ying xian xiao ren.

am going to meet my dear lass for shopping later.
skipped MJ session last night with weiheng bryan etc
cos i'm lazy and i need to wake up for shopping today.

i miss MAHJONG !!!! ):

we had a heart-to-heart talk last night.


(:

kept thinking about it before i sleep last night and the first time in the morning when i woke up. all those questions in my head i'm sure gonna say it all out when i grabbed the chance to, cos i really cant stand. people who know me, you know my style. don't ever try sneaky things behind.

i've found out that, no matter how far you can forgive someone,
(not trying to act magnanimous or whatsoever)
some people really don't deserve it. so DON'T (:

so creative luh my dear! haha :D
i laughed really badly at her "everyone has CB, why hers is a F***ING CB! "

conclusion of the misdeeds:

1. they do not have cliques, nor a bunch of true great sisters.
2. they do not know what's the actual unconditional friendship love,
3. thus they are JEALOUS, and try means and ways to make a pair go off.
4. they're mentally unstable, perhaps went through some ordeal so they hate smiling people.
5. they can't stand people being in the limelight. LOL ; girl, ask you be secretive liao !
   
6. afraid of females stepping into their territory and rule over em.(like beasts you know?)
7. they have a F***ING NO-LIFE lifestyle, so they need some entertainment.

GENERATION GAP.
old woman.

of cos, you can say that a strong f/s wouldnt fall so easily with the doings of the evil people.
but human beings are just like that, we need to fall to learn right (;

we can't expect everyone of you to love us, hate us for all you want but that won't change the fact that we're still rocking our lives and you're still being sour about everything, hating us even more because we have whatever while you don't.

- this sounds SO DAMN true here (:

the more i got to know what she actually did,
the more i'm confirmed she's the one who also made me lose someone once dear to me.
that's not very important anymore cos i've really let it go.
(lets just hope that he wouldn't get stained and brainwashed by lies)

but the main thing that is, she's so bloodeyhell EVIL.
appears so nice to me when i'm heartbroken etc,
SMILING at me with a devil mentality.
don't you people hate that?

spell with me,
S.L.U.T.

i know this is a very nasty word, i know.
have been pondering to use it or not,
but people taught me to treat it the same way back to what nasty people did.
no other words can best describe her now.

clowns do not laugh when the curtains close. their faces do not preserve, their insane grins, those they put on for shows. if you spied on em, you would see them throw their blue toupees to the ground and stomp on them, their teeth biting, gummy lips till they bleed. their eyes are red, not by paint but by tear induced blood. they fight like beasts and each night they kill one comrade, and hire another in the morning. this cycle would continue till they are virtually clothes and fake-fat. nothing more, nothing at all.

imagine us with a disgusted look the next time we face her. you know what is hiding the daggers behind the smiles? apparently everyone's in support of that trend now (: i can be really good at that to bad people you know. what we can say, her bf is such an UNLUCKY chap. feel so sorry for him. to think i actually helped her before. craps

the only thing that keeps you from enjoying all that you already are is a thought. 1 thought. your thought. not someone else’s thought. your thought. whatever you are thinking at the moment that feels more important to think than feeling grateful, alive, content, joyful, optimistic, loving, and at peace. that’s the only thing that’s between you and happiness.

and we'll be turning back to the right track, but not to a dead end. our sistership is salvaged and not hanging on the loose. i didn't know that i meant that much to you, i really didn't know. but now i know. haha. still love you as much la okay ! so from now on, whenever misunderstandings occur, (because of bitches and worms lingering trying to sow discord) we know we have to solve it out and not let the knots stay tied inside. with love.

of course, it's self-reflections time ! (:
reflect on what i actually did to storm her hates,
reflect on why, reflect on things you dont realise etc.

yes. KPOS continue guessing who she is.
BINGO when you got it right and she knew about it.
so what? think i CARE? :D

what if i revealed everything she said about almost everyone except people don't look threatening to her(threatening her position)? hahaha. she's such a full-of-jealous-person! there'll be shows. hahaha. ya sounds so childish here i know. at least im still 19 whereas.. haha. yada yada. i repay back twice. yes evil of all roots :)

just live up to your own conscience, isn't that great?
but you choose to meddle with other people's business.
don't squeeze your way to earn friendships over gossips
(and small acts).

because its almost everyone she badmouthed,
one day when someone weak comes in and she did that to him/her,
driven him/her up to their walls and suicide.
their spirits will haunt her man. HAUNT.

God has eyes.
we have EYES to SEE.


may KARMA befalls.