i'm so absent-minded, like always.
had schedule today but yet i forgot to check my schedule,
was searching for the book ytd during work and i gave up and totally forgotten it.

and then.
i even forgotten to take my pay too!

seriously i need to work to earn some disposable income, cos my pathetic bank digits are just crashing downwards just like how the stock market did recently.

work isn't as much fun as what i had during the hols anymore,
i admit that sometimes it still is; with all the laughters and stuffs.
but i don't know why, i just don't feel like working sometimes.
things changed, situations changed and people changed.
though it's an easy job easy pay.

but i just feel like changing a new environment and meeting new people (:
and, so much disputes around other people though they were only for a short while.
you don't like someone yet you still have to smile at em, no i don't do that.

simplicity is still the best,
feigning ignorant and bo-chup perhaps.

the system is still very disorganised on busy days especially recently.
nobody stationing at the zone and it seems that it's always the same faces doing it.
i remember beechua teaching and telling us while we were back in JE,
that it's a must to have someone at the service counter.

but.

everyone seems to be panicking and running around as though it's really that busy which i think the crowd is still handle-able , that if you're the one standing at the service counter(no choice because nobody volunteered), you look as though you're slacking but you're not. so when the only person which is left had gone to do customer service, there'll be no-one attending to the customers when there's help need then.

because back in the old times at JE,
we took turns to stand and allow equivalent jobscope,
that's teamwork.

of course, NRB's together and not separated like now.
with the serious work during fri(s) and sat(s),
yet managing bitching sessions as well even if we were in diff zones :D

just my rantings for the above.



had pasta with dumb at lot1 before heading down to work.
no appetite for it at all and i got so famished later on during work cos i only ate a teeny bit.

went to buy my black clips.
shall deco with blings because they were fr dumb :D

supper with colleagues at kimsanleng last night (:
adeline, stanley, vincent, puppy, mao, me and dumb.

was so tempted to get a tattoo,
but no, we should give it a second thought about it.
cos it'll be forever there(unless you do laser with ugly scars left behind).

talking about bintam,
we should have a getaway from this hustle bustle city life soon [:

i saw weihua, still feel very guilty when i see him now.
dumb sent me home after we finished slacking.


flowers are so prettaye! (:

i'm glad you took the initiative to amend when things ain't working out fine.
you tried so hard to bring back the smiles on my face.
yes i knew, i knew it in my heart that you don't want me to be tired,
that's why you snatched the job with me.

Thanks for being so understanding whenever i throw little tantrums (:
Thanks for accepting my past, my bad and my everything (:
Thanks for being so sweet and always giving in to me (:

things always seem to get back to this dead stagnant point,
and after so many cycles, i suppose i'm really more afraid to part,
i know you do too.

someone's calling me now! :D
might have to go back outlet to get my pay.
so MF !


MR J [: