just got home fr west coast after work;
with dumbdumb, puppy, eric, vincent, maomao, yushu and eileen.

we kept poking fun of eric and eileen ! lols.
sis~ don't emo la :X

slept for more than 12 hours after the 3-days F1 event,
yet i think there's a lack of sleep still ):

double yayness!
meeting em up for dinner before work later :D !
triple yayness !
cos dumb is working tml with us :DD !!

whenever i listen to : 记得要忘记 , i'll tear.
and i was listening to it repeatedly on the journey to work ytd.
damn embarrassed cos eventually my tears flow nonstop.
luckily i was sitting on those 1person seats on 184.


i'm just not good enough.

LAO NIANG FELL DOWN TODAY!

worst to come,
MR LIM KANG WEI happened to witness it -.-

terrible. horrible.
though he say it's okay to fall cos alot of ppl fell before.
i felt like digging a hole and bury my whole body in.

i'm fortunate enough not to land in an ugly manner.
i only did a half split. LOL but that resulted in a sprained waist.
wa rao.

and..

i've thought about it for a few days.
i should open my heart wider and be more understanding (:

yesterday.
dumbdumb treated me to pizzahut.
lovelove.

monday.
went over to dumbdumb's house nearby.
sat down, and talk talk.
had breakfast and cabbed home when sun rises.

last week, dumbdumb went stars gazing with yours truly ^-^
though the amount of stars were so pathetic at my house nearby,
but it's the people you're with that counts (:
lying down, hoping time will just stop that second.

i'm going for a jog with peipei later !
shed some fats please baby.

came back fr breakfast with people.
it's raining now and such a nice weather for sleeping :D

i got to talk to dumbdumb alr !
byebye!

i wouldn't care who you are.
i hate to see an attitude and black face as though people owe you a million bucks
it doesnt mean that i keep mum, you can go overboard and climb over heads.
i'm just acting gong and faking smiles now cos i don't want people to be stuck in between.
don't be so unreasonable cos i don't know if i'll do anything rush when i'm outta control.

don't ask me what happened.
i forgot.

F1's training tml and i'll have to wake up early ! ):
aww aww !! i'm darn scared cos tiffy's not in the same training grp as me !
hope nothing goes wrong tml ~

made cookies with adel on fri till my hands are all so oily !
but it's all worth it :D

was drawing "pictures" and "cartoons" with eric sis yesterday,
kangwei joined us in the later part and they wanna wack me cos of the "forever love" picture :X ~ hahahaha. their actions so damn funny i tell you!

and my bebe items arrived so fast ! :D

i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb. i miss dumbdumb.

he's been such a sweetie to me these days that i'm sinking in deeper!
and i really couldnt bear to let him go, someday~ (:

feel so homely nowadays.
just wanna nua at home for the entire day~

alright !
nothing to blog alr !

Let's Speak Love.

i love my dumbdumb :D

am now in adel's house STRUGGLING with cookies baking!
omg omg omg ! can't imagine miss PP is baking :X
lalalala.

vivie and yun flew today morning~
take loads of care alright !

anyway my com's down, that explains the lack of posts ):
ahhhhhhhhhhhh. sad sad beyond sadness.
luckily i still have dumb to keep me occupied :D
happy happy beyond happiness !

you're the one that i'll always miss.
forever baby i'll remember you .

i want to cry, i want to cry till my eyeballs drop.
i want to lie on the bed and kick here and there like nobody's business !
i want to shout and scream my lungs out at busybodies !

i just want to be me !!

just when i thought i was the happiest girl alive few hours ago during work,
then somebody with a super BIG MOUTH has to kaypo on us.
someone whom i knew for so many years after all.

you know our plights and situations beneath our happiness on the surface?

my mind's in a total blank.
i am so sian of everything now.
i cried like as though i lost my country just now.
tell me. what should i do now then.

i wish i've got magical powers & instantly change what's going on.
i wish i can relieve pain from everyone else who is feeling the pain.
i wish i know how to lift dumbdumb's spirits up but I'm a useless wreck.
maybe not useless, but indeed helpless.

i do not know what to say anymore.

work was supposed to be fun to me.
i think it will still be now, but if only people mind their own business.




dumb, no matter what happens in the future, i wouldn't regret us (:
you amazed me by showing me how wonderful life can get by falling in love with you.
and i believe, the sunshine will appear after the rain.
we can't please the whole world after all.

