i was early ytd ! hiakhiak~ very NANDE you know :X
so proud of myself ~ VEGETARIAN BEEHOON to school !
LPK allow us to leave for 20mins to have our BREAKFAST! :D

had our food at the open area benches there.
hiakhiak~ first time having food in that place .
romantic romantic :P

then during lunch break was funny .
OLI wrote CHINESE WORDS on the board .
and it's sooooooooooo freaking LOUSY !!! :X
-booo .

all our names he wrote down in chinese , and they're WRONG !
except for the surnames .. haha~ and we laughed.

POM proposal 2 presentation .
Finally over ~ had to contd our proposal 3 now -.-"
it's like , non-stopping la ~ but soon it'll be over.




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i missed school today !

ohmy~ was on the phone till the wee hours and then BOO! i woke up at 1pm !! okay forget it , since NO ETP today . i don't wanna go school and attend 1 hour of school and back home . i'm pretty worried for my attendance alr ):

then!

i stayed at home infront of the teevee , watching 3 hongkong movies in my SCV channel consecutively at a go . the only bad thing is that whenever i watch something i've to munch on something , which greatly relates to excessive weight gain !

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Oh please. i don't even know how to start on it how do you expect me to do all by myself for the PIE project ? i don't even know what DOROTHY wants us to do and how do i know what she expects us to do???! having to do for the sake of doing ? then what do i type ??? anything that goes through my mind ?? CRAZY .

do you do something without knowing what to start on ?
how to start ? Teach me then.

and "YOU" say the thing is with me? don't anyhow exclaim that the project stuff is with me when i did not even touch it whatsoever !!


for goodness sake! i'm so damn angry !!!!!!


I DON'T EVEN HAVE A THUMBDRIVE COS IT'S LOST
SINCE 2 SEMESTERS AGO ALR !


HOW COULD I POSSIBLY


HAVE

THE

FILE

WITH

ME ??





so funny .


Totally spoils my good day .



RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .
i need some cooling ice right now .

Yesterday and today were LOVE (:

Furthermore , relieving stress which has caused me insomnia for the weekends.

mon i was late for sch , thus my presentation was postponed to today !
POM exam was quite tricky , much more diff than the 1st paper .
should have taken 1st paper instead . haiyo . nvm ~
before that acc OLI and CY over to clementi for pizza hut .
i only had the cris-cross fries . quite yummy ~
then Jackson saw me and he couldn't recognise me ? haha .



aft school 106-ed over to westmall to meet up vic liao .
then trained over to boonlay to wait for manr.



we acc-ed her to have her dinner at swensens .
they kept disturbing me about "FAKE HAIR" !! LOL!
then movie at 6.45pm . till 9plus i think .
we're litterbugs ! haha . sweet wrappers all over the floor :X



then walked ard the P.M there and kena psycho-ed to go kbox .
so train-ed over JurongEast . then sang till last train .
bloodeyhell fun !! haha . vic's KEY FREAK !!! hahahaha .



reached home at nearly 1am i guess .
then was in conference with ahtat and zisiang haopengyou .
it's been long since we last conf .. and the past was indeed memorable (:
till 3am+ i guess , and we're all dead .

and i was late for today too !!
You can't blame me , i seriously slept like a ... .... ..


PIG .


and PIGS are intelligent animals :D


Okay i've gone out of point .





The main thing is ..



I'VE FINALLY COMPLETED

MY PRESENTATION !!!


i was trembling in fear , but then i managed to remain calm and finish it . it wasn't an easy task too , when the whole class is like looking at ME , MYSELF and I!! showed a video which OLI sent me last night about the cat being cruelly tortured . blood gushing out when the korean lady who was wearing heels used the heel part and stump on the cat's eyes .. and the whole class was like .. " ewwwwwwwk !!! " and some even cried ! don't cry don't cry ~ this is to warn us on how inhumane some people in our society are ~


after sch was BUGIS with girlies ^^v ~ weishan and huanyun went home, leaving us 5 to shop~ then 5of us at least bought stuffs :D





Shop shop shop !! RELEASE STRESS !!

