When u were 15,
your mom came home from work, looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16,
she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

Then when you had an accident and the car was badly damaged,
she was so worried for you and didn't blame you at all.

When you were 17,
she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18,
she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19,
she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25,
she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden, parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.




.........................................

saw mummy taking a nap today while watching teevee halfway through.
secretly from a corner, i noticed the increased number of wrinkles on her face.
that sudden, i felt so remorseful.

i raised my voice at her ytd cos she kept asking why didnt i go to sch.

although she was considered fortunate enough not having to go out and work, but she sacrificed her youth and age bringing us up; cook yummilicious food for us every single day, thinking about what new stuffs to cook for every tml adds on to more wrinkles. housework everyday, cleaning thoroughly and my house's really spick and span everyday(except for my forever messy room caused by yours truly :X), washing all of our dishes after we had our fill, washing all of our clothes and etc, having to worry if we did go to school/late for school/overslept, worry and kept looking out of the window if we are reaching home late and have forgotten to inform her, super duper worried when we fell sick, cut our fav fruits for us without us having to peel/cut/remove the seeds and she knew very well i had a habit of eating only refrigerator-ed, seeds-removed fruits.

i don't know what i gonna do when i lose her one day.
i ought to give her a very good life and treat her better.

moreover, your family is the only one who will be there always.


i love mummy.

然后做出決定，
接着別再回头.

累了.

当你选择做一个坚强的女人时
你就放弃了很多被人爱惜的机会.

应该够了吧?
我现在 只想撤 ~


累已够~
真的.

did manicure today,
pink on the tips with purple blings,
and diamantes on the thumbs~

mood lightened a lil.

i don't know how long have i slept today,
but its really very very long.

till i was awaken by smses.
till i realised school has ended.
till i was reminded i was supposed
to meet up friends for jap class.

continued sleeping while watching teevee.

how i wished i could sleep forever.

there's still school tml,
and life has to go on okay.

me and tiffy ganged up and attacked vivie together!
one top one butt ! laughed till the voices went hoarse.
she's traumatised !! hahaa :D

choir rehearsal.
the performance theatre had loads of balloons hanging up high !
too bad they aint PINK(hot pink to be exact!) but dull gray and white. =.="

it will be our last year to perform on that stage already.
in half a year's time, we'll be gone, to graduation~

fell dead on my bed just now while waiting for the 9pm show.
in the end when i woke up ! the show is gone X.X ~ !!!!!

i loveeeeeee mummy's homely almond jelly + longans !
much much much better than those selling outside !
daddy gave me extra buckaroos $$ !!
he thought i'm in need of money now cos i work 2 jobs~

hiakhiakhiak*

but the thing is,
i'm just wanting to learn new stuffs to occupy ourselves,
not for the money ! :X


i'm a happy bunny today cos i felt light-hearted :D

What if we've already met the right person,
but we weren't ready to fall in love?

为什么你寂寞只想要我陪?
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰?

HAPPY 19TH TO MY JAS LAOPO!! (:
6 years of attachment, and it goes on~


drank. ate. sang ytd night.
i was a lil seh only, not to the extreme of being drunk.
stayed over at evan's place.

caught The Dark Knight movie.
Batman's sucha poor thing ):
the JOKER is so damn scary~



很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

Letting go doesn't mean giving up,
it means accepting the things that were not meant to be.

This girl, Yeewen(Jerlyn) ~

she's an aquaintance of mine, chatted in msn few times before when i was in sec4.
before i knew her, i got to know her through a guy, daniel, who always called her "yeewen mummy" ~ he always praised her and telling me how a nice person , how pretty she is etc ~

so i was curious abt this girl here and we had each's friendster in my last time friendster accts and starting chatting there and on msn later on. Yes, she's very nice and friendly (: she's in the same age as me: 19 . everyone's enjoying their teenage lives and she's left ahead. i knew she has lots of unfulfilled things to do. her bunch of J sisters, her bf etc ~

i felt so damn miserable when i first saw her news on the newspapers. and immediately i went to her best friend's blog. and i was sobbing bitterly while viewing the blog. i hope her best friend recover from it as soon as possible and move on. You're strong girl, i don't know what'll happen to me if this happens to my close ones.

