why won't you leave me alone and move on?



{random} i need a hair-trim , eyebrow shaping , and mani/pedicure .. {random}

TAG REPLIES :

APPLE : MEI ! sure (: hope you enjoy that day ! see you soon !

MINMIN : sry gal me wrking .. but i now know what happen ler ..
i get back to you to catch up asap kay ? *loves*

JOYCE : jie! haas . wrk :D miss ya !

LING : no lar ~ wrk ma .. nv MIA .. i miss you too ~ ):

MEIQI : nice to know you at wrk too ! *smiles*

JOY : JOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haas . i'm alright ^^
yes hope to see you when sch reopens too ! =D

CHIKIBU : my chikibuuuuuuuuuu ! hahahahas .
nv forget me right .. blogged ! :D

EUNICEY : my dear ~ wo ye hen xiang ni ah .. *smuacks!

PEARLYN : hello prettaye :D ~ sure ^^

YOURLOVE : give me some time . thanks ..

i'm drained and exhausted frm wrk , i dont know what i do everyday it feels like my very last ounce of energy is sucked thru my fingertips. We gey kiang lar , got easy job like stick stickers don't want do go do those packing things . hahaha . fast cash , hard earned seh . then wa raooo want faint sia the smell .. I swear tonight i don't wanna do those again ! LOL .

And thru wrk i saw the ugly side of ppl . Ppl ka jiaowei here and there , then bu shuang here and there . Stab here and there . Two-faced here and there . haas . well i chose to stay netrual w/o siding anyone . All thanks to many ppl who taught me that whatever this kinda stuffs happen , i've to protect myself first by bo-chuping.

Whatever it is , i'm glad that i've known new nicey friends like siew eng and some others. (: So surprised that so many ppl came frm clementi ite . haas . but nv see before ~ LOL have been eating VERY LIL nowadays . haas . i SHED POUNDS! YEAH ^^v a good way of dieting during wrk !~

i wonder .
what is a friend ?

Is someone whom you both were close to in the past, and due to different wrk and stuffs like that now you both hardly meet up , but he/she still bothers to ring you up or text you to see whether how are you doing , that is a friend ? (:

someone said this today .

There's no real friendship in this world .
Well what do you think ?
I think perhaps there is , maybe , probably ..

it doesnt need words to speak out actually.
actions do the words. i do believe in this.
actions tell EVERYTHING .





* postman knocks on my door and deliver MY SPREE ITEMS !!!! :DDDDD *


hafta sort them out later to see if anything is missed out -.-

by the way , noticed something with my links ?
i've self-made individual banners for each link , some more to be done ..
ppl pls send me ur pics[horizontally] so that i can made the blink banner ^^


shall have my beauty slp now (:

he's so near. yet so far.

been very very busy these few days !
no time to blog ! too tired alrdy ~ haas .

myyyyyyyyyyy TIANNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dark eye circles popping up !! ):

tata! blog when i'm free ~ :)

i'm not ready yet . sigh- When will i be ? I'm not sure . i can't hide my feelings anymore ~ You said you like me and you want me to believe you . i want to believe you but i always pretended you were joking. I wish i could tell you right into your face what my feelings were without sounding awkward . My mind dont go with my feelings, my head dont coordinate with my actions and my actions dont harmonize with my emotions. Not at all. i wish i was thinner and prettier , i don't have much confidence anymore . I think i better get my arse out of my hse asap , or i'll be thinking way too much .

alright!

ytd night went for wrk , i'm nearly late again!
and guess what , so qiao i saw yileen on the bus ! (:
hahaha she shouted my name whole bus ppl look at me X=
think its been quite some time i saw her .
miss her lehs . * then we snap snap some pic .
i think i look disastrous . hahahahaha .



was quite fun ytd during wrk .. haas . slack abit , do abit .. taoyan~ ADELYN says i don't want her , my heart follow SHARON go off ler :PP .. haas . then LIFANG and ZIYANG kept bicker sia ~ damn funny .. i go up blue and down to red cos where don't have ppl stand at zone i help stand ma :D .. haas . suddenly behind so many ppl check-in , then so late went off . inconsiderate ppl ~

den finishing time do bill until pekcek *!! cos those china guys bill in room , then alrdy told em i will come back collect frm them . but one of them gay-kiang go bill at cashier . nvm . they nv bring the bill thing along with them , cashier also just bill for em w/o the slip. Okay , aft that she DEMANDED for the bill slip asking us to go find . i went in room ask em where is it while looking ard the room , they say their friend went out and pass the cashier the slip alrdy . so i went out , told cashier what they say . the cashier was like in a harsh tone lar say they nv give her , so i REN !

i went in again ask em where is it , cashier say they nv give . then they INSISTED they gave . so bobian ? customer leh ? if they say they gave what can i do ? demanded for it meh ? somemore , the room is like so packed and they were dancing for goodness sake ~ all i can do is browse ard looking for it nia ~ so i went back and told her the guy say he gave her liao .. then cashier say ,


" YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I MEAN ANOT? " -EYESBIG-

wa ~ of cos i damn @$*^$*(@^$*@(@ liao lar ~
i just say back lar ..

-EYESBIG-

" I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN! BUT THEY INSISTED DON'T HAVE! "


then she say " ah nvm caiting you go follow .. " ~
in the end she went in to find,
the bill slip one of the china guys SAT on it !


BLOODEY HELL-


super spoil mood *
i contd finishing my bill ~ can't be bothered ..



CAPTION OF PHOTO- feel like punching . haas .


aft bill ~ go red cut so many rooms at a go till i was perspiring!
so chuan lar .. brain no oxygen sia ~ first time like that .
it's like , someone seems like slacking lar .. not only me agrees thats why .
we cut cut cut those big tiring + small rooms etc ~
she only "in-charge" of helping to put the cups all that into ferrari nia .
then walk walk ard , gt dirty room pretend nv see, walk away then wait for me to notice and cut the room .

wa raoo .. want faint sia ~
i think those ppl i nv met before lar so i'm not familiar with their "style"~








Mr Kah Wai , CongMing , Adelyn , Nelson , SueEe , Lifang , Jingyi
we stayed back in K1 to sing , the rest went home .
so shiok ! drink all that .. play pool etc .. YUM SENG !
hahas . then bad mood forget liao , gone liao ^^v
reminds me of last yr MS time ..
just cos i blogged then suddenly rmmbr what happened ..
sang till 7.30am . den me and lifang went back ler (:

and . despite my SOUL being so weared out alrdy ,
act-cute-spirit POSSESSED me .
let me show you how .






hahaha ! there're more , but ..
i'm afraid you ppl might slap me X=

so .. STOP!



think i'll be converting to full-timer ba for this hols .
if i've known i can convert , start of hols i should have done so .
sian lar . but nvm now still can eh den can acc KAIXIN:P haas . (:

i figured out all by myself how to make animation thru fotoshop !
hahahaha . i'm noob sia~ will try to learn more skills :DD
so fun lar playing ard with em ! ^^

got to go prepare for wrk alrdy . tata!

HAPPY 18TH BDAY TO MY BB JO LI SI HUI !! =D

remember what i smsed ya today ~
*winks* and we'll keep this gg for days , months , years and decades !! (;
(of cos not centuries cos we cant live that old X= )

you're one of my sweetest thing , love ya many many !
cos you are too many reasons for me to love ,
i don't need any reason (:

last long with ur hsuan (: . i'll be looking forward to your wedding , and i'll definitely be INVITED TO YOUR WEDDING EH ? if not . i'll burn down ur wedding place !! *smirks*



YOU are LOVE and YOU are LOVED :D




just a random post for today .





anyway , mahjong-ed ytd till early midnight on tues.
YONG , ENGCHIANG , KARHWEE , KUNTHAI , XINHUI(eh , alot of xinhuis oh) . at first i was losing , and xinhui's mom is great! she helped me play and cover back my loss + $2 winning ! hahahahahhaa . she kept hi-5ing with me when she won, one of those damn hyper moms i've seen . i think next time we shant play 20-40 alrdy , should play bigger 40-80 ~ then shiok and exciting ma ;P

now i'm craving for it again [: aft mahjong yong , kh and kt acc-ed me to my hse downstairs . so gentlemanly ah . haas . i insisted that i can go home myself ~ X.X today i'm so deprived of sleep, slept for 4hours only and i started watching the new tw drama 公主小妹 . youtube episode 1 nia . 2THUMBSUP ! ((: so princessy* ohmy . so waiting for more epis to come out asap ! =D


And I need to shop, like seriously seriously. i mean walking about in town etc though i know it gets bored sometimes as SG is way too limited .
Online shopping is fun , but still it lacks something , something that is missing as compared to gg real shopping with darlings. suddenly i realised i haven't been out and as in out shopping or walking aimlessly in town or something for a damn long time. This is getting unhealthy ):

i online-shopped the whole entire day on monday. Got what i wanted . was prettaye satisfied then , but my bank acct burnt a big hole ! That happens pretty much when you have a atm card/internet banking . IB is so convenient cos i can just transfer funds online that i kept transferring X= oppsey! *



greyblack checks dress .




"CAFE" maroon tee .


graphic wrdings tee .


chiffon lady top .


black vest .


jeans shorts .


offshoulder .



orange blouse .



silkscreen bubble dress .


purchased many many . some even for darlings and babes X= .
upload the rest of the other stuffs when i'm free =D


Oh ya ! remembered something . Remember that day when i was returning home aft sista's bday celeb ? I kept having the jap guy's head(in the movie) in my brain . So coincidentally my lift's lights became faulty , and they flickered and flickered when i'm inside . Sounds like a ghost movie eh ? Shivers went down my spine as its the wee hours alrdy and i started mumbering and imagining wildly. i was so afraid that when the lift door opens something will be outside ! Phew ! i dashed out of the lift and ..


RANN !!!!





i guessed i think too much . Bleahh xP i told ppl what happened when i'm the lift and they laughed at me and say i'm silly . :( boo!


i felt irritated when people ask me stupid and irritating questions just to have a chat with me on msn. Yes, i think i dont really like that person, so i told him he's not the one whom i'm interested in entertaining with , and i told him i HAVE TO delete him from my friends' list cos its occupying one useless space down there . Oppsey , i think i'm too straightforward . Rahh but serves him right , heard that he's a hongster cum flirt and whatever bad stuffs a guy has done to hurt a girl , will relate to his name. LOLS . Nowadays hongsters love to get close to me eh ? Rahh i think they found the wrong person , i'm not a naive XMM to mess with (:



tues night i slept at 4 in the morning . I stared at the ceiling . Different thoughts running through my mind . Think about it , will you rather be a guy's best friend forever or will you risk being his lover for once ? For me , i don't have the courage . Aww , because if the risk is taken you'll have to bear whatever consequences your choice leads to . i mean , maybe its the fear of lost ba , losing someone dear to you . cos eventually when lovers became friends(some don't even and thats prettaye sad) , they wouldn't be so close like they can share everything ; tgt like before anymore . A sad thing lar . So what if its you ? i seriously need advices now . Go ponder over it , and tell me on msn ^^






waking up today feeling worse than having a hangover . the only upside was that there was no puke . last night received a call and then went out to mit EILEEN , WENDY , RAYMOND , VINCENT , LIHENG . oh ya and also AHTAT awhile . was finding them cos i forgot 406 at where liao , then i called him ask him he say he nt with em .. but he with them lar . idiot . but he awhile hafta go home due to his probation .

chat , laughed and slacked and then headed over to V's house for drinking . i think i was drunk ? but better than previous time alrdy .. behind part was that eileen helping me to drink a few glasses . can't rmmbr what happened alrdy but i know when i returned home i just sat on my doorstep and mom opened the door and realised it when she's awake in the morning . i did a small lie , aww . i told her i forgot to bring my keys , cos i can't possibly tell her i go out to drink and get myself drunk back home ah ? i think wendy must be busy taking good care of us ..



giddy giddy now ..

ツ REPLIES :

LALA : damn all these beautiful girls , were only gunna do ya dirt
we'll have you suicidal, suicidal , when I say its over ..
haha . so long nv see you alrdy ! ):

KEL : haha . funny .

TINKLE : sure !! -missed . during your sch hols jio me out i wanna meet you girls too (=

QING : you ah . piak ni ah .. you also nv blog ! And where's ur hubby ? never go dating ah ? got time to view my blog and tag . hahahaha .

EUNICE : dear's my prettaye dear too ^^
YES i'm catching it now !! he jun xiang , sooooo yandao X=

MM : my MM ! where have you been my girl !? MIA ah! i miss bitching with you on the phone , you can't shake me off forever ! :P

VIVI : well , SOON ! ^^ hahahaha . i think prob during your sch hols ba .. you also busy girl one mah .. miss you~ *

EILEEN : i miss your complaints and etc too ! hahaha .
when's ur hols ? lets go shopping again ! (:

NICKI : my KK ! love ya too *smuacks* go out soon ! :D

[added]

while i was watching whywhylove ,
realised there's a BIGG moth in my room!
i ran for my life !! nearly burst out crying -.-
cos i'm super afraid of flying creatures/insects .
and worst its 3am and i don't want to wake my parents up .

in the end , i pick up my courage and go find a broom in the store ,
try to make it fly ~ in the end it flew out to the living room .
and i SHUT my door tight . phew* and i'm sweating like hell nw .
i settled it in 30min @.@ my struggle with a moth .

i swear it is the BIGGEST MOTH i've ever seen in my life .


[/added]

ツ REPLIES :

ღ MIN : biatch~ don't be upset!!
i'm jus a fone cor away . i'll be there *winks

ღ PEIPEI : ello! new friend!

ღ WEI : okie *smiles*

ღ PING : darling~ cos i nid to celeb bday tat day!
another day kay ? paiseh .

ღ TINKLE : hi tinkle! hw are u ? i'm fine . cya ard soon~

ღ LIN : okay okay blogged ler ! :D

ღ QISHAN : yes ? my 73!!

ღ EMA : NP ! small case ma (:

alright . i was plain lazy ytd . haha .

slept for 3hours+ only !! X.X
am on the phone now with WENDY , chat slack ..
ytd night had somesort of party thingy gg ard in JE .
cos its CONGMING's bday celebration .
there're alot of kbox ppl came while we're wrking ..

was surprised to see GUOWEN ! haha .
because i didn't see him for so long alrdy ~
well he's still the same , and disiao me . LOLS . and i think he sehseh liao ~
ADE came too , but she left earlier cos she's got wrk the following morning.
and ytd's wrk is damn SIAN . i'm at blue , and there has got so lil rooms .
ytd's sales also not good ba , cos i like running about busying .

hahahahahhaa . then had great laughs down there cos of JACK .
he kept disturbing NELSON say he's niangniang boy or what one .
wa can't stand sia hahas . guy touch guy .. hankypanky ~ LOLS .
then i say ltr i tell adeline .. hahaha .

nth to do , me and jack taking pics .
but cos the lighting there not good so wanna ltr take one .
in the end he was like sehseh liao aft the drinking and he went back early .

during wrk halfway i was quite mad . i mean in terms of angry .
i don't know why i just can't stand ppl who bullies ,
who shouts at another angrily cos of a teenyweeny thingy
and the next moment laughs with other ppl ..
i wanted to directly say liao , but then think about it .
suan le lar , better don't get into any troubles this year .
No fret , i'm not the victim lar (:

so aft our wrk we went to other rooms ..
sing sing . LIFANG suggested gg other room sing .
so we both go and singsingsing . hahas .



then midway SHARON came and sing S.H.E songs with me :D
soooo nice singing with her ~ too bad she's leaving . aww =/
missssssssssssssssssssss her lar . finally pic-ed with her :D



left at 7.30am . wows .
i sang till no voice alrdy . so damn tiring .
waited for the bus , 176 came liao . but i didn't board .
AND I CABBED HOME just cos i'm too tired .
and its the peak hour . so extra buckaroos paid =.="






OKAY , back to WENDY's bday !