before that , lunched at MAC . fries are lovee :D





and i got a Purple HOBO-INSPIRED big wordings tee . which wrote , " don't lose your senses" and it's big ! LOLS !! i bought it in an impulse i guess , but it's very pretty !! and a babypink cardi , which i hadn't had any pinky clothes for a very long time alr :X . had such a hard time deciding pink or yellow though .. BB had a hard time choosing WHITE or BLACK necklace ! haha and the necklace is very pretty :D then the rest bought loads of stuffs too ^^ the dresses they bought are GORGEOUS (:







ohya! and pretty earstuds too ! ;)


we almost died . Okay i'm exaggerating :X
i mean , we almost fainted . haha .
cos it's soooo stuffy and hot down there ,
ya right you know how bugis is like .
so many ppl(even in the weekdays)
and loud bombom music in many shops .
bright lights and diff clothes . making me blurr ~

Exhaustion due to shopping :P
and a cup of lychee drink perked me up !

it's quite late alr , so we bus-ed over to MS .
i'm the "tour guide" ! -proud- MS was my territory a year ago :PP

then we took 960 while BB waited for her 106 .

CRAZY GIRLS !!!!!!

all the way from MS to Panjang .
sucha long journey cos there was a big JAM .
camwhored and laughed out loud like nobody's business
hahaha . ~

and vivi's "fish no blood" theory ~
her vivienism ~ !! hoho!



and i just reached home . my shorts parcel reached alr !! :D
and it fits totally well !! the material is soooo nice too and it's in RED !!

which means i can have something red for CNY alr :P



i need to wake up early tml as i promised not to be late ! :D
and ZAI BEEHOON !! hiakhiakhiak !!

i had such a good time today and ytd . ^^
and my eyes are getting much heavier right now.
hugs and kisses*

ytd work was quite .. enjoyable ? haha .. cos alot of ppl entertaining me ..
played with me all that , go work machiam having fun ~ ^^
but then i got pissed off la for a moment~
shan't talk about it alr since it's over ~ (:
i don't like ppl to doubt my ability .. but maybe its a misunderstanding ~

my adelyn LG ask me to acc her to night . so ..
this coming wk i'll be working fri and sat night !!
wo xia lai pei ni le .. Gan dong ba ? haha .
so long ever since i last work night .

decided alr , i'm not turning into vegetarian ,
but i shall mass cut down on meat .
like maybe sometimes mum cooks something with a lil meat inside , i'll eat ~
but if it's those whole piece chicken for e.g , NO WAY !!

ytd aft work acc-ed jas down to diao the dragon toy ..
for sophia and ee ee ~ :) curry for dinner .
i saw the picture of the drumstick in the curry ,
on 2nd thoughts i changed curry chicken to curry vegetables + bread .


animal cruelty cruelty !! ):


LOLS .







then the usual girl talks ~ ..




reached home and mum went shopping ytd ,
she got a set of ZA products for me as well !


9 items in total !







Essential liquid wash , Wonder shaper for body shaping ,
True white lotion , Deep cleansing oil , Energy water ,
Futuredefense cleansing foam , T-Zone mask ,
Cleansemax , Sunscreen PowerMax ..

looking at the prices in total , it's $150+ worth of products!!
You tell me , how can i not LOVE her ?


-grinning from ear to ear :D


Okay , i can advertise for ZA alr :PP ~
gonna try out their products , if it's good i'll contd to support (:
If ain't good , i'll throw them all away !
Nah , just kidding X= ~

not only when she buys stuffs for me , then i love her ,
but i ALWAYS love her (: just that i don't express it well .
Well , diff ppl have diff ways of expressing love isn't it ? (:

she always remembers what i've said before ,
cos' few days back i was pestering Dad that
i wanted those ZA products for skin care !
and he said if i were to do well for POM he'll sponsor !

and tadaaaa ~
i got the products alr ! hiakhiakhiak *
nevertheless i'll still do my very best for the exam ,
i don't wanna disappoint em (=

Tsk tsk.






