happy and contented.

mahjong with my sec school mates last week.
yileen, xiangjie and kenneth (:

cabbed over yileen's house,
which was 2-3 streets or so away.

played till the wee hours from 8pm and it was drizzling.

we cabbed back and 3 people,
each of us only paid like $1-2 for the fare LOLS.
within 5 mins reach home haha.

kenneth and xiangjie still the usuals.
craps and more craps coming out from their mouth,
entertaining us the whole night while both of us kept laughing like what only.
won 11bucks :D

monday was work from 11am-7pm (:
we went laughing till we were scolded :X
then while cutting 7pm rooms, me and elissa fought to cut the rooms !
ran and i reached first and we cut together ! hahahaha.

went back service counter she still havent come back,
so went finding her(she alr in another room) and fought to cut room again !
hahaha. and the rest joined to snatch rooms.
till i'm out of breath running here and there alr !
fun fun !

evan acc me to buy the contacts saline solution
and over to mrt station to pick up my instock stuff.

acc xihut and vincent to packet their food up.
darn stuffy and hot !!

us + edwin and alan.
sang and poker till we made it for our last buses back.

tues.
met serene girlfriend at cck.

" PP !!! i want your face ! "

*stunned*
" huh? o.O "

" See my face !
got 2 pimples below my mouth !
why you always no pimples de?
i want your face ley ! "

" hahaha. nah. come take. "

she really pulled my face can.
and pinched my cheeks on purpose together !
damn her !

and of course i retaliate by hitting her butt and ran while she gave chase !!!!!
of course she couldn't win me hahahaha and surrendered.
asked me to stop running. like kids seh -.-

passed her the snowflakes prezzie i bought for her.
slacked awhile together with her bf jim, meihui and elson.

nothing to do and i don't wanna waste my time. haha.
cabbed to Alexandra Hospital after that.
wanted to go over on monday when i knew about it but work's on.

my first time in a hospital serving the purpose of visiting a friend ):

saw bruises and cuts and bandages all over his body.
doing a 3rd operation this fri i guess.
when i went in, his family people were leaving alr.
so i stayed and talked to him.

i'm glad to see him smiling, laughing and talking crap as usual.
cos i expected him to be having faint smiles and not able to talk as usual.
told me about xiaoniangre etc -.-" and kaypos and gossips !

that is our oliver chionh guo qing (:

God, i really thank you for you are kind.
kind enough to keep his face well and fine.

kept disturbing me only huh.
thanks for the compliments luh!



you better get well and i'm hoping to see you real soon again !
and your blessings in disguise (;

while cheeyong and his friends were there,
threatening to "massage" his leg.
hahaha. kept making the cold water onto his legs !

and then till he fell asleep.
ard 7+ i told em i need to go off first.

walked over to queensway to meet vincent and alan.
we waited for vincent to close his hp store that he worked in.
his shop : a *black shop* LOLS :X

kept complaining of hunger to vincent cos the bus was slow.
they were smoking and another bus left again. =.="
i kept whinning luh ! haha.

for the whole day i didn't eat anything at all okay.
my last meal was half a packet of fries the previous night ):

and i gave up my seat (:
inconsiderate people @.@

we went to the upper deck and the bus was moving and shaky.
managed to find each a seat and no more seats left.
so a lao ah pek came and almost fell,
nobody tried to help him or gave up their seat.
everyone was looking around elsewhere.

bitches and bastards.
LOLS.

but luckily many people alighted at the next stop,
so i had a seat again, else i'll be the one and only person standing on the upper deck.
as what vincent told me, " like that you will be very paiseh sia. "

then after that, evan and kw came from town. then xihut. jackson.
poker-ed , sang. home with work transport.
i always flew out i swear. -.-"

hmm. why do vincent always lose in games ?
hahahaha.

i bought a black agnes cardigan from cheap monday.
can't wait for it to be shipped out from US ! :)
also, 2 bags + 1 leopard mirror(ex but pretty pretty!)
+ zebra silk cosmetic pouch + 2 hoodies !

bf/gf adelyn,
we are sure gonna get the ice cream phone on pay day right?
(: and wanna go for photoshoot ?
i remembered you mentioning about that earlier.
i want ! ai mai ?

min.
love you okay don't think too much my dear !

aloy.
smile boy (:

happy birthday yanting my chick !
last day of the year baby.
enjoy your party huh. not able to be in a part of it.
sorry for that. miss you tons !

also, will not be attending chalet tonight due to work.
have fun my classmates yeah !

being forced to meet my friend later after my bath.
she is hungry thats why ! my big fat pig ! hahaha.
and back home to sleep till its time for work ! :D

thanks for always being nice.