sigh*

and the driver is a bastard !! he's just a friend of yeewen and not her bf !! i wonder why the newpapers claimed it to be !!! he suffer NO injuries at all and pushed the blame elsewhere and kept saying its not his fault ! TMD!!!*


so the whole night i went blank, went insomnia.
life's fragile, too fragile that we wouldn't know what'd happen next.
so i asked my friends, what if one day you don't receive my msgs, my calls, my msns ..
will you be sad ?

they warned me not to make such a joke.

it's not a joke.
like, who knows what'll happen right?
maybe you'll be gone tml? or 5mins ltr?

these 3 mths are crazy.
so many ppl dying etc.

my dear friends,
please really be careful on the road, or at anywhere else ~
someone told me, it's the 7th month that's coming and those "things" are looking for a replacement.




Yeewen, you'll definitely be the prettiest angel in heaven.
Of course, your friends will always remember you.
Rest In Peace~

and i miss him so , so much ):
how i wish i could tell him how i feel.
but i'm not those kinda of girls who'll confess first.
i'd rather stay mum and keep it inside forever.




你没问我 我能回应什么 用眼神说 我怕我会听错
要不要 继续互相折磨 你看我 我看著你寂寞
手已经围好城堡 心也已经备好浪潮 快完成等待完成的拥抱
别说你还没有感觉到 我所给你的微笑 不只微笑

终于了解等待滋味 是让人这么抓狂崩溃~

bebe. agnesb. gucci today.
bebe has a limited ed "BEBE SINGAPORE" logo blingbling top!!
and.. a BLINGBLING skull tank top !! damn chio!!

i wanna get all of em !! ):
money roll in pur-leaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ?

ohmy. i'm twitting.
1 top's value = even more ex than a paris hilton wallet.

LOLS.

anyway the P.H wallet, i think OOS alr..
cos when i first fell in love with it, it's like..
half a year ago lor ! but i didn't buy it down though.
didnt see it on the racks too ~

Ding Tai Fung for xiaolongbaos.
delicious okay ! ^^

dessert- mango pudding for me.
coconut sago for her ~

still felt empty inside,
ordered one more prawn pancake thingy.
very yummy ! *

then she told me she's treating me cos she owe me a treat the previous time ~
haha ~

Thank you my LOVE ! :D

on our next monthsary, i'll treat you back definitely!
*winks!

FEP. she bought a dress with a damn chio hotpink sash !!
and yours truly got an orange and a black tank top (:

went for work at 6+ ..
kept doing extensions for people..
fun fun fun! though quite busy ~

when there're no customers alr,
we went down to grab a bite.
cheesy chicken !!!

then, walked ard the shops awhile before gg back to shop.
and in 2mins ~ we bought a prettaye two-piece top tgt !!
diff colour though (:

jieying , evan and me went off tgt.
jieying's so cute !!

she wanna go shopping with us next wk !! :D

got to do report alr ~
byebye !

dad says..

if my attendance for school improves and my grades maintain,
he'll sponsor me anything i want ! :D

but i'll have to work double hard alr!
i hate my laziness which has caused me thousands of my procrastination.

I always wished there would be this boy who would make me his world, who would cry when i did, smile because i did, and understand my every move and feelings and thoughts. He need not be rich because being in love doesn't all have to talk about money, but he must have dreams.

That would be the day, i'd leave this world happy.

I've always wanted somebody like you in my life.
Someone who is kind, adorable(and cute!), and usually very nice (:

别说你还没有感觉到 我所给你的微笑 不只微笑 ~



There are so many things I wanna do,
so many people I wanna meet up with.
All at which only time & effort is able to fulfil.


so many deaths taken place these days. though they're not my friends, but when i see their friends and love-ones go heartbroken over their departure, i tend to get very upset eventually too.

life is so fragile ):
cherish !!


R.I.P .


need to hurry on our OA proj !
tata.

NEVERFULL MM is so prettaye ! ~ :D


and this !! :


Monogram Vernis Bellevue PM !!



calamari + chips for lunch today.
aft our proj with farah and sharona~
dinner was jack's place with oli and cheeyong.

talked about loads of r/s stuffs ~!

yesterday :

yellow ribbon event was a went a lil haywired ytd due to the faulty aircon, my 1st time having cold sweats(no idea why it's cold?) due to the heat and worrying we had to start our event on time but time starting ticking past. thank god that the aircon is back to normal soon after.

it was quite successful though,
i guess we've done our best (:

acc-ed evan to Hollywood Secrets(paragon) to have her eyebrows trimmed.
i kept correcting her language pronunciation and she went mad !!
hahahaha :X

then went to find AgnesB but no time left.
window shopped in gucci for awhile and headed to work.

learnt basic procedures for pedicure ytd ~
:D

should i get a LV or a GUCCI?
i can't decide!!




saw this baby ! but i don't quite like the bottom right logo~ ):



PALMERO is so damn gorgeous la but its ex ):




pamper myself ~
and i need a lasting large tote bag asap !!


what do you think ?

1st day at work.
new stuffs, new skills~
binding, threading, extensions.
relaxing working place~

learning manicure, pedicure, eyelash extensions soon!

(:

saw familiar faces in town.
last min late shopping aftermath.
happy 7th months to me and evan!
ha~

we were supposed to catch a movie with romeo.
but he has to book in at night.

laughed till my jaws hurt of the tattoo stuff.
haha~

we made a pact that we'll open our own shop tgt in the future.
and we even visualised how our shop will look like.
definitely it's, pink pink and pink !

we're not just saying it for the sake of it~
we're serious.

she bought:
bobbi brown's gel eyeliner + anna sui's eyelash curler.

i shall get that eyeliner soon.
home sweet home.


i ought to have flunk my OA exam.
didn't studied for it cos i thought it was just a test,
and hit onto my bed the previous night as i'm too tired.

when i stepped in the exam classroom,
the atmosphere seemed so stiff, it was then i realised it's an exam.

duh? neh mind.

our event tml.
hope it'll be a successful one.






the way you made my heart skip a beat,
the way you're on my mind every now and then,
the way we talked about everything and anything,
makes me wanna just lie onto the grass patch with you all night.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO PINKY LING (:
- hope you like the kuromi, blusher and eyeshadow i bought for you~


went to sch alone today.
the rest were late and i wasnt late.
after OA i went off to meet evan to town cos i'm damn bored.
get her hair extensions done at MILLY(FEP 2nd floor) ~

actually she wanted the clip-ons, but her hair colour went out of stock.
in the end, she went for braiding(like what i did the previous time) (:

so being a nicey gf of hers,
i patiently waited ~ aint i great ! haha.

intro-ed her to the delicious chicken rice place.
it's been long since i last went, the standards didnt drop at all ~
the prices rose alot ! but it's worth the price :D

she wanted to extend more to make it more natural,
so we went back, and i waited for her again ~

girl ah, now so pretty liao la ! hahaha.
not that i mean you aint last time,
but it's chio-er with the long long thing you know?

you're always pretty to me okay :D

after her extensions, i bought the clipon too.
with blingbling swarovski crystals. 1crystal is 3bucks can !
and i paid $17 for 1 tiny strand !

had to wait for the strand to be ready,
so we shopped ard. both got a pair of black gladiators each~
those roman sandals ! damn cool !

went back to check if my strand was ready, not yet ):

went shopping in FEP again.
went back the 3rd/4th time to collect~

and she kept apologising.
but it's okay la (:

also, she'll call us up for the jobs~
which means, we can learn how to extend hair !!
yeah ^^v

cos when she was doing the hair for evan,
she told her mum that she feel like sacking her staff
cos her staff secretly did free extensions for her friends.
so i told her we're interested in the job ~ :D

met my LCB Ivy up at commonwealth tgt with her friend jieying (:
we cabbed over and were late for half an hr :X ~

at : Faculty .

started with the warmups and basic moves.
last part, choreography dance ~
learnt steps by steps and then entire dance .
and finished the whole song.

quite enjoyable :D

after everything ended i was perspiring !
dance does give you a lighter weight , haha~

was very famished but i only ate a peach when i reached home and that's all (:

our instructor was a male,
we recognised his face a lil cos he looked familiar.
and very sure that he acted in drama series before ~

anyway, he's very amicable(:

there're loads of different types of courses + dances etc.

pop vocal, creativity workshop, street salsa, jazz ballet, foundation yoga, tango, hosting skills, poise and walk and many more !

and i wanna learn yoga badly !
heard it can calm our mind. i really need that nowadays.