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My wenrou sweetheart gave me a sudden call ytd night . The moment she spoke, i knew something was wrong, she obviously just cried . when i said hello, her voice cracked . I was so stunned, i froze for a moment. it's many months back the last time i talked to her , and she told me that the first person that came to her mind was me , and to call me. i listened and tried consoling her , but i really don't know how to console ppl . so i gave her ample time to cry , till she calmed down and told me what happened .

previously i have alr heard many girlies of mine , crazy/crying over their "beloved" bfs and stuffs . break-ups and etc . and some ppl are really BASTARDS . if you don't love her , why be with her in the first place ? did you think and ponder over carefully whether the road with her will be long before making any moves/decisions ? having a gf/bf for the sake of having one ? so when you found another you threw her away , oh please . i've enough of those craps .

i told sweetheart , she shouldn't cry for someone not worth her tears , her tears are meant for better and happier stuffs . there isn't only 1 tree ard , moreover she's pretty enough to get a handful of guys wrapped ard her fingers ! and the guy whom i also knew , even wanna try to flirt with me before but in the end i had him look like a fool ! :D i've alr told sweetheart what kind of bf is he etc etc yet she still can't bear to put this r/s down . i can't do anything to force her either , but i can only make sure that when she falls , she don't fall too badly , or when she falls , i'll be able to catch her (:


YOU'll be just all fine (:
I know.




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A January with the sweet - sour - salty .
Feb will be better i suppose ! :D


still have not revise my Marketing ~ hais . how to do well tml den ?
i really wanna score well cos i love this subject and mr sunny chow !!
i hope it'll really be easy !! ):


Stress level : 8563984028364

better start cont'd-ing my oral presentation stuff ltr on ~
and tml might most probably be on a date with GF MANR ~
she dated me on a MOVIEEEEEEEEEEEE ~ :DDDDD
gonna rmmbr to bring her prezzie along . must rmmbr !

TEEHEE ! i'm back again ! :D

this time round , happy me again !! ^^

Emo-ness happens once in awhile can ?
so pardon me la ! haha ~ :D

i've alr done like .. 90% of my Oral Presentation .
only left some touch-up and the animation and stuffs !!
just finished nia ~ and it's 3am soon !!!

it's gonna be interesting !

ANIMAL CRUELTY !

lots of pictures on abuse and stuffs like that !!
sigh ~ i felt like crying for them ..
and i even thought of giving up meat you know .

i'm considering .. (:
perhaps .. maybe .. probably ..
but i'm a procrastinator !!! =(

you gonna start thinking whether to cut down on meat ,
after my presentation . FOR SURE!!!!!!!!!
those killings .. brutally .. torture and torment ..
sigh *

aye i did alot of research + i just started it just ytd(fri) only !
thurs night was searching for pics nia . haven't even started ~
and then slept at 4am !! cos i online shopped for 2hours !!
bought all i wanted ! guess i'll hafta wait till CNY's over to get those lovelies ba ..

post pics another day then ! way too lazy :PP

anyway , i did attend school on time !!
watched NU REN WO ZUI DA on SCV till i went Zzzzz ..
the laoshi's teaching about how to apply mascara beautifully !

spent the whole night from 7pm till now !
of cos , teevee break at 9 just now and i almost forgot to have my dinner!

OHMYTIAN ~


tml's work again ! but it's at 2pm ! so i can slp more :D
but but .. vic tempted me to go shopping you know !!
wo de ma ya .. soo tempting can !! work or play ? work or play ? *frowns
my laogong ade went night shift liao . PAO QI wo ..
how can ..

i think i'm going to get the ZA's products tml before wrk !
i wanna take care of my good face now X: . in case i regret!!

IT'S GF MANRONG's 19th BDAY TODAY !!

sad to know that her bbq's cancelled .
But whatever it is , we'll have another celebration for her.
No matter what happens :D be it belated or what .

AND I MISS HER ):



ohya ! o lvls results released on thurs ~
and girlies came calling me aftermath :D
some got good grades ! ^^ i'm v happy for em !!
for the rest of you who were very disappointed with the grades,

cheerup kay ? (:

where there's a will , there's a way ~


Ohya ! If my presentation is interesting , CLAP for me ! :D
i've stage fright though ):


STAY TUNE !