14.September.2oo7



got myself prepared and met wendy and eileen ng at my hse nearby ..
i think its been quite long i last seen her lar (:
Candy Empire-d as usual , got what i wanted . happy .
coincidentally met dao the two lovebirds . hahahahas .
my lover ! how come she is having an affair behind me !! @.@
LOL . VIVIEN and CHEEYONG ! idiot CY still want act don't know us .
disturb disturb awhile we went diff ways ..



and went up fountain there to take pics .
guess who we met ? SHIHUI and FARUQ her guy .



chitchat awhile , with the catching up ..
realised wendy needs to rush home for her dinner celebration .
acc-ed her to taxi stand , then we walked back .







PET SAFARI , the dogs are sooooooo keai
but i can't get them ! cos mum don't allow X.X
i'm sure when i'm married i sure will get one for myself .
a small one (:

there's a shop , selling many cartoonic stuffs and things related .
saw many many MARIOS and mushrooms .
whenever i see i'll thought of my son . hahahahhaa .
cos he everytime kept niam mushroom to me . LOL .
so i got him a small mario . there's a LARGE one down there -.-





wa raooooooooooooo .
actually wanna get that soft toy .
BUT its the last piece and its abit torn at its legs !
so damn cute lar ~ its like jumping one lor .
FORGET IT .



then slacked outside with sh joining us .
wanna slim damn badly cann!! ? hahas .
time to meet them up at town , and saw ISKANDA !
hugged him* hahas . he was smoking down there ,
coincidentally his friend beside is our senior in WS .





so me and eileen drop off at dhobygaut , pretzel-ed and walked to cine .
then saw familiar faces at heeren . aft that meet up C.P.W .
slacked awhile wendy reached liao .. got her a surprise .
a prettaye cookie heartie + small cookies ..







looks super yummy* she kept emphasizing that she's v. gandong .
slacked at LJS awhile , peiwei's friend joined us .
he looks so emo-ish hahahahaha they kept jkingly disiao-ing him .
his IC really doesn't look like the way he's now .
should have took his pic down hahahahhaa .

caught ROUGE ASSASIN . lol ~
rao one big circle they still chose the rouge assasin in the end .

saw pw's ex . she looks cute , like tweetybird .
then they go find their friends to smoke first ,
acc-ed eileen to taxi stand and we walked back .
cine loads of ppl , saw friends' friends but i nv bother to say hi X=
realised its been very long i last hang out late over there .

and all the dressing is the same lar . i think its SO NOT unique .
i mean , need not that unique lar but at least you're not wearing the same as others .
it's just BLINDLY following the trend . -yikes



both of our hps went DEAD . shucks*
and we were like separated from em lar , go downstairs find em .
they alrdy went up , luckily we met them "coincidentally" outside the washroom .
that's so lucky of us , cos we don't even know which theatre as the tix were with em .

the movie alrdy started a lil , ppl killed .
we're laughing =.=" LOL the way they died .
actually i thought it was boring , sista dozing off .
i contd watching and realised its quite thrilling .
but its damn disgusting lar cos normally kill ppl just kill ma ,
still show us how he stabbed through the FLESH all that ..
yikes. no wonder M18 show . anyway quite nice lar hahahaha .

cabbed home . so tired ..
aft that then knew what happened and why his ex was over there .
and we both didn't know that they, cos of him
go and buy the same movie as us[last min] , sitting infront of us ! ohmy *
haiyo girl , why bother to rekindle love that's not existing there anymore ?

and for guys .. they really don't know how to reject .
that's something they should change ,
or they're just giving females false hopes .