if we sign up for the member, we can also attend the creativity workshop course amd fashion and styling(unlimited times) for free!! and 6months is just $450 , 1year $675 nia~ damn worth lor !


but the thing is, the place is too inconvenient ):


still thinking about it..



too lazy to study for tml's test ~

someone enlightened me ytd.
he told me his dreams and everything.
why he work so hard now on his studies etc.



ironically, i gave sch a miss today cos i don't feel like gg to school.
just need a lil of motivation, that's all and i'll study happily (:
i was in bed tossing ard, thinking about my life and future,
and basically slept for the entire day till night falls.

i suddenly feel that i can't slack my life away like that alr.

let's hope this wouldn't be another procrastination again.
imma queen of that, you know.

i was told that in 2012 the world will perish.
now it's 2008. 4 more years?

who cares whether it will happen?
we should just strive for our goals now,
so that even if we die tml(touchwood!) we wouldn't die of regrets.

perhaps this will be the crux towards being a contented & happy person (:

cherish the people ard you, regardless whether if they did vice versa.
one day they'll definitely know you're: one reliable.

try not to neglect the people around you when you're having your joy and laughter. don't make em feel lonely or left out(on intention or accidental) and initiate to ask em to join you along and i'm sure they'll love you more than what they normally do cos some people are meant to be placed in this world with you, in your different phases of life, and be there to support you, or at least give you a pat on the shoulder/a warm hug or just sit down there quietly to listen to your rantings when you are down. of cos, treat em the way you want people to treat you cos the world is round.

Get it?

just my two cents worth(perhaps?).

don't forget to praise your friends when they did well
and always tell them " i love you . (: "

i've loads of dreams unfulfilled.
don't ya?

REPLIES :

ADEL : this kind of teary movie, i also will cry !! haha. you can cry buckets over a dog movie but you're still cold-blooded ! :P bleah~

MIN : yes i'm fine my dear. nothing hiding from you alright? you know me inside, i'll tell ya first when i've decided to tell my other close friends too (:

WENZ : i swear if i can make it i'll sure go. but it all have to depend on my work schedule too, you know that i've to answer to my work too and i can't allow myself to backout last minute and throw them aside ~ ):

Yes i love your friends ! they're great people ! urber friendly i must say since the last i met up with ya and really nice (: and oh ! someone's turing the big 2 soon ! woohoo ! :X

i heart you girl, am missing you too.

BOO: vic liao huh ? haha ~ yes miss you too. and our crazy craps and laughters. we gonna meet up soon again ! cos it's like we always meet up cos of special occasions only. that's abit saddening.

STELLA: yeap. very long.

ST : hello stanley ! :D ~

XXSHIHUI : haha yeah ! tiangyun dropped into her textbooks ! i think she went MIA for a long time alr ! such a bad girl. haha.

NICKIE : hello girl ! *waves to you*

BOY : you still don't understand. *shakeshead. it all depends on feelings. love can't be forced okay. i'm lazy to explain it to you anymore.

CONG : hi bro !! yeah doing fine. take care too alright.

Guest and Passerby : it's by elva: 冲动 . nice ?

[updated]

then, i went to my friendster aft blogging,
"Who's Viewed Me" ~
that girl viewed me ! LOLS !

[/updated]


today, i passed my ex his stuffs back.
then there's a girl(whom i knew but is just an acquaintance) with him~

so what you expect me to think ?

of cos it'll definitely be:

wow wow.
trying to get hook up with a new girl and showing off infront of me huh?
thinking that i'll go mad or something?

*roll eyes*

don't you all despise desperate guys ?
无可救药 ~

i totally feel nothing at all, laughing in my heart.
then you people will think , if i don't care why do i blog about it ?

ah hah!
cos. i wanna make him know(he views my blog) that.
by doing that seriously doesn't affect me at all.

imagine you yourself are alr so ruined ,
comes along a girl who is also in the same state as you.
*shakeshead ~

well , birds of a feather flock together isn't it?
no wonder ~

I wish I could tell you,
the amount of people who dislike you and her to the core.