-UPDATED-

YOU KNOW WHAT?
I JUST GOT TO KNOW SOMETHING FROM MY GF !
I FEEL LIKE HURLING ON HIM !
BASTARD !

MY GF BROKE UP WITH HIM
AND THE NEXT MIN HE'S WITH ANOTHER !
WHY DID SHE BREAK UP WITH HIM THEN?
HE DID CHILDISH STUNTS BEHIND HER BACK !
TOO MANY FORGIVEN CHANCES GIVEN TO HIM.

ONE FINE DAY,
YOURS TRULY SHALL POST HIS "THINK-HE'S-HANDSOME-FACE" !
HE'S THE SAME GUY WHOM I TALKED ABOUT PREVIOUSLY ON THE BDAY !

maybe there isnt true love in this world.
or perhaps there is, but very few (:
you can't burn the whole forest because of a tree.

i think it's good not to be in a r/s after all (:
you just have to wait and choose and see very carefully.
yes. open your eyes big big.

tell ya.
my gf is one of the most wonderful girls on earth (;

-/UPDATED at 3am -


i bought a dress from MDS.

http://www.mdscollections.com/pd-trouble-hilton-2202127.cfm

and its sold out alr !
darn happy :D

pretty prettaye? (:

when i asked my mates: " wa liao when is school starting ah? "
then i realised that this is the last week of holiday before the oh-so-boring-school(maybe not really very boring luh because i have fun classmates) commence.

apparently, i'm going to seize all the opportunities to enjoy myself before returning back.
i'm quite homely recently. it's been many days i last stepped into town.

heh town, miss me?

loots are here again !
and i just ordered f21's stuffs again (:



Trina Jumpsuit.


Fab Satin Shorts.

i got the black one alr and decided to get the same piece in white too! ♥





f21 is thee love ♥ !
but also, bank account burnt a big hole ):





+ two A|X tops.



sell away your bike oliver !!
i'm very worried for you ):

4 operations.
his left leg fractured and right leg opened wound.
and he needs skin grafting.

ohgawd !!

God bless my friend please !

some pics grabbed from bel's bucket.
lazy to upload the rest.

just wanna say,
they're great and wonderful people through my sec sch life :D
i went there late, so no pics of yours truly !

















there's work from 11-7pm tml later !
weee ! me like 8hours :D

DADDY BOUGHT ME A N73 FOR GODKNOWS WHAT REASON -.-
I WANT AN ICE CREAM PHONE AND NOT THAT ! @.@
OK LUH THANKS DADDY.

me and evan gonna take up makeup courses soon!
i was influenced by her! hahahaha lols. psycho and psycho me~
gonna look out for more before deciding on one.
hollywood secrets not bad eh?

it totally means hundreds of money$ flowing out again.

its 2.25am now and i'm still awake.
how am i gonna survive later? haha.
and romeo asked me to go sing this weekend !
*smiles* (:

cant hate someone who has been the best thing that has ever happened

thought about it the whole night.
loads of dreams till i woke up at 6 in the evening.
i dreamt of people, dreamt of bball, dreamt of sec sch, etc.

2009 is arriving in 3 days.
brand new year ahead (:

i'll still be the silly girl.
and my that d**b in my heart.

those were the most sweet-est memories i've had.
i hope you do think so.

words said cannot be taken back,
to that, my apologies.
for you know i don't mean em.
you know it.

take care, my soulmate.
you'll still be that one deep down inside, ever.

of course.
this time round, as a good friend (:
i will.

i understand you, i really do.
and remember to smile and be happy~


因为爱,所以离开,因为爱,所以放弃,
听起来很伟大,很洒脱.可是有谁为了爱真正的能够离开呢?
尽管有些感情如此直接和残酷,容不下任何曲折的温暖.
时间在一点一点的走,牵挂却依然无法放下.
一个人不寂寞,想一个人才寂寞.

感受着你的一切,心里有一种刺痛.
感觉自己空荡荡的,感觉人生真的没什么意义.

