I feel like a zombie.
i can't think rationally nor comprehend my thoughts.
i've tried.

it is when words can’t come close to how you feel.
it is when you know you are supposed to be together,
and it is so that circumstances cannot be forced and you have to wait forever.

received something today and in an instant I couldn't stop tearing.
because i'm lost. because i don't know what else to do.

i don't know.

but wait, i should be contented.
i mean, i should be happy.

but it hurts when i have to let go someday,
that i cannot help but start to tear all over again.