Go , just go tell her what i've said(since you always do this sorta stuff) ~
cos i don't even like her in the first place when we met at all~ (:

you yourself know before that,
that i don't really had a good impression of her.

please reflect on yourself.
you really need GIRLS ??????

okay, i better mind my own business ! ha~



aye !

school is such a biatch today !
i don't wish to mention it anyway ~ pointless.

totally no motivation, how i look forward to graduation day.
me and sy were telling each other that sch is so boring now,
not like the first few mths we just stepped in.

took class photo btw (:

aft sch at imm with my friends .. saw a new bourjois pencil eyeliner and remembered that evan mentioned few days before she wanna get a new pencil eyeliner. so i bought her that :)

had a nice and full dinner with evan, eric, puppy, manr, kangwei, xiaobai!
good food, too many to digest..

curry fishhead, kangkong, big chicken wings , cereal prawns.
doufu in the hotplate, pork rib bones ..

today was supposedly to be sorting out stuffs, but didn't in the end.
i guess it'll be soon okay ? i really wish to see us tgt again~

aftermath was singing aft dinner. xiaobai joined us awhile.
he sang jayc's anjing. then while he singing i interrupt and make it into rap !
cos too emo alr, then he joined in, started rapping the music !

evan kept laughing ~
haha.

then ade came. sang till 10+ and they bought kfc.
lepak awhile, headed home~


Good night world.







absolutely,
butterflies in the stomach !!
how ?

为什么 平淡的事情现在忽然生动
是你改变我 你改变我~

currently in school now.
to the brink of boring to death !
ha.

last night was doing tourism project with baobao till 6am+
and my eyes are shutting, so i went to sleep first.

so..

i'm damn restless now !!


:(


NRB's getting into some probs recently.
i hope everything can be resolved asap ~
gonna have a meeting on tues alright.

remember our promises okay?


on the contrary, spent a few hours on phone with evan the same night.
then we realised what exactly went wrong for all of us.


some of us, too straightforward and jokes went too far.
some of us, afraid to voice out to prevent quarrels.


then..
leading to unhappiness stacking up and finally erupted.

everyone has their own flaws cos we aint perfect.
guessed we learn it the hard way ~ it's still not too late alright. (:

and i still love all of ya .
yes i'm mushy, i know.


*LOVELOVE* ^^



i still have loads of events yet to post it up! ):
tw trips, sentosa, outing~ etc .

many stuffs to carry on this week,
meetups, dance trial, projects blabla~

i'll set aside some time i guess, soon.

can i stop having you in my mind over and over again?

work work work.
projects, projects and projects !
Not enough time ~ argh*
the damn powerpoint has something wrong !
TMD !!!

that's it !
bye!~

很感激 这城市拥挤的交通
让你我 还能多相处几分钟
人潮中 怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手
一刻不放松 不放松

忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
你给的幸福 在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口

忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着 能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受 不怕失落
关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂

我的心 是被你设定的闹钟
提醒我 想你的时间不够用
为什么 平淡的事情现在忽然生动
是你改变我 你改变我

你是情人还是朋友
还没勇气想得太多
你的世界如此辽阔
我会在哪个角落




you simply took my breath away~ ):
it's something that has not happened for a long time alr.

为什么只和你能聊一整夜?
为什么才道别就又想见面?
在朋友里面 就数你最特别~
总让我觉得很亲很贴..

class outing event~

reached at 9.30 but the time should be 8.55am. we were separated into groups for the amazing race. me, weishan, lis, oliver were in a team, we kept complaining that it's too hot etc and we wanna give up. so basically we were the last team to go over to the following stations la. but somehow or rather we managed to catch up with the rest and emerged 1st ~ we almost died of the exhaust and heat.

i think i do believe the rabbit and tortoise race now (:

captains' ball match thereafter. we won too ! yeah ^^v ~ then we waited for a period of time before the food arrived, we were damn famished ! sotong balls are yummy* ~ :D and there were loads of NS guys in the pavillion with us and it was a huge team occupying nearly the entire pavillion !

then it was prize giving session. our first prize was 2 nike and 2 adidas 20% discount voucher, 5 gloria jeans coffee's vouchers, big box of polky , cadbury chocs , and many other yummy biscuits and titbits ~

and they had this sporty babe prizes too and it was a box of yupi gummy sweets(i like!) la but what matters is the thought that counts (: i was surprised that they called my name and i was so blurred cos i was sort of like taking pics with oli and the prize~ then farhan kept disturbing me " purpur my gf " and i was like, WTH? and when he always does that. and i'll give him the stares. hahaha.

