you can only get to see him once in a week and you always looked forward to.
you prepared a v long letter and something for him for a few hours happily.
you were so excited and you can't wait to tell him how much you miss him.
barely less than 5 sentences were exchanged for the whole night.
the 1st and only proper sentence he talked to you was about someone else - a friend

most of the times he assumed that you were angry following by several apologies made, but the truth is, everytime they were disappointments and heartbreaks.

you went to sleep crying out loud and wake up weeping again.
you kept asking yourself why on earth are you putting yourself through this.
are you too naive? or do you love too much?

you realised what a fool you are.
you are tired.

this is all karma.