When u were 15,
your mom came home from work, looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16,
she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

Then when you had an accident and the car was badly damaged,
she was so worried for you and didn't blame you at all.

When you were 17,
she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18,
she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19,
she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25,
she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden, parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.




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saw mummy taking a nap today while watching teevee halfway through.
secretly from a corner, i noticed the increased number of wrinkles on her face.
that sudden, i felt so remorseful.

i raised my voice at her ytd cos she kept asking why didnt i go to sch.

although she was considered fortunate enough not having to go out and work, but she sacrificed her youth and age bringing us up; cook yummilicious food for us every single day, thinking about what new stuffs to cook for every tml adds on to more wrinkles. housework everyday, cleaning thoroughly and my house's really spick and span everyday(except for my forever messy room caused by yours truly :X), washing all of our dishes after we had our fill, washing all of our clothes and etc, having to worry if we did go to school/late for school/overslept, worry and kept looking out of the window if we are reaching home late and have forgotten to inform her, super duper worried when we fell sick, cut our fav fruits for us without us having to peel/cut/remove the seeds and she knew very well i had a habit of eating only refrigerator-ed, seeds-removed fruits.

i don't know what i gonna do when i lose her one day.
i ought to give her a very good life and treat her better.

moreover, your family is the only one who will be there always.


i love mummy.

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