其实,自己也很明白你的想法,
只是太牵挂一个人的时候,
爱也会成为你的一种负担,我不忍.

世界上最远的距离.
是鱼与飞鸟的距离.
一个在天,一个却深潜海底.

such is love.

"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything." - Edward


deleted all those msgs in my inbox !
great improvement i've made isnt it? (:

tell me this applies to you, please.

someone told me this.

"Sometimes, when we don't do or show anything, it doesn't mean we don't care. But, It's because we are afraid to trigger the sadness and pain in our heart that we know that we will never be able to handle."

because no one can take away someone who lives in your heart .

worked morning shift(public hol)
9 buckaroo$ per hour ♥ !! *beams with smiles*
and surprisingly, very lil crowd down there.

hahaha. and my colleagues are so fun ~
laugh and laughing and laughed.

people helping me to wash the cloths because i really can't stand dirty cloths.
mind you, we kept munching on chocs heh.
fats fattening fatty !

will be going for dinner with em on either 10th or 11th of Jan.
*smiles* (: ♥♥

and ya know, i slept at 6 in the morning for 3 hours then to work.
yet i'm still hyper energetic ! :D

met my buyer at clementi right after work.
ziwei came and fetch me over to lot1 cos i told her i'm lazy to go if i'm on my own.
besides the 4 stops journey from clementi to cck will be so boring if nobody's there to acc me.
teehee.

had light dinner with her at pastamania and some chitchat updating.
bought Jagabee home ! and ya this lass. turning prettier and prettier !!
a xmas gift from her ! with coatings of sweet love (;
i shall post this darling stuff up when i'm free.

i ♥ the sweet ribbon knot so much (:

photobucket is doing wrong to me now,
i can't upload pics =.="

and i gave her a big hug ♥♥♥ !
i owe you one prezzie okay (:

haven't seen her for a period of time alr~
and we actually did some throw-face embarrasing acts.
she's the one who would make the word, "boredom" non-existent haha.
by the way i knew her 1-2 years ago through my slop~ (:
initially we were sort of like, enemies man. hahahaha. can't believe it.

cabbed home because i needa rush home for my lil nyonya show.

and yay ! i received a call just now, will be working morning afternoon shift tml.
but the sad thing is, i can't go out with elissa anymore cos she's off tml ! boo.
this month's pay should be hefty enough to reach my wants :D

but still, not enough not enough !
i want more schedules pleaseeeeeeeeee .
evan so lucky, everytime so many schedules hor ? haha.

i think season 2 of gossipgirl is better and much more scandalous!
a new gossip/scandal unravels itself every single episode.
exciting heh? my goodness.

tell me why i ♥ gossipgirl again?
haha.

on a better note, i'm glad that Blair's fashion sense has greatly improved this season.
can't believe on last season she wore clothes that looked as though they were from her grandma's wardrobe ! yikes.

while Blair's fashion sense improved ♥♥,
Chuck's fashion sense is getting really bad now.

like hello dude,
he thinks he's still in the '60s with all those funny looking suits?
i think he has a serious wardrobe malfunction.

projects to do research on and stuffs like that !
dig in dig in dig in !

it appeared blank when i posted 2 entries in a day ):
my sisters told me they enjoyed themselves clubbing last night.
nagged and nagged at me for not turning up. haha.

NUFFNANG !
GIVE ME MORE ADS PLEASE :D !!

all i want for xmas is you.

i woke up with a bad ache on my back teeth.
totally sucks. so i cancelled the meetup with eric sis,
i was supposed to accompany him to shop for xmas prezzies for our colleagues.

the pain died down a lil,
dolled up and cabbed over to meet the girls.



we went to shop for xmas treats before the party at jermaine's place and the 4 of us spent almost $400, 25-30 huge bags of treats in total. it kept raining monkeys and elephants for almost the whole day. wet streets made life tougher for our heels, and the crowd along orchard road is enormous due to the performances.

still, we had lil secret gossips and talks here and there,
yes bitchy girls.