had group photo takings. then the whole class together. many cameras so many shots. and the guys behind(in 1 of the photos) pulled my hair up and they did loads of stunts behind the girls in other pics and i was like O.O and i can't shout cos it's photo taking in process else i'll look damn ugly in the pics ! aww ~

soon. time to go off. me and the girls went for dinner and i headed home aftermath cos i should be having work. dozed off in the 1hr30mins bus journey, reached home and i realised i'm way too tired to go to work cos i've not slept a wink the night before due to heavy insomnia recently~







stuckup people trying to bootlick and wipe others asses as clean as possible, to try to gain favor with your friends(etc liking whatever the friend likes/buying the mags that has your friend's fav in it) by fawning and servility .

why can't people just be real for once?
so damn FAKE (:

ytd, cabbed to novena once the 4 of us met up.
sorry for the wait though, eh i think sue-ee waited for damn long?
cos i had sch and had to rushed to prepare and go out.



camwhore and sue-ee dislikes all the pics
cos she just did her hair under reborning and it's damn damn straight.
haha ! everytime she saw the pics she will.. " AHHHHHHHHHH!! "



meet up evan and douglas there ~
then evan led nelson to go over to the steamboat place first.
after that we sneaked away to go and buy another birthday cake.



Reached while crossing the road dangerously !



6 of us started eating.



then Qiqi, Ivy, Stanley came.
following by Xiaobai, Ray, Pauline.




so changed our table cos no space ~


sneaked onto ivy !

By that time, i'm already bloated but i ate not many though.
mainly golden mushroom, the tanghoon and seaweed and a 2 crab claws.

and i ღ desserts ! :D


choc fondue is a must !

but i must say, their standard really dropped alot since the last i went~
service not very good i must say, and food wise.. not that yummy too!


then camwhoring + slacking + crapping etc ~



Ray apologised to me cos that time he playing with me ma..
then he use loud voice(jokingly) and then i also act angry hahaha.
and he wanna buy me a drink as apology ! LOLS !



i kept di-siaoing many people with sue-ee !
initially in the cab i kept calling nelson's name cos he sits infront.
he kept huh huh huh ? then i say. " Jiao shuang de " lols~



i'm the mastermind haha.. then sue-ee's voice is very loud and clear ma.
so i asked her to shout their names and act as if nth happens !
sounds childish eh? but once in awhile that's so fun !


AHLIAN in action~ hahaha!


sweet couple*


another pair ! violent couple ! :X

we kept disturbing sue-ee that she's an ahlian !
and we kept saying : " sorry ahlian ! sorry ahlian 4823748724 times ! "


photographer: adel.

what an artistic crab shell(covering wasted food) pic !







we had a good laugh man :D
i can't stop laughing when i saw the "victims" blurred face!



Birthday Boy. 20 yr old ! attached married.

then we asked the server there to help us take the cake out.
SURPRISE !!!



time to go ~



Girls pic excluding pauline ~


so we were like the last 2nd grp of customers to go off?
decided to train back cos there were 4,4,5 and a cab can only take 4 at a time.

THEN !

while walking to the traffic lights(we were very near) ,
we witnessed a car accident just right infront of us!
not the aftermath, but the procedure too ! ohmytian*
it was a damn loud screeching sound and i thought what was happening.
i covered my ears and bent a lil down ~


a small Lamborghini crashed(in the head) with a Mercedes(i think?)~


then. the indian driver came out of the car~

the lamborghini's young man seems injured from the impact .

first time in my life okay !
and the ambulance was damn FAST!
it reached like.. 5mins ltr ?
kpo kpo awhile and left ~



then i burst out laughing in the train while i was standing tgt with Qi and Ivy ~
cos we were talking about some random stuffs and blablabla(lazy to explain) .. so that led to me calling Miss Ivy : Lao.Cha.Boh ~ LCB !

all the way to Clementi i kept calling her that and she beat me !!
hahaha.

and we alr promised each other that
we'll go either hk or tw next yr march ! :D

a must okay ! ~
so nice to go on a holiday getaway with your bffs!





sang and sang. eat cake . nice nice ~

don't know why ytd damn on form.
those songs that normally i do not dare to sing
cos of it's high pitch, i can sing all that out ! :D