- i saw a flying cockroach on my way to the living room!!


Darling QI , SMUACKS*!

I wanted to type something into this blank space, but somehow my thoughts got jumbled up and I tripped, head over heels.

Some things are certainly better left unsaid. I've so many thoughts bottled up in that space of mine up there that I sometimes try to forget they even exist. I try to trust; to understand; to think positive; but most of the time I find myself tripping each time I try to focus too much attention on doing so. I'm not PMS-ing; oh no I'm not, that I'm positively sure. It's just the insecurities; the negligence; the lack of the little things that mattered so much; that empty feeling inside. It's just the emotional loneliness I see charging straight at me with full force.

Yet once again,
they say some things are still better left unsaid;
how very true.



i hate it when things dont turn out the way it should be.
actually nothing happened, but why do i feel this way ?
often , i'll comfort myself , telling myself that everything'll be fine .
everything will definitely be FINE . someone , please tell me that .
Things are always measured black and white, grey will never be an option.
I need some comforting. oh so badly. ~

but sometimes , you can't control .
it's suffocating, i need to breathe.
a line to the throat, ready to snap.

Things for me has been ups and downs. i remembered i was blogging happily true-heartedly a wk back , and now i'm emo-ing right here . Good things don't last , and they even went away so fast ! Smiling in a way with sadness, pain and trouble hidden within. I'm beginning to realise that im now starting to go through all tough rocky path, i have to depend on myself, manage my own feelings and also to plan the future i want. Whenever "future" this word comes across my mind, its a total blank. I would remind myself once and again, "CAN YOU PLEASE WAKEUP! , it isnt your playland anymore!" I have to face the society alone, with all kinds of people around me which i had to adapt. Life isnt that easy for me anymore, not at all. I'm a "whatever" person, which now i tend to go to a no choice situation but to choose what i really want.


ETP project kills me ,
Oral presentation kills me ,
Marketing CA exam kills me .


i'm stressing alot cos i don't even have enough time to finish ~
moreover , the oral presentation's topic i haven't even decided on any!
when i'm on the transport back home , i was thinking and thinking ..
what are my future plans ? what am i suppose to go for ?
actually i do have plans , but the plans seem to be drifting away from me .
further and further ..

lets put studies aside.
i don't know which word can i use to describe myself now .

SIAN.

Perhaps I need to shop, like seriously , seriously.
it's been quite some time i really shopped like i've a deep pocket.
shopping kills emo-ness .

once again, snap back to reality.
time to contd the ETP ppt .
i'll stop ranting and get started ...

so pissed off on the way back home today due to grp project.
my face was totally black - till ppl do not dare to sit beside me .
i think .

i had so much wanted to quit on the spot .
i blogged in a fit of anger when i reached home .
in the end i was calmed aft 30mins .
and i deleted it .

we sorted it out alr .







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our titbits during lunch break !




ALL MINE ??? :X
woooooo ~ okay my hair sucks here .




in the end i had a bad ache at home .
AWW ):


so many stuffs cropped up nowadays .
i think i need to trim my eyebrows alr~
bad luck coming now and then * X:

i want my shu uemura's glue !!


my energy level is running low .

sun aft work was Delifrance with Elissa and Jas . aft that we 3 headed up for some singing , Elissa left , Evan came . then talked to me abt loads of stuffs . this Sha gua ah, he's totally not worth it~ in the end Jas went back first , so both of us sang till we're tired . teevee suddenly gt prob for the Mtv , then we switch channel, watched Chn U ~ till she Zzzz . and aft i finished watching till 2am and i off the teevee, lights and Zzzz too ~ :D

initially i was feeling very angry , in the end aft the apology was made to me , i became soften alr ~ hahas . i'll forget it~ (:


make up ~ no photoshop edits at all! :D

i didn't get any slp at all when i went home , cos mon we having a makeup lesson . eventually i reached sch at 9am sharp cos wendy told me that 9 start . in the end it was actually 10am ! i wasted an hour in sch , so damn sian and hoping the rest can faster reach sch ah~ X.X then 10.30 like that our lesson start . one of the makeup artist is very pretty ! but she's quite dao ah~ another two females are great ! very friendly and nicey :DD .