With Lots of Love.

thurs. illegal gathering ! lols.
with loads of people ~ hmm. ard 19 ba?
exactly half females half males . lols.

around 5 of em are my friends' friends.
1st time met em, in the end all became friends liao.

i'm actually very shy one okay.
but once they initiated to chat with me i'll be friendly!
i don't like people who act dao or something. so irritating (:

hahahaha.
i love making new friends ! :D

went to gay pub "WhyNot" at Tanjong Pagar !
a disco bar + a karaoke place.
wa liao eh. loads of gay can ! =.=

i nearly hooked up one!
nah just kidding :X

opened bottles, sang, played.
didn't really drink much, 1-2glasses only okay cos i lost in 2 games.
not very comfortable there, don't know why.
so i decided to go home earlier.

wa liao damn paiseh la !! all of em acc-ed me to go out to the main streets to hail a cab home =.= then they bu fang xin so tracy, xiuwen + bettina insisted to take my cab with me to my hse and head back to the pub again cos the night is still young !

i don't know what to say la,
but they were really v nice to me seriously (:
i kept asking em to go and enjoy la haiyo.

once in a blue moon meeting em up is good.
LOLS. cos they will miss me so damn much :X
ladies became prettier and guys became more handsome !

reached home, zisiang called while i was busy doing some stuffs.
for mahjong mahjong ~ then i told him i can't cos i'm not free.
then he say everytime jio not free one etc. so very neijiu ah.

so bathed le headed out,
walked to mopeng's house downstairs to meet him and to zisiang's house.
waited for their friend to reach his house, joker one ley their friend :D

fri . hit town with vivie and yun ~
nearly forgot mostly of what we did alr ! hahaha.



FEP for a short while~
i bought a orange top and few pairs of blingbling* earstuds.

Heeren's Everlast. picked a jacket and paid ~
100bucks flew then. don't know why i buy also ! LOLS.
i think because the salegirl is very amicable and friendly ~ haha.

we bought "wings can fly" rings together ^-^ ~
we don't like N.U.M guys. so stuck up and they really think that they're so suave.
hahaha.

breakfast + lunch + dinner at BBQ restaurant at cine.
yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy can !
super crispy hot , super tender , super soft , super tasty , super flavour ~
we ordered side dishes to share, and will go back again for main courses next time ! :D







vivie bought a Fred Perry wallet.
she so love it. haha.

i saw beautiful straw bags ~
i saw beautiful satin tops ~
i saw beautiful dresses ~

kept pondering on something.
i think i should change and not be so bad.
dont step on my tails anymore and i wouldnt.
be fair okay ? fine fine i'll stop stop stop !
i wanna be nice (:

then we went separate ways.
as soon as i got onto the bus to head to work, adel called me.
hahaha. good good. the timing is just right !
cos being alone in the bus is a torture.

she understands me so well,
she knows what i'm thinking when i wrote that "testimonial" ~
*winks*

oliver called awhile to ask me about ds.

ytd woke up early and met yanting up for a short while.
going 13 years and still counting on BFF of mine (:
she cracks jokes that are so damn hilarious okay !!
how i wish we could stay in contact as often as possible.

we are like LESBIANS man . lol. you know i know huh ! :X
you better tag my board okay ! always view then run !

for consecutively 2 days, i'd only managed to catch 5 hours of sleep!
which is, totally not enough for yours truly ! ):
so during work i was so lerthagic and restless man.

weiming bought fish and chips fr botak jones today.
i was so famished can. that was my meal for breakfast + lunch + dinner.
1 meal per day. LOL diet diet~

so lil time.
so many things to do.




though i've just seen you a moment ago(1 hour to be exact),
I miss you.I miss your smell.I miss your voice.I miss your presence.I miss your everything.

everything was sweet, nice and fluffy now.

I don't wanna say byebye.
I want you to be my side forever though i'm alr prepared for the worst.
yes, i couldn't not think so much. haha.

EXAMS' OVER ! :D


massive jokes during our lunch today.
MiSS BREATHING FISHER-WOMAN, MISS NOSE + MISS BUAY PAI SEH hor.
bunch of people that you will go ROFL all the time.
like seriously, no kidding.

laughed till we almost went ki-dang alr !
hahaha. the place's full of our horrendous laughters.






PP : " later the vietnam trip you all brief about what ? "

HY : constant *breathing in and out* 's actions

hello hello ? miss tan?

oliver, cheeyong and sengying enjoying pizzas above us!
then oli wanted to show me the heart beanies that he mentioned,
but to avail cos we couldnt find it ):

one of today's ques about 5 unethical behaviour of businesses.
so when i couldn't think of the remaining 2 points,
your face just relected right into my brain. - somehow related.

i wrote : backstabbings on other related service industries,
stoop to using underhand methods to get what you want.
hahahaha. idea right.

i could remember every single details of the customer service chapter
because i memorised last night while walking to and fro in my living room!
hahaha. and yet only handling complaints came out.
sian lor.

anyway last night F1 people called me,
i don't have any passport photos online to send so how ? =.=
asked em if i can scan it tml in school and send them in the afternoon,
but they say by 9am else our names will not be included anymore.

the person in the email was so damn rude by using capital letters to say "NO"(with red font) when i asked em whether this can be accepted as i tried taking the picture of my passport photo using my camera which is a lil blurry.

so out of dismay, i tried my best and took a passport picture in the wee hours with that messy hair and face can ! argh!*

at last they accepted the photo.
kns.

arbo i just don't work lor.
anyway, i don't need that job desperately unlike.. :X
you know i know.

Jer told me she went for Avril Lavigne's Best Damn Tour,
and she's going head over heels over her again and again =.= ~


Vic Liao Qin Cheng- one of my best buddies since sec1.

this Ah Liao is going in NS today !
take care of yourself in there, and pls grow fatter !
you're way too skinny for so many years alr ! (:
we shall meet up when you booked out someday okay !


i miss miss my long nails !
grow nails grow ~

night shift work starts tml :)



because you have so limited no. of friends to zilian with,
that's why you came up with stomach-turning super act-cute-buay-cute poses with just you yourself
which make people feel nauseous and puking out their last night's dinner.

c'mon. who likes to make friends with ugly hypocrites :
don't like you yet pretend to, and acting it so well before you found out?

i rather prefer somebody who showed it all out,
if it's for that i'll definitely salute you.

some males are really stupid to think you're really "innocent, pure" whatever shits on the surface.
they don't know that they were your your gossip topics once many times.

the amount of vegetables you eat don't help decrease your sins.
not at all ~ *shakeshead*

okay, PP enough !
better stop being indirectly direct.





Holiday's In. School's Out^^v

movie next week, steamboat ah!

Miss Buay Paiseh and Miss Crab!
we shall go shopping tml :D

i dig dig dig that mini ds hp charm which vivie's sis bought.
wa lao, superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr cute.
gonna get it fr her tml ! ^-^

that stealer of my heart is still happily sleeping right now okay ~
and i'll have to remember to wake this childish kid up later !
mafan la you ! :X

going to prepare now to meet my darlings later!
byebye ! :D

at this rate, i gonna be BLIND sooner or later.
i'm so damn allergic to the dust and pollution they made,
for that my eyes are getting worst while i'm at home and gets better when i'm out.

the constructions and the upgradings taking place in my blk are super annoying !
i swear i'm not going to live in HDBS in the future !

SHUCKS.

the reason why daddy don't wanna move : good fengshui.
i don't go for that.


i dig :

pretty houses with private sauna, personal bbq pits,
swimming pool, karaoke rooms, walk-in closets, pool tables, bar tops
where i can invite friends over for parties/sleepovers/pillow fights.


or, a penthouse will do,
oh ya ! in addition with panaramic sea view ! :

okay DREAM ON!




breakfast at MAC (:
love love.

confirmed BBQ during the hols ah ?

Wee Zi Mei always ran off so fast straight after the exams !
right, OA is a goner. i'm so not gonna broad over it anymore since its over~
imagine me finishing so early, which means i have so lil to write.
even dozed off halfway while reading Section D, then woke up suddenly to continue.

that irritating examiner kept walking to and fro,
up and down while flashing his ring + hp, and looking at our answers we wrote.

felt like telling him :

" can you just sit down there? you're making me very dizzy. "

obviously i didn't la.
i'm a good student alright :X

last paper to go tml, shall do my best- i think.
and please spell FREEDOOM for me ! :D
[though its only temporary :( ]

Ong Li Ting insisted that the southview lrt station is very near to the stop we alighted ! but obviously it's not cos i walked a long way(to me la) and she figured it out only after i just stepped home that there's another bus stop ahead which is even nearer(you just need to cross the traffic lights).

i said "crayon skirt" but it's supposedly to be pencil skirt.
i'm so damn embarrased okay. haiya same same la !

fine.
i'm totally mesmerised by office ladies' apparels !
*dig my eyes out*

2 years down the road recognise me okay !
watch me (:

i hate going home fr IMM cos there's no direct transport :(

browsed through my old photobucket of old school photos.
feeling so nolstagic.


band outing.


sneaked and hid in our classroom during PE.


lil cute sis.


honey.


stelalala.

many many more !
:D

you're in dire straits now, which i believe what you reap is what you sow.
your own fate lies with you yourself, things you do reflect on your fate.
i seriously loathe the sight of your sick swollen face now.
well, say i'm evil evil.



on another note!
i just ❤ childish-ing with my silly dumbdumb ~
i always miss him so much so much! :D

happy ? (:



thanks people for the many luck wishes in my exams.
loads of love ♥ ~

studying at woodlands;
with vivie, tiffy and xuan.

my eyes were horrible ! X.X
they were bloodshot red when i first woke up~
vivie's eyedrops = magical water (:

bumped into lydia~
tiffy had her hp sent for repair(the 4th time!),
she's a fierce ahlian ~
we kept saying : " sorry ahlian sorry ahlian ! "
hahahaha.

then everything start with . " ahlian ah. "
she said i'm inside her while she mean i'm sitting inside cant escape.
LOL ! that's an inside joke~

b-runch at Ajisen and initially we were v tempted to GELARE ~







settled down at Starbucks cos the library's full.
got our drinks and started revising.
White Chocolate is ❤ ~ :D
Mocha's nice nice too !



studied till the eyes hurt badly :(
dust detector is so itchy.

walked awhile at CWP before heading home with vivie and xuan.

" SHI BEH SHI BEH !
DI TIE = DI KUI ! " don't know who ah.
*laughed till damn exaggerating one.

damn my friend LIN MING!
bumped onto him while we were at the bus interchange.
hit my shoulder so hard with his book to call me!

anyway, something bad happened to my good sis's bf.

:(

everything's gonna be fine i hope,
i'll be here for you.

i'm starting to have that fear again,
fear of losing what's important to me.

life doesn't come with any guarantees or warranties.

SAUMUR !
PALMERO !
SOLOGNE !
TREVI !

ZIPPY MULITICOLORE !
KOALA MULTICOLORE !
MIROIR HEART !
BRAZZA !

don't lure me can !



pardon me, i'm blabbering the Vuitton Language.
i need 20K$ for splurging badly badly now okay ! LOLS !



we had a good time now browsing and drooling over those delicious babies.
can i not wait anymore for my NEVERFULL please?
( okay lah, it can be FULL - as argued by Miss Ong VV =.= )

evan ! faster save up for your Hampstead okay ! *winks
wanna get a new wallet with me? (;

and what did you get fr JAP for me?
for my effort of missing you so much you know you know ! :X



know what?

daddy offered me 1oobucks per day at his place.
if i work 1 whole month it'll be : 100 X 30days : 3K$ !!
plainly just lazing around doing typing, online and stuffs !
only thing is i need to wake up as early as 6am if i wanna hitch his car ride.

tell me, how enticing is that?
sigh. but i rejected the offer ):

i don't wanna earn his money,
i want to earn outsiders' money!

daddy : " last chance hor ? "

" *shakeshead* "

WA RAO.
i think i regretted badly the next min !
all for the name of LOVE. =.=

anyone of you needs a job now?
i can nego good friendship salary for you, i think.
lols.

somehow, today's paper was tricky - very.
all thanks to our dear LPK for her wonderful hints - they didn't came out at all.
we memorised so badly for those ques which she said are very impt.
in the end none of em came out ):

well well. it showed that there're no free lunch in this world~
fortunately i managed to remember part of what i memorised last night.
for the last ques its a goner, basically for everyone.
used common sense and anyhow bong the answers + elaborate as long as i can.

i even sacrificed the wedding dinner with loads of good food.
am alone at home and i'm super scared.

also , somebody bu guai hor ~ bad bad!

Subway at IMM as we were famished aft the exams ! we took the wrong bus ! and landed up in Jurong's industrial area or something. had to take a cab in the end cos we were lost ! and no cabs in sight after 3 of em hitched one. left 3 of us and we saw an uncle heading towards a cab with a bunch of keys and me + vivie shouted while waving like crazy :

" uncle we need cab we need cab !! uncle !! "

LOLS !
throw face ley! :X

by the way, finally had my haircut today(my lengths still remain of course) !
i looked more refreshed now :D ! but 38bucks flew in 15mins ~
and guess what? i think i've improved on my independence !

i went over to Kimage at BPP; just me myself and i alone !
*claps* ~ hahaha. that's a huge achievement to me okay :D

those who knew me well should know,
i'll darn frightened to be alone in public ):
i don't know why either, maybe some kind of phobia ?
hahaha.

though kim came to accompany me after my cut~
she couldnt make it on time as i called her on a last minute basis.
hahaha.

acc-ed her for her late br-unch and we cabbed home cos i'm way too exhausted.
am going out for studying at woodlands tml ! ^-^

i feel like buying Xenical,
asked vivie to help me check out the price.

i think she's so superb!
she can multi-task so many stuffs at a go out of bo-bian-ness!
which i think if i'm under her shoes, i can't ~

2 papers to go ! :D

i want my bag !
i want my bag !!
i want my bag !!!


i miss miss my knight in shining armor.



say BYEBYE to long fringe ! :D

REPLIES:
QING : relac liao. haha.

BB : lol ! (:

TIFF : rahhhh ! my roaring wife ! :D

ALOY : thanks (:

KANGWEI aka AH HOLE : haha!
FOETUS shhh ! LMT =.=

ERIC : eh eh sis ! not you call one. hahaha.

ADELYN : where where? i wanna see ! chio meh?
dominators don't exist now alr. lols.

CHARMAINE : sure my dear ~
your secrets well kept with me ^-^ !

XUELING : aye alright alright!
meanwhile, don't think too much okay darling !
*loves*

K.T : lol. hello! :D

XIAOWEI : yeah (:
see when you free ba ! ask jolin tgt also !

MIN : haha. really miss me so much huh?
you kaypo ! :X

QI : xie xie ni ! *smuacks* !

MY SOMEONE : eh. you want like that right.
you confirm get it fr me okay !
don't try threatening me,
wo bei threatened zhang da one okay ! :X

PEIQI : haha. MYOB ! lalala ~
haiya will have time soon de okay? *hugs*

anyone misses me??


i'm taking a short break here.

initially i'm stuck and can't through smoothly,
i nearly gave up , but glad i didn't !
and hey ~ i can remember alr ! :D

someone's having fun outside while i fretting over tml's exams.
what a nice baddie ah!

back to beat my books ! :(
i shall shut my com down in case i procrastinate later.

你就是我的Super No.1 !

bugis to meet ling, yun and shan ytd.



pepper lunch , after which we walked to the National Library.
lift-playing huh ? LOLS.





taking the lift repeatedly up and down cos we were finding places to study ~
rules stated down there that our books and bags had to be put in the lockers.
thus, we headed to the cafe and studied while high-tea-ing :D


mine : strawberry cheesecake.


shan's : choco truffle mousse cheesecake.


yun's : chicken soup ?

chit-chatted laughing with silly actions before leaving.
shan said we have all contracted the insanity disease long ago,
which includes roaring wife and mrs jam ! LOL!