Jer gave me the warmest hugs you can ever imagine.
MinMin is forever the same old Min, jokes and more jokes please.
Ping's still the gentle lady and quietest among us all,
but yet the "wise" words she said can really stunt us at times :D

the stuffs were damn heavy.
luckily auntie picked us up, and i love her BMW !
woooo. so nice to be bloodey rich my dear ~

her house is a mansionate. i like.
i love how her mummy is so hospitable, like always!
and her lil puppy just laid down there sleeping all night.
haha.

loads of people turned up,
to my surprise of some really gone MIA people.

adam and janice were really sweet and we kept wow-ing em.
kelvin is still as clumsy ever and he nearly toppled auntie's lil porcelain.
weiqian, huixian, natalie, christina, jolin are graduating soon (:
and all rest down there, turned into great beauties and hunks.

damn min kept emphasizing about someone who once crushed on me =.="
she kept mumbling nonstop LOUDLY, and i couldn't zip her up !!
i forced those xmas treaties into her mouth ! LOLS.
tissue fights ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

made new friends (:
their poly mates and our old friends of course ~

we had steamboat of 3 big(really big) tables with pretty pink floral table cloths.
a warmth dinner in a cold weather !

she said she knew what i ♥ ~
my favourite golden mushrooms were in :D
we were super famished from the long walks for prezzies.
dig in !

shouldnt miss out on logcakes for xmas isn't it!?
we cut the logcakes and plenty of them were left over,
simply because there was too much other food to eat !
desserts, ice-cream, aga aga, fruits, candies, chocos, muffins.

Jer's mummy told us that in France,
it is late supper served after midnight on Christmas eve,
and the xmas log cake is called: "Buche De Noel".

champagne, rose wine, red and white wine,
martell gordon bleu, liqueurs, vodka , tequila.

i couldn't hold my liquor well, so i drank to a limit luh (:
alicia basically went so high with a super red face and jumping in excitement.

with a bunch of strangers turned friends and childhood friends.
count down to xmas~ 5 , 4 , 3 , 2 , 1 !

MERRY CHRISTMAS !! :D

i'm truly glad to have besties like you all. people whom i can seek out advices from when i'm troubled, do all those crazy stuffs with, gulp down alcohol like drinking water, lending warm shoulders when we need to cry in unhappy occasions, having all those classic expressions which will made each of us go gagaga madly, and of course, mahjong till the wee hours like there is no tomorrow, save people from fashion disasters like any one of us could possibly gone haywired, suddenly having an eye on a piece of clothing which doesnt seem right and frankly saying: " WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU MY DEAR??! " .

played games and i won a prize of an esprit cosmetic bag.
forfeits to losers, i managed to dodge that part teehee :D
tell ya, 007 bang and frog jumps were sooooooooo CRAZY.

cabbed home after mahjong.
played 20-40. i won $3.50 bucks nia LOLS.

sumptuous food, great music, decent prezzies,
and lots of people sum up the night.

i kept watching out for the speed meter as i was scared out of my wits !
maybe the driver was hurrying to somewhere,
i didn't complain cos i wanted to get home fast too.

dawn is breaking soon i guess, and i'm still awake.
not wide awake, just awake.
because my damn hair is nowhere near dry.

whoa. i'm so tired.
there's still work on later !
shucks*

i miss working on xmas eve night ):
cans and cans of spraying!

haha. suddenly i remembered us singing at the recept 2 weeks back.
"12 days of xmas" that repeating song !
eric, manr were swaying with the song singing with a high pitch,
and i gong gong kenna pulled in to sway together =.="
it sounded stupid luh, but it was FUN ! :D

and last year's was spent with my NRBS and my fav colleagues etc.
we were like a big family, and xmas was definitely very meaningful like that (:
beechua spraying party sprays into my mouth and me chasing him for a sneak attack,
then hiding in the bar from him after i succeeded ~ continued attacking others and ran !!!!

spraying customers; opening their doors, sprayed and ran !
they also sneaked on us when we walked past their rooms =.=

havoc service counters till cashier hafta announce :

" attention, all servers please go back to your own zone!! " .

because nobody went to do services etc !
hahahaha. and the tedious cleaning of the sofas after the celebration.

yay ! and i received many xmas prezzies this year :D !
blings, apparels, cosmetic, a champagne sling, a black motorcycle bag,
a bomber jacket, loads of sweets and chocolates etc.

some were really very unexpected and usually i don't do gift exchanges.
well since i was given, i have to give belated ones then.
most importantly, it's the thoughts that count~ (:

Best friend J.T passed me a prezzie i've yet to open.
i wonder what it is, think i'll do that later after my bath ~
some of my wishlist items stroke out ! ^^v

thanks people for all the xmas greetings, be it phone calls or hp smses :D
i think the network is super busy, that explains the failure in sending smses ):
kept sending and sending but failed -.-

send me all the pictures to p.urpur@hotmail.com okay ? (:

i had a good xmas.
people, have you enjoyed yours?



nights like these are meant to be happy.
but somehow, thoughts of you seeps in when i'm back home,
and the tears flow but there's nothing you can do about it.

my timer says christmas has arrived.
it's meant to be a happy joyous occasion,
but ironically to me, this year feels so dry.

i wish you meant half of the things you said before.
i wish i can take back my words.
i wish that no arguments/confusion ever took place.
but sadly, no. and no turning back.

what could you be doing that is so much fun?
i wonder, without me by your side.

or, are you pretending to be?
tell me please.

radiant smile + caring + great charms.

morning shift work just now.
shucks, i don't have enough sleep.
slept at 5am+ the previous night man.

my eyebags and dark circles will kill me sooner or later.
super ugly now ):

worked till 5 and waited for sue-ee and evan to finish their work.
headed over JP for dinner (:

yet another absent-minded act of mine =.="
i actually forgot to punch my card !!
from the mrt station we went all the way back.
my fault my fault la ! stop woah-ing !! :X

Crystal Jade again !

lols. xiaolongbao is great ♥ :D
we ordered 2 sets, with 5 each,
a plate of chickenwings with only 2 wings and 1 drumlet.
shredded pancake(super crispy! :D).
they were so famished that they ate before i got to snap snap -.-










this is the wrong food =.="
do we look like we'd eat this kind of... pancake?



the lady took our order wrongly and yet exclaimed like it's our fault.
unsatisfied with the poor service there and we didn't continue ordering.
taka outlet is better (:


this is taken on her bday.

anyway!
went roaming around the new extension of JP.
it's a wow wow wow.

hahaha.
if i were to go there alone i'll sure find myself lost in the maze.



YOURS TRULY FINALLY GOT THIS EPOXY GLUE FOR HER BLINGS (:

sue-ee did "yogurt" stunts. made us super paiseh ! lol.
went back at near 11pm. so late. lols.
aye. adel not with us, else it would be a plus+ fun and madness :D

and ya.
yesterday da shihui came chatting with me on msn, when i was about to click her. LOLS telepathy telepathy !! and we invited xiangjie in cos we miss him too~ hahaha. it's been sooooooo long i last contacted with this bitch of mine! then i went busying with some stuffs and left the conversation idle alr.

basically for the past year she went MIA la !
we wanted mahjong badly~
and meet up asap and soon soon !

remembered our sec school crazy days~
we 4 da jing gang and also our grp of 8 girls ! (:
oh gawd.

i think i caught a cold just now in k10.
freaking cold !!

ahhhhhhhhhh chooo.

oliver and cheeyong,
how's your hongkong trip?
update me alright !! (:

hafta watch my show online now !
ciao ~




finally, it's the end of december soon.
i don't know why but i feel that my life's moving too fast.
don't any of you feel the same?

anyway, i am getting many short getaways with different groups of people :)
just need to drag the dying me out of this empty body i am seeking solace in.
the mental tension in me is growing, i need a place to let it all out.

but well, i think happiness is reaching soon ?

a late entry.

Happy 18th Birthday, EVANGELINE TXL ! :D
"love you deep deep" - XMM language. LOLS !

absent-minded me.
kept forgetting to bring this and that out,
and thus i had to go back home and take.
was late, met evan and kangwei at town.

roaming in FEP, nothing really eye-catching.
super famished. Crystal Jade for xiaolongbao etc.
well, we made a terribly awkwardly embarrasing mistake !

we went to Crystal Jade Restaurant,
which is meant for those family gatherings or something
because the prices range from 200+ and above.

so while we were o.O down there,
i asked the person which is the place that has xiaolongbao.
and he politely told us its their another outlet just right at the corner.
LOLS. went out asap. hahahaha.

the situation's damn funny can.

so we settled ourselves in Crystal Jade XiaoLongBao.
ordered our dishes.