firstly teach us abt our skin , diff ppl diff types and category . then abt skin care stuffs . we did hands-on on ZA's skincare products . they taught us step by step in the correct way. woooo the moisturizer is sooo damn cooling ~ aft that concealer , foundation , eyeshadows , lipgloss , curling of lashes , and mascara~ the lady helped us do one side and we do another side of our face . they're really good :D and while we're chossing our eyeshadows , the lady recommend me green~ it's kinda of a light green which is quite pretty but i didn't try green before ? so i was like saying , HUH ....... er....... the she persuaded me saying its very nice ~ okay so i tried . haha .. BB also get green :D






then finished the makeup class alr went back own lessons . sunny chow allow us to go take a bite ^^ ~ so we went downstairs .. and everyone was like , giving a woo-wow-wah expression on their face in the canteen ~ haha . aft POM , decided to skip ETP under influence of BB and huiling :PPP ~ hahaha . i easily get seahh-ed ~ went town with em instead as i wanna get my shu uemura's fake lashes glue ~ acc-ed em to cine to get their couple tees first , so cute ~ and then walked ard .. HL hafta go back home to bake muffins for today's oral presentation alr so left me and BB walk ard~ Taka to get the glue , was disappointed cos it was out of stock ! ): aww -frowns .



decided to take a bite . recommended BB the cream puffs from BEARD PAPA ~ hee hee . slurps * then went back home alr ~ i met so many idiots in the bus , thinking as if it's their own bus that they owned . WTH . that's why i hate taking public transports .. soooo inconsiderate .

uploaded many many pics of the day till i Zzzz ...





and today ! i woke up late ! reached sch during lunch break time at 12 . BCM huiling had her oral presention infront of the whole class . the muffins she made is superbly yummy lor!!!! soooo soft and nicey :D aww i still have not thought of any topic to say abt for my presentation eh . How ? How ? and defu's presentation is soooooo funny !! haha .. i better think properly ~ but i'm SCARED!!

went to look for darling Anqi aft sch and i bought loads of stuffs with her !! ^^ H.K lil lil stuffs like stick-ons and charmmy kitty too ~ and a nail art pen , fake lashes , eyebrow trimmer and template, bday card and 2 face masks + 1 box for gf's bday ~ gonna think hard how i'm gonna write in the card ..


i'm feeling soooooooooo tired . -yawns

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these pics are taken today ! played with friend's hp camera and i love the pixels ~ hahaha it's like magnifying my face(hey i don't have pores :P) !! 4megapixel !! i even smile with my teeth for camwhoring[those who knows me real well know i don't smile with my teeth cos my teeth is FREAKING small!!] ~ !

and i'm happy cos my face is in a good shape nowadays, with no small thing(not pimple) popping out due to dust(sometimes all of a sudden once in a while :X )~ ^^

People , JEALOUS BA ? Bleah :P

after work today was havoc-ic . cos shoutings and screamings over the whole outlet . in the end managed to have things calmed down . felt a lil painful for baobei cos of the slap , hais . but but , haiya also don't know how to say ~

anywayi told jas that don't poke our noses into their matters so much , just let em settle themselves cos it'll be better . more ppl = more problems . besides , 解铃还需系铃人 ~

and i'm pissed off with someone who didn't love my Q.A.D well ~ he's such a bastard . dare to say don't dare to admit . @.@ sooo desperate to get gfs .. then in the end ? break up when they're only tgt for ? 2-3 wks ? or worst still for my QAD it's only a wk+ ?? he treat this as a game wow . dumb . ~ it's like reminding me of secondary school kiddy stuffs . Laughs- he thinks he's that handsome to be a playboy/casonova in kbox , w/o knowing that ppl're alr gossiping harshly behind his back .. whatever ~ luckily i'm just a part-timer . ~

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wanted to post this few days back but i forgot .


The Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person. Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round-faced Taurean women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line.

She is a constantly changing person. If she is upset, she will not show it and will
keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them very well. If she gets
really mad at you, you will suddenly become a total and complete stranger to her.