(kenna taken by yun! )

then we went shopping for LINGERIE!!
please remind me to buy the Pierre Cardin pieces again okay!
damn chio (; ~


i love playing - beat the crocodiles!
kids arcade again ! hahaha :X
we'd got cute plasters in exchange for the tickets ~

both of em were craving for food again!
so ling acc me over to Chapter2 first before they join us later.
sigh it was full.

no choice, needa go another day another time another place ):

walked to the FishSpa place,
had to wait for 20mins cos its full of people.
so we decided to go another day.

walked ard and i got a satin top (:
home to bathe and hurried to work straight !




Singapore Chinese Garden Lantern Festival 2008
F8 – Hello Kitty Go Races!
29th August to 28th September 2008
6pm to 11pm daily ~





BIGGEST CHARACTER LANTERN SHOW EVER IN THE WORLD,
with close to 300 character lanterns handcrafted by 106 lantern craftsmen,
over a 3-months period with an average of 16 working hours daily!!

*yawns*
i'm so exhausted.

and i'm still sniffing.
arghhhhh!



miss miss miss miss miss miss
misses misses misses misses misses
*missed* !!





i realise i'm such a failure.
i need to know, at least on how to fry an egg.
cos even "MRS POK" can so why can't i ? =.=
right right?

i need to learn how to bake yummy cookies!
not chao tah ones okay ! :D

she said i'm too insane now. lol ~
even i myself think so too.
but she's no any better by the way :X

A whole book of office application not touched on,
this spells death.

event management i've mastered a lil ~
tourism should not be a prob though.

aye i'm just not cut out to study.
dumbdumb, keep motivating me okay! ^-^
i better be good and pull this through~

Oliver!
remember to show me the "heart beanies" after the exams ! :)

i have yet gone for a haircut and that is bad bad bad !
total sian-ness!

i'm having a bad running nose again!
till my eyes are so puffy right now~
*grumbles*

HAAAAAAAAACHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

PP, please give in your best shot next mon. wed and thurs!

aye! my dumbdumb:
your silly girl misses you a whole bunch okay.

will superman fly away someday? ):
i hope not.





we were discussing abt this to watch together aft the exams,
then i said :

" wa. that movie hor watch with your love damn romantic one lor ! "

then here comes..

" oh! aiya we get your hint liao.. we go watch ourselves :X .. "

LOL!

i never say i don't want to watch with you all ma ! =.=
hahaha.


get back to work.
wish me luck.

i can't help but still be mad very mad now.

you're really such an evil scumbag !
so vicious, so rotten and so lowlife

DESPICABLE !!

i think you're possessed by evil spirits and demons !
hold your tongue the next time you open your mouth !

don't use low-ball tactics okay?
put words into my mouth by accusing me of saying things
which did not even crossed my mind at all.

and learn your english well first please.
you don't even know how to pronounce simple words correctly.
at least i've got a B3 in my Os eng that i'm proud of, what about you?
is your articulation good enough ? if not then, just shut up.

people like you are some of the worst you can come across in this world because you are so talented at presenting a kind and loving image to everyone while you plot and work to destroy people behind their back.

say YES.

if the world end soon, when that happens, all the evil and corrupted individuals will perish into the flames of hell, and all the good people like friends and me(of course we are good people cos we don't do evil) will be left to survive and basically clean up their messes that they left, but it will be better.

rahhhhhhhhhhhhh .

i hate to hate, and i've realised i've never really hated anyone before. even if someone did me wrong, i'll forget about it sooner or later. for e.g wendy. i don't think i'll be so hot-headed the next time round when i see her. perhaps i may even smile and walk away.

and now i think YOU are worst off than her !
at least when she did stuffs like that in the past, she didn't act as an angel in between.
those who uses people as pawns to kill, are the ultimate evil ones.