*shakeshead*




sister said that she's very touched for the
2376284963894623894 umpteen times ! :D hahahahas .
hope she enjoy her bday ah ^^


damn this world has so many eileen[s] ! :D
LOL . thru MIN , a new friend : EILEEN LOW TING TING
*WAVES* she's a nice girl (:


HEH i miss EILEEN GOH XIN HUI X=
i think all she does is just go shopping with me that's ALL .




i'm getting a corset top for myself :D
sooooooooooooooo prettaye (:



* i slept halfway , leaving this left down here ,
and now its 9.45pm alrdy *


i bet i can't slp ltr , too much slp today !
contd watching awhile and we planned to be on the fone till morning (:



还好变成了知已 起码随时看到你
哭泣或欢天喜地 可以陪你 .

PMM . WENDY PIONG MIAOMIAO ;)


HAPPY 18TH TO DEAREST SISTER OF MINE !


my com's having a problem with logging into blogger @.@
so i hafta use my bro's com to blog . aww .

its in the wee hours now ..
just finished bathing , removing my makeup and stuffs .
i'm so lerthagic to contd blogging, unexpectedly met so many ppl today !
shall blog details when i wake up later (:


I ENJOYED MYSELF TODAY :D ~


*off to dreamland zzz ~

*SCREAMS* !!!!!!!!!!!

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!
- but i heard more to come next sem ! :(

*SCREAMS* !!!!!!!!!!!






went over clementi central for last min studying .
i didn't manage to coax myself to study last night :(
i forgotten everything ! i panicked*
and thanks to wendy , my memory came back .
last min revision for me :D
smuacks* sis .
and off i went to buy a calculator just for the exam .
because i'm so absent-minded that i forgot that AFD needs a calculator .
whatever~ got a hellokitty one -.- hahahaha .

it's cute lar but the keys are hard, had a hard time pressing~
worst still , when i first operated it , music came out =.="
duhh was so worried it will happen during the exam .
and that will be DAMN PAISEH . luckily it didnt .

i think i can get a pass lar but i hope at least can get a B ?
i know i made mistakes inside , but i've gt no time to amend ..
initially i dilly dally-ing did my Q1 and Q2 ,
den realised that left less than 1hour to do Q3 and Q4 ~ =.="
so in the end behind everything so luan lar ~ aww .
how dumb can i get when i start to panick ..

forget it .

we gonna wrk wrk wrk ~ :)
and then earn quick cash for materialistic stuffs :D .
how enjoying life is , earn hard and spent hard ! X=
*busy raking my brain for innovative bday prezzies!

darling was like telling me i've a secret admirer for 5months alrdy!
LOLS ! how come i didn't notice that he's carrying a torch for me ? =.=
and despite darling having the biggest mouth in the world perhaps ,
she kept it so so well !

but its very eerie lar , cos you didn't realise somebody is noticing you .
haha and she kept singing praises of him lar , which is like so obvious ..
he's a nice chap though .. *smiles*

whatever it is ,
for 爱情 , 就让它顺其自然吧 ! =D



last day of 7th month is yesterday ?
wa raoo . the getai near my hse there has DAMN LOADS of ppl lar~
flooded like ants can ?

i'm in happy mood every now and then these days .
that's why i bother to blog frequently !
* so in lovee with this song in my blog. (:


life's great . at least for NOW :D





before i forget ,


HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to my baobei SHUYI !!!


another crazy hellokitty fan ~ hahahas .
wish that you become as pretty as you're now , or even prettier ~
been days we last met up , i miss you tons !

*loves*



Holiday's in, school's out. !! ^^v

- no more pics taken in sch till sch reopens ~
overwhelmed by happiness & jumping up and down my bed . .
- this explains this song in my blog ! :D