She is a patient person, but always needs new excitement. She hates long talks
and meetings, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today,
and the next day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has
patience with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there.
She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit.

Money is not the most important factor in life for Taurus woman. She thinks of
money as an instrument for assurance of a good living. She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance, then you are dating the wrong girl. You can not tell her to stay at home; she likes to work and prefers not work at home.

She always stands out in the crowd for something she believes in and dares to do. You could see her dressed like a poor farmer dining in the fancy restaurant, or dressed like a nun at a cocktail party.

She loves animals and likes to be surrounded by animals. Love is in her head, but Freedom is in her soul. She has her own ideas about love and is afraid to show her true feelings for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing when she is in love, or expressing herself well. But if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women.

She will be honest to the one she loves, but at the same time seem distant. You will have a good relationship with her if you allow her freedom. Do not force her to be with you in doing things she hates, but let her go out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than other girls, and she thinks the difference is one of her unique qualities. She is a public figure but belongs to no one.

She will not stay with you if she thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but it is better not to compete with her. Love her without limiting her freedom. Suffocation would only make her slip out of your hands faster. However she likes to possess. You must be exclusively hers or she will make you decide between two. Be very sure you mean something to her for it is hard to tell if she is interested in you or she is just showing empathy. She treats almost everyone equally well.

If you are a politician who is looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart and she can get along socially with any type of crowds. She is seldom the jealous type as she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life. If in any case she seems to be, she is merely insecure. Just assure her and everything will be fine. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else.

If you keep a distance from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more, unlike most who would just allow the distance to carry them farther apart from each other. However even when she is dating you, she might also be fond of someone else if you do not have something she is looking for. But she will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you lose face. She is the type who will just tell it straight to your face that "We're better off breaking up".

She always remembers her first love. The Taurean woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people look at or think of her; but that everything should be done for "Happiness". She has lots of friends and is sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before taking action. If she thinks of something, she will go ahead and do it.

She has many men wanting her, for her constant changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old mate today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else.

She likes to learn about your dreams and your thought. She has fun teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it. She hates to owe people money and takes promises seriously. If you promised to pay her back, you'd better pay up.

If you want to make it with Taurean women, then do not be jealous or possessive, do not be narrow minded, do not criticize about nonsense or small and insignificant matters. Try to like her friends and let her have her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you.



ahh hah . that's me ?
i think 90% of it is pretty true !! especially the r/s part .
ohmytian* i really need lots of freedoom can !



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and *SOMEONE* pissed me off ytd cos he was very sensitive towards stuffs e.g me talking to other guys(just merely talking during a mahjong game) . if not ? i have to become a mute ? i think i went a lil overboard by just shooting him back with loads of smses bombarding him but i just wanna let him know that , that's just me . he can't change the way i am . and all of his "sacrificing" for me which may appear to others(maybe?) that he's great but all i felt was , he only thinks of himself and not me. and he always assume things , assume this and that . whatever happened like in the cab when he was asking me what's my answ and i told him i don't wish to talk abt it right now . there he goes , telling ppl that i rejected him and he's very upset. assume assume assume ! if he's not gonna change , i'll totally ignore him seriously .

it's for his own good , i don't want both parties to suffer ..
i get hurt when i hurt somebody ..

i have my OWN FREEDOOM !

尽管自己多爱一个人，也不能阻碍她自由飞翔的权利 .

freedoom is my MAIN point in my life , he's so unlucky that he stepped my tail . i'm annoyed , pissed , fedup by his behaviour . i wanna SCREAMMMMMM !!!!!! Seriously, I just don't get it. everything is just so fed up straight from the heart .

perhaps .. i'll forget what happen few days ltr then .. just don't remind me ~

Okay , enough of unpleasant ppl who spoilt my day .