XLB !! my fav :D


eggy fried rice.


spring roll.


i wanted beijing perking duck but they have that ):

ngee ann city.
saw the jap cooking set, so creative !
we wanted to get for her, but the stocks aint in yet.
too bad !



adel joined us aftermath. she took such a long time dear !
asked her to acc me and we sneaked over to buona vista to collect her "cakes" ~
hahaha. lied to her saying we went to meet adel's new guy.

while on the train together,
we were so crazily laughing like nobody's business !
poking fun of adel with "suitable" guy traits.
damn funny luh ! evan la !! crazy girl.

as more and more people came,
we changed our room from 10 to 16.
sang. pooled with xiaobai! hahaha. :D

when it was soon to be 12am,
went to prepare her cakes.





tadaaa !

pre-ordered these lovelies and racked my brain for weeks !
told the person what designs i wanted etc.

if they were baked by me it would be much more meaningful luh,
too bad yours truly doesn't know how to even turn on the fire.
no worries, i'll try to learn and bake you one next year okay?

your honour hor, i've not done such stuffs before :X
hur hur.







princess and prezzie, stars and hearts icings.
strawberries gummies. 25 cuppies in total.



we NRB got her a light pink dress and masks also.







sue-ee was absent !!

cabbed home with em.
didn't went home straight.
shan't elaborate much.

anyway, i shall try refraining mean words down here.
but guys. do bear with me if i couldn't.


it's my bff's birthday and you treated it like its yours, making a fuss over small lil stuffs such as why did N came or something? c'mon, doesn't my bff have a choice to ask who to come and besides, it's HER BIRTHDAY my goodness. you're like an IMMATURE lil boy kicking up and picking quarrels with my gf just because he's her ex. you actually told those stuffs to my bff and sort of like, reprimanding and standing up for males' rights isnt it? she treating her bf like dog? mind your words. you ARE a dog yourself alright. she's supposed to enjoy happily cos it's her 18th and ya do not have any rights to teach her how to treat her bf nicely. imagine it's your birthday and your good friend's bf came KPKB about how you treated your bf, which will make you angry.

NABEH _|_ !

sad to say, i simply can't stand it when a NOBODY who isn't fit to be in any position, to say such words to my bff. ain't you any better? hooking up with xiaomeimeis, ganmei(s) behind my gf's back thinking she's dumb not knowing or whatever. what era are you in now you tell me? you love fresh milk isn't it? i seriously hope that my gf finds a better worthy man.

just because a few people came bombarding you with "handsome" when you started out work in kbox, it doesn't mean that you really are. that's just so funny because honestly speaking, we really don't find it to be true after all. besides, even if one is. what's the point when you have a nice face and a stinking temper? eww. you've got peas as brains or what?

you're really really very lucky, because i didn't know about it until i was told by my bff a day back. you are the one who should bloodey hell learn from her bf what's the right way to treat your own gf. the wise man knows he knows nothing, the fool thinks he knows all.
well, you yourself jolly well knows i'm referring to you down here.

so? i say what i want in my blog.

i wanted to slam some words right infront of ya face long ago alr
(some incidents although its none of my business but relating to my gf as well).
i'm just giving my gf's face not to but i really can't tolerate further.

paiseh ah gf (:





anyway ! my biker jacket finally arrived at my doorstep this morning.
woohoooo~ after nearing 1 month+ of waiting ! ohmygawd so long~
still waiting for my authentic cheap monday jeans that i ordered 3weeks+ back ):

sorry for the lack of pics.
will try to upload em when i'm free.


p.s people who knows me understands i don't use vulgarities verbally or blogging,
unless to a certain limit when i flare because there's simply no other words to describe.
anyway to avoid any confusion, gf and bff i wrote are two different ladies.

your words and gesture brightened up my day night. :)

just now, mahjong at wilson's place together with 2 friends of his.
met em up at plaza, they were so slow and i'm so impatient. ha.
so i was saying previously about the bbq gathering yeah,
i went instead. haha. 4A and 4Bs students (:

it was a last minute idea because vic didnt inform me earlier that he's going. so like he called me etc la, then i asked the rest what time they were going back cos if it's not too early i'll head over.

after mahjong, cabbed down.
that damn cab driver drove me down to Mac(carpark 3),
whereas the bbq pit is at carpark 2. bloodey far.
wendy came and fetched me over fr there.

by the time i reached west coast late, its alr past midnight.
some had to go back. so sad, i didnt get to catch a wink of em before they left.
like xiangjie, tianwei, jingjie, vic, joyce, stella, charmaine, chenshan, janmarie etc.
hur hur. neh mind. chances in the future perhaps! (:

talking about speculating stocks with sam and yileen,
and i'm so interested to invest in. o.O
i shouldn't right? hmm. this is not the right time perhaps.
* deep thoughts.

