goodluck, for my dream course :)

happy 21st birthday to one of my dearest NRB, Sue-Ee.
must be enjoying her genting trip now huh.
and happy 20th birthday to eng chiang too.
felt so sorry cos i wasn't able to attend his celebration.
i promised him you know, sigh. i'm a lousy person i know.
but well, he has definitely enjoyed his birthday ya. (;


i just turned down the offer in NYP's Business Informatics.

have looked up several institutions last entire night. the price tag for education is much more expensive than the regular Chanel. nevermind about the cost, that's what my dad says. so long as i'm gonna study and work hard. so right now yours truly must carry out what i have in mind. well, technically I need to. i ought to be a master of something. i must not let dad and mum down. and i'm so fortunate to have such fantastic parents, they do not force me to do things i hate to do and backs me up(morally amd financially) when i needed their support (:

initially i was so at a loss on how to relate the news to em, worrying that i may be sent to Aussie anytime. i told em my plans for the future, my business plans, and i insisted to stay in SG cos i love it here and ya my friends too. comfort is always a tough barrier to break when you're stepping into unfamiliar grounds. i love my comfort zone so much.

so now, i'm still pondering between:


. RETAIL ACADEMY SINGAPORE; Dipoma In Retail Management.

. BOSTON BUSINESS MANAGE SCHOOL; Dipoma In Retail Management.

. SMa SCHOOL OF MANAGEMENT.
- recognized by Murdoch University & is equivalent to Year 1 of the Murdoch University Bachelor of Commerce Degree. Graduates of this diploma are eligible to articulate to the 2nd Year of the Bachelor of Commerce, Murdoch University.

after eliminating the other schools on hand earlier on(reputation,recognised cert, types of students etc), i'm left with the above to consider. emailed em and the feedback i got was pretty optimistic as i've an o level cert + higher nitec as well and they said that the letter i wrote was good. need to finalise the decision asap and start paying the fees and prepare for school.

i realise that business administration isnt what i really want so much, after all. i do not want to be stuck in the office doing admin work and stuffs. one needs to have wider insights and bigger dreams + inspirations. and i know what i want. yes, i'm so interested in retail management. and neither does business management interest me that much as what R.M does to me. so should i go really for my interest then?

interest in the area = willingness to do well in exams.
personalised theory for myself.

i don't wish to study in courses where the great passion doesnt exist anywhere along the line, just because of that dumb piece of cert. (that is why i didnt enter SP's Interior Design 3 years ago or i'd have graduated by now). but i don't regret it at all. i wanna learn something which will aid in my future along, so i've carefully thought over it again and again.

the feeling is so good and i can tell myself that :

" hmm.. i'm a real adult now !
i can decide things that i want in my life :D
how great is that ! "

so what’s the next step and what does the future hold?
who knows, i may change my decision anytime.
now watch me grow, watch me step into my future.
till then.