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ytd was bowling , sch booked the whole bowling place for us . we were like .. Noobs!! hahahaha .. but some of em really played well ^^ ~ and i managed to get 1 strike ~ hohoho ~ but the bowling ball into the drain , many times!! i missed those sec1 bowling days!!



then aft that intended to go interview for the airport part time job with girlies , in the end i can't stand the hot weather and i backed out last min , going back home first ~ lols . and nice bath i had , soooooooooooo cooling ! haha!














heart is me . Lol .

i'm sleepy alr~ wrk on sun and tml ping's last day !
i'll miss her badly !!! ):

ytd was sch as usual , lunch was LJS at imm with jo , tiff , vivi , ws , hling , h.yun ~my class's girlies .. bought a similar cosmetic bag tgt with baobao~ so pinky can ! :D i'm loving it ~ and it's really big enough to store all my cosmetics can ! wahahaha finally i found it . ^^



then at night was mahjong till 3am + . cabbed over to JE to wait for jas to finish work , then i had to put up a show to help nic as his ex with his friend came to find him . his friend intro-ed us and i just merely say a hi , and i turn away with a not so good facial expression ! Lol i'm so bad ! X= mashmallow-ed :D and cabbed over to ivan's place . then played with one of his friends too . and i kept bickering and making them laugh . hahaha . and i won $34 as we play 20-40cents . :D anyway , i felt a lil bad cos i rejected someone right on the spot face to face ytd night . aww and jas came telling me he told her ~ =.="



cabbed home cos his friend was abt to fall asleep . nic went home first and didn't come back at all ! so we left ~

ohya! bday cakes for last wk ~
i took the pics myself ! no edits! nice ? :D






amos acting like a corpse . -.-"

and today i'm late for sch as usual . sighs* i broke my promise . reached sch when lunch break's gonna end . aft the bag searching all that , finished lesson and bus over with weishan and huiling to take 184 home .

anyway today wasn't a good day , cos my dear friend CY lost his hp . i bet some idiots got it and ran away scotfree !! bloodey hell ! * i'm damn angry la ~ if it's our classmates , i'll sure flare up and hand him/her to the police right away. it's not even right to steal/take illegally of other ppl's stuffs(esp hps and wallets) , some more its your own classmate !! i know his feeling right now cos i've got my cardigan stolen before few mths back and though its just a cardi , it's my property ! that time i was damn upset can !!!! moreover its a HP now . ~ it's depressing , i hope cy gets over it ~ he's alr so ): before that .. hais .










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life's been great recently. at least i feel contented and am enjoying what i'm doing for now (: i need not do things i don't wish to do , or hang out with whoever i don't wish to deep inside my heart .



So many thoughts clouded my mind for the past few days .. how come she still didn't change for like , ever since many years ago ? how come i can open and close one eye for her now , should i stop doing that ? sometimes she's appears very nice , i know that's not her real identity . and most of the times i'll get irritated when she badmouths(which is like , always) to me about this person and that .. whereas the "victims" were even in our own clique . worst still , i'm not sure if she did say anything untrue abt me , because for evil ppl who chatters to you will chatter of you . maybe she doesn't know she's in hot soup now .

when you twist the fact and one finds out. you will be dead. For me, im just disappointed. Really i am. why does she tells me all of others' untrue stuffs and i eventually found out from others that's not the truth ? Not only 1 or 2 , but it's like 3, 4 and more ~ ? when can she stop it man seriously . though i think nowadays she has got to sense that something is wrong when i gave her a slight cold shoulder . but shouldn't she reflect on what she did ? like, can't you ever live happily w/o motives , having to plan evil deeds or say things that ain't true about who and who ? i despise this type of ppl , especially those who wanna sow discord . and it's sooo tiring having to put on a smile to somebody which you don't like her actions and stuffs like that .


For example :

A talks to B about C that she's grown fatter .
B shouldn't sow discord and just tell C directly that A says C is fat .
so you ppl will guess what might actually happen if C gets super upset ?
quarrels and bickers and problems .

then , B will get what she wants . a good "show" ya ?
if i were B , i'll just keep quiet or pretended that A didn't say anything .

Yes . this is a real case for the above .
-shakeshead * How Dare You!

sch organised bowling activities for us tml . aww . needa reach sch at 9.15 !
kill me pls ~ i hope i'm not late ~ ):

weekends coming !!