so left around 15-20 people.
yileen, eileen, wendy, bell, hongying, sam, kenneth, ridwan, zul, daniel, khairul, raymond, don, yewperng, weihow etc.

poker; heart attack, blackjack, donkey and stuffs.
so fun hahaha. merry. drink. drank. haha.
and it's brewing cold down there.

cabbed home with yileen, hongying, weihow.
so good to have friends staying just few streets away.
in fact almost all of us lived in bukit panjang area !
hahaha. love this kampung place.

and i just reached home.

no schedule on xmas eve but on xmas day itself.
sigh~

last year's xmas eve's work was a blast man !
spraying customers, spraying each other, running here and there :D
too bad, too many people working alr and either me or evan can work.

it's okay la since in that case,
i can attend my 38 gf's xmas party on xmas eve!

3 more days and i can see my pretty babes !!
lovelove. :D

with love.

-edited-

i wouldnt be going to the sec school gathering bbq tonight.
think i will miss seeing loads of people ):

just woke up fr my deep long sleep heh.
*yawns*

yesterday's work was really crunchy.
i was completely knackered.

SC2's had a sudden rush of customers and all the way till 1am+ i'm still chiong-ing all over. my heart couldn't stop as well. we got disorganised because suddenly there's so much to do. lols. rooms insisted to recheck-in at the same time, lots of bills, not enough mugs, services needed all over, being hurried for the delivering of drinks, clearing, bringing em in. it's like hell madness. me and eric were nearing mad. couldn't blame the newcomer, cos he still don't really know how to handle such stuffs so he can only help us a lil by clearing mugs. not kidding, i almost blanked out man. they fanned for me and i drank loads of water ! then continued walking up and down up and down. lols.

then. K22 asked me to help em take a pic. and one of em asked me whether i'm from clementi ite and told me he's my senior and often sings in the canteen every week but i don't recall a single thing because though our school's not as big as simei, it's not too small either =.=" . he told me loads of things and he will be one of the judges for campus ite superstar. meaning each ite will have a winner and the winners from different ite(s) will compete with each other etc. haha. kept telling me that his friend ............ but i refused to. hah. edwin chupped in as he's in the same school as well and i escaped to SC1. lol.

dead beat.

but still, went for supper with adeline and stanley.
slacked a lil while and headed home.
on the phone till morning and went to sleep.

oh yeah. the osim messenger chair that we bought for daddy arrived just yesterday! it took them 1 month+ to deliver to my place, what kind of service was that? =.=" mummy forked out 3/4 of the price of it, whereas the remaining 1/4 burnt my bank account a hole.

my $1.5K+ . poooooow woow ow. gone.

but i don't like the nude colour mummy chose.
so orbiang -.- black is nicer.

daddy ought to do something for my xmas prezzie isnt it? :P

all i want for xmas is...
an ice cream phone!

i realise, maybe i don't really hurt so much now.
you just have to keep telling yourself it's not worth it at all,
that lost concern, heartless stuffs etc.

perhaps time really heals, or feelings really do fade in time to come.
yes, i guess i need to finally see who's right infront of me and cherish.

it's time to wake up and move on (:

i have a super greedy bff ! :X

-/edited 6.39pm-




the power of confession (:

i don't like candies anymore.

it's hard to stomach days like this,
when things just don't seem to be stable.
the energy emanating from the planets induces you to wonder,
why you ever bothered with your latest heartthrob.

it's funny how time works.

it's funny how happy you were the last holiday,
now it's the next hol and you're sobbing everyday.

it's funny how nobody else has ever that capable to make you open your heart to love, yet the first one who is able to, breaks it.

it's funny how you used to be tough and strong,
became so vulnerable and weak.

it's funny how you were so close, and now you're like hi-bye friends.

it's funny how you used to break a dozen of hearts,
and then karma comes right knocking on you now.

but the funny thing is, it's not funny at all.

you told yourself not to,
but some things cant be controlled; eg feelings.

brace up pp !
smile~ :)

why change?

des asked me out on tues,
together with his bros and friends.
got to meet loads of new fun people!

the girls were so hyperactive :D
and as compared to em, i appeared to be so shy.
marilyn, jascinta, yiqing, ruoling, juju.

great and friendly girls,
i laugh till my side hurts.


finally caught twilight (:

he is so gorgeous! edward cullens/robert pattinson whoever he is.
haha. if i ever meet him and he looked at me right straight in the eyes,
i'll scream to him, BITE ME leh! LOLS.

so what does twilight really mean?

it is the time between dawn and sunrise,
and between sunset and dusk.