i always wanted everyone to be happy. i'm not trying to point out that i'm kind and nice or something. but i myself know that i really go to all extents to keep people happy, so that they would have a happy day and eventually lead a fruitful life. but somehow or rather, 1 or 2 nasty people have to take advantage of it.

i guess i'll be okay later :D besides friends told me i shouldn't give much damn about it cos you're the one who lose out eventually after your acts are now exposed to everyone and i still live my own happy life with friends. apart fr this, i can say i'm really happy and contented for all i have now.

dont expect people to give you a genuine smile now, perhaps last time but not anymore.
read through it all and if you think you've did this to me before, it'll just be you.
of course i'm not gonna say cos its my own choice, unless you pushed me to an extent.

sometimes i just wanna ask you a simple question,
" WHY DID YOU.........??? "

well, i'm not afraid of karma.
what has been said are downright facts of what you did,
unless i'm as despicable as you,
if i was i swear i'll receive karma right away.

i write what i want on my blog to feel better,
not for you to question me who am i referring to about what i wrote.
of course i'm not so dumb to tell you it's you right?

stupid.




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damn suay today. just when my bus reached the school bus stop,
here comes the pouring rain !

i was about to msg them that i'm stuck at the bus stop again,
haha then suddenly vivie and tiffy appeared right infront of me ! :D
lucky lucky me ~ phew.

cos i hate it when i forgot don't bother to bring my umbrella when it rains.
i hate it more when my hair, bag and shoes get wet in the rain.
i hate it most when i has to wait like a fool ALONE in the shelter for the rain to stop.

this time round, joshua wasnt there to fetch me ! hahaha.
i was damn guilty when they lied to me that he didnt attend school
cos he accidentally injured his leg when he brought the umbrella
fr the canteen to the school bus stop for me last week.

but actually it wasnt cos of that la =.="
else i think i'll be damn guilty and owe him one .

lucky me, we waited for awhile and weishan saved me ! :D
though i was still very wet cos i ran over to the opposite into her umbrella!

then had a good sinful meal today with the girls today again!

yun and weishan were saying that farenheit sucks while flipping through the mag.
and i say, the rest suck except for wu-zun.
he's not a snob like the rest of his mates.

right right? *winks*

listened attentively and took down important notes/hints fr LPK for our EVM.
yes we gonna motivate each other to study roaring wife!
MISS Q.X you try go together with us tml okay!!
don't hide at home hor ! :D

lunch first before studying~
then me and ah ling wanna go FISH SPA after mugging tml !
and my haircut ! i badly need one !!
eh still thinking should i cut my fringe?

don't be late huh ~
remember late must treat drinks :X ~
i hope i'm not late tml :)

ATIQAH'S PINK VIEWTY PHONE IS DAMN PRETTAYE! ^-^

I WAS ALR TEMPTED LAST WEEK COS MANR TOLD ME THERE'S A PINK VERSION AND THE PINK IS VERY CHIO ! IT'S SO MUCH PRETTIER THAN THE ORIGINAL BLACK PIECE OKAY ! :D AND TODAY ATIQAH'S HOLDING THE PIECE, KEPT TEMPTING ME TO BUY AND SHE SAID WE CAN HAVE THE SAME PHONE ALR IF I BUY IT ASAP, AND SHE DONT MIND HAVING THE SAME PHONE WITH ME ! HAHAHA. BABY PINK OKAY !!! OHMY* ~ !!



and i love her so much okay cos she's one whom i can trust !!
she told me everytime she plays with me she just wanna make me happy fr her heart !
hahahaha ! :D


is the phone worth it ? o.O
i think i may "sa jiao" to daddy.
LOL. no la, i think get it using own money better.

need to think over it twice again.
cos this may comes with terms and conditions.
sigh~

gonna have a cold shower now to calm my nerves!
(:

discomfort and uncertainty sometimes,
i'm still blissed to have our paths being crossed.
i guess you just have to clear my doubts constantly .

i didn't know why it felt so right,
was it telepathy or six sense?
you seem to be able to read my mind.
you still made me smile and made my night.

i have got loads to mug on for.
wonder how am i gonna finish all of em?

