the slip. Okay , aft that she DEMANDED for the bill slip asking us to go find . i went in room ask em where is it while looking ard the room , they say their friend went out and pass the cashier the slip alrdy . so i went out , told cashier what they say . the cashier was like in a harsh tone lar say they nv give her , so i REN !

i went in again ask em where is it , cashier say they nv give . then they INSISTED they gave . so bobian ? customer leh ? if they say they gave what can i do ? demanded for it meh ? somemore , the room is like so packed and they were dancing for goodness sake ~ all i can do is browse ard looking for it nia ~ so i went back and told her the guy say he gave her liao .. then cashier say ,


" YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I MEAN ANOT? " -EYESBIG-

wa ~ of cos i damn @$*^$*(@^$*@(@ liao lar ~
i just say back lar ..

-EYESBIG-

" I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN! BUT THEY INSISTED DON'T HAVE! "


then she say " ah nvm caiting you go follow .. " ~
in the end she went in to find,
the bill slip one of the china guys SAT on it !


BLOODEY HELL-


super spoil mood *
i contd finishing my bill ~ can't be bothered ..



CAPTION OF PHOTO- feel like punching . haas .


aft bill ~ go red cut so many rooms at a go till i was perspiring!
so chuan lar .. brain no oxygen sia ~ first time like that .
it's like , someone seems like slacking lar .. not only me agrees thats why .
we cut cut cut those big tiring + small rooms etc ~
she only "in-charge" of helping to put the cups all that into ferrari nia .
then walk walk ard , gt dirty room pretend nv see, walk away then wait for me to notice and cut the room .

wa raoo .. want faint sia ~
i think those ppl i nv met before lar so i'm not familiar with their "style"~








Mr Kah Wai , CongMing , Adelyn , Nelson , SueEe , Lifang , Jingyi
we stayed back in K1 to sing , the rest went home .
so shiok ! drink all that .. play pool etc .. YUM SENG !
hahas . then bad mood forget liao , gone liao ^^v
reminds me of last yr MS time ..
just cos i blogged then suddenly rmmbr what happened ..
sang till 7.30am . den me and lifang went back ler (:

and . despite my SOUL being so weared out alrdy ,
act-cute-spirit POSSESSED me .
let me show you how .






hahaha ! there're more , but ..
i'm afraid you ppl might slap me X=

so .. STOP!



think i'll be converting to full-timer ba for this hols .
if i've known i can convert , start of hols i should have done so .
sian lar . but nvm now still can eh den can acc KAIXIN:P haas . (:

i figured out all by myself how to make animation thru fotoshop !
hahahaha . i'm noob sia~ will try to learn more skills :DD
so fun lar playing ard with em ! ^^

got to go prepare for wrk alrdy . tata!