(:

des wanna treat me, but i insisted to pay!
haha. he's a gentleman, as in the stuffs and actions he did.
i like the baseball scene :D

slept late aftermath.
couldn't go to sleep, tossing and turning round thinking,
till i dozed off.

went for morning shift work yesterday.
it's been long, i couldn't backcount how long before,
when i last worked morning 11-5pm.
haha. i was soooooooooo blur and sleepy.

they wanna kill me cos i happily clearing the package drinks,
from 20+ rooms till left with 5.
resulting to not having enough glasses alr.
hahahaha :X

and it's definitely much more busier than night,
today's full house for happy, and 3 on floor.
kinda tired walking up and down working and working.

but contradicting thing is,
it's sort of more relaxing because there's no pressure.
actually can work till 7pm, but my hand itchy go punch card alr =.=

met a buyer up at clementi, and headed home straight (:

tml's my bff's birthday celebration.
you can see my brain cells entangled round and round now.

and. some of my loots are here!
yay!

including my Forever21, BEBE tops and my black quilted bag!
yours truly shall not buy anything till the end of the month.

I'M SO TIRED! :(
booo.



sometimes, you feel that you've grown.
but deep down, you're just pushing all that emotions back into your mind.
telling yourself, "no, its over, its gone, its never coming back to you."

for a while, it works.
you're happy, you're smiling, you're laughing.
the next moment, you're all depressed and nostalgic.

i don't know how to not love *

drink , drank, drunk.

i don't know what has become of me.
i'm laughing, i'm smiling, i'm happy.
but deep down inside. NO.

there's this feeling.
some uncovered part of my heart that spells sadness,
that desires for more. more of what?
i don't know, honestly.

my face looks bloodey red.
i'm sober now.

my head is spinning.
i think i will cry to sleep.


which i thought i could be happy with freedom but ended up feeling so empty.

say hello to best friend.

have been out everyday since the start of the hols.
slept late and woke up early due to the.

SUPER IRRITATING CONSTRUCTION WORK JUST ABOVE MY APARTMENT!

I FELT LIKE GOING UP AND SCREAM AT ALL OF THE WORKERS!

but again, they're paid to work.
no choice. i can only rant here ):

imagine, from 10am they did the renovation stuffs of drilling and piping whatever,
and the noise pollution is up till the max continuously till late afternoon !
then, i had to bear with it because i needed sleep badly, waking up countless times.

wanted to stay at home to nua for some television programmes,
but adeline called and psycho-ed me to go out, initially i felt lazy.
then, fickle-minded me called her back after 15mins to tell her i'm going off to prepare.

cabbed over to fetch adeline, manrong, vincent and headed over to novena.

3rd time there for steamboat =.="
kenna sick of the food alr, but well never mind (:

so we met eason over there.
i ate a lil and was damn full alr. manr still can continue eating, wow.
so, we waited for her to finish and train-ed back to clementi as we have nowhere to go.

sang awhile till 1am+ and cabbed home.

i'm so damn bored now,
M asked me to acc him for supper later =.="
i felt like sleeping man.

i wanna go to jurong point~
evan told me there's a huge extension over there.
then again, i wanna talk to her on msn just now but she isn't online!
i guess she's so bored till she went to sleep ):

shall go apply for driving right after her birthday.
let's pray we wouldn't procrastinate much.

i'm going out tml again.
cash is flowing out but not coming in.
-pouts-


A lil euphoria to know everything's good at his side.

IT'S A GIRL THING !

just another short update.
i wanna rant about this phone!!!















LG KF350 Magical lighting.



super chio.
super prettaye.
super sweet :D



it's called, the ice cream phone! ♥
strawberry or vanilla or pistachi.

i like the simplicity of it and the classic, clamshell shape. the keys are nice and big enough which makes it really easy to text, on the cover, there're animations.
you can customise your own L.E.D display and most importantly, a great item to ZING those blings on !! :D





DADDY.
i want it for christmas!!!!!