i wanna be a superman like you! (:
(superwoman preferred)

missya!

late for class as usual today !
damn embarrassed in the morning to sch !
shan't elaborate on that.

while listening to LPK's hints of ques on our EVM exam,
while we went to BEBE's website cos huiling say she wanna buy a top for her sis.

i wanna get the flipflops can !
so chio *blingblings* ^-^





getting it directly fr the boutique website is much cheaper than SG retails
(after conversion + shipping) !
but i need to learn how to import, must have the time also :(

i saw someone organising it few weeks ago but i missed the spree ~
how sad :(

it's super tempting la !!
and i wanna buy a new adidas jacket ~
to add on to the 4th piece in my wardrobe :D

lunch at pizzahut.
6 of us had so much fun playing and eating,
while ugly yet classic snaps are taken by paparazzi YUN !
LOLS.



she ate up her plates today hor? :X
that is an inside joke.





2 pastas + 4 hawaiian pan pizza,
6glasses of coke, 6glasses of plainwater,
4sets of 4piece drumlets, garlic bread.


i ought to censored the faces with hearts else they'll really kill me !
who isnt inside below = who took all the pics :X










weishan is looking at tiffy stuffing her food inside her mouth !

the food is too much for us to take, and obviously we couldn't finish em~
roaring wife has the most leftovers, like always :X

weishan say: tiffany's plate is still full of FOOD.
hahaha.

adel was at the receptionist and she called me while i'm just opposite.
so i told her don't disturb me eating my yummy food~ :D
then Rei came out and waved ! haha.

back to school to attend tourism ~
someone had her finger kenna kiap by the door,
supposedly to be feeling very sorry for her but evil us laughed when ..

" you see you see ! this finger swollen liao ! "

another said : " all the fingers same shape ma .. "

lols ! so bad !!
i didnt mention names ah :X


our cup noodles last wk ~

bumped into wenlong and there he goes updating me with juicy stories
and those lil dirty secrets of his !

he has always trusted me to keep mum about stuffs he said,
well i did (:

then since he live nearby he walked me home to my lift and made one big long cut back his,
though i've alr told him there's not a need to since its broad daylight ~ lols

last week during OA lesson,
we were asked to draw this :


( pardon the ugly pic, what do you expect from "paint" ? )

so me and some other people had to sit back-faced the whiteboard while that woman drew this on the whiteboard, asking the ones sitting infront of us to describe verbally w/o using their hands to us and we drew em fr their descriptions on a piece of paper.

a test of how communication works.

so here comes the part of the FRIDGE.

V.V : " draw a rectangular.. a vertical one !! "

P.P : " okay okay.. " *drawing*

V.V: " draw a line in the middle of the rectangular .. "

P.P: " eh? O.o "

V.V : " haiya fridge fridge !! like your fridge ! "

so i think of my house fridge and drew a vertical line down :



which is she intended to ask me to draw another type :




V.V: " NONO !! HAHAHA where got fridge like that one, is like that !! "
*trying to draw in the air*

P.P : " my fridge is like that one ma !!! " *kelian face*
*doing the action of opening my fridge cos its vertically down * "

then that woman asked us what have we learn fr it,
we say " DIFFERENT BRANDS HAVE DIFFERENT DESIGNS OF FRIDGES.
OUR FRIDGES ARE DIFFERENT ! "

lols !




okay random.



this car's so cute !! haha :D !
like bumper car like that sia~

i had a shower of 90minutes just now.
gave my hair a relaxing spa my own way.
hahaha. shiokness ! ^-^

don't feel like studying tonight.
so vexed cos my eczema is acting up ):
and i'm so damn damn tired~

tml we may skip school since its all revision period now and the lecturers aint teaching at all and go bugis library to study? perhaps ba. still hafta wait for confirmation.

lights off.









i held my phone so tightly, i finally had the courage to text,
then i threw it aside cos it's really very disappointing.
realised, maybe it was right of me to stop thinking.

sometimes, i just cant find the right words.
and if i do, you will never want to know .

i'm very sorry that i can't be perfect,
it's my fault to be so unreasonable.
sigh~ sorry.