Happy !

sue-ee went high cos she kept having lots of cups down.
i didn't had any drink cos i don't wanna be drunk, and i'm wearing a dress !
wearing a dress is soooooo uncomfortable ! i kept ranting to adel.
cos she say the dress code of us for the day is dress !

i better not wear a dress that often alr !
i love shorts ! haha .

till 3am and ivan rode me home.


then today morning, had a bad pain.
ate the wrong stuffs, went to see the doc and i'm alright alr.
but very neijiu cos i can't go do proj with the rest.
sigh~ *

Should you find yourself the victim of other people's bitterness,
ignorance, smallness or insecurities; Remember, things could be worse.
You could be one of them~ (:


Life has been gradually going on a slower pace recently, I like it.
which also give me more time to rest and sort out my thoughts.

finalised the below everything :


如果你要快乐就大声叫!
男朋友甩掉~ 烦脑都忘掉!
世界上只有开心是最重要! :D
(from a song's lyrics)





Reasons of me feeling melancholic for 3days(and fullstop!) :

1) Definitely not for the breakup
(it's so worthless to me as i don't feel anything at all seriously).

2) Friendship which i always regarded the 1st priority, nearly got ruined by a nobody.

3) Fights like these are such a pain.

4) I felt numb about the evil sides of a human being.

5) I haven't go shopping(neither online too) for a long time !!

6) Day of the month contributed too.

I tend to eat so much when i had those!!
Had to work out a slimming plan soon ~

Anyway, i'm getting over it now ~
Just give me a pat on my shoulder and tell me :
"You're the best !"

(:

Hey, when have you heard of miss purpur getting so upset over a guy huh?
-Totally impossible- spelt out perfectly ~ *smiles*

Okay tell me i'm heartless ! i'm just like that !
so friends, don't worry about me getting a heartbreak of something ~
right adel ? Heartless creature!! You know why ~ :X

and my friends are all fierce ka . lols.
they may just take a gun and put it to his head~
but really no need la, i believe in karma.

i printed screen MRS TAN'S face with a mask when she's webcaming with me.
i bet nobody is able to guess who is that, the face is way too funny !
a "handsome" face become RU HUA !! Bleah ~

i'm risking my life okay !
she gonna kill me ! X.X

:



click on it to enlarge.




and heng called me on sat evening and i as usual i told him that he's disturbing me and i'm very busy la another day i call you(jokingly) while laughing ~ hahas. i gonna meet em all up soon and get another rounding on DC's car + i say i'll introduce em pretty girls ! :X


anyway, school started today.
nth really special though but i felt quite relaxing.
ohya! pinkyling became = icecream today ~ BING QI LING !
really BTH that hk lecturer .. lols~

and thanks for vivi's concern too (;
successful in psycho-ing me to eat TRTCC ~ :P *fats*







sch tml followed by a celebration for nelson's bday. so sorry that i can't go out for shopping just now with adel as i'm damn damn tired(okay lazy i admit!) to go out straight after i reached home from school ): but she suddenly 3G called me with her phone and showed me a pink wallet to ask if i wanna buy anot. LOLS ~

REPLIES -

XINHUI: yeap thanks. how's your school going along ?

C.KIAT : haha i was surprised you actually dropped me a msg. don't know who huh. last time everytime see me suan me say i zhong 4D cos i always look so hyper to you. Wa lao you good lo.. haha . Long time no see Bro ! :D

PING: haha of course i wouldn't let you have a chance to worry about me anymore ! you ah. my naughty dear and yet always my supportive pillar ! *loves*

ROMEO : romeo !! haha . sorry to neglect you so much ): Neijiu Neijiu ~ Yes what comes ard goes ard (: ~ Of course for sure ! And You too . *winks*

MIN : relax girl ~ chill down ! haha you seemed to be angrier than i was. *laughs no fret, karma karma. you ah don't do foolish stuffs you know, i'll be worried for you okay.

BLOG READER : thanks anyway for the tag (:

SISSY : sis take care too (:

SHUGAR : loveya too . thanks for your "preaching" that day ! :X

SOMEONE ONCE IN YOUR SHOES : haha i've already gotten over since that day ! yes and thank you for the thought of advising ~ Yes and move on ! (:

He’s like a teacher;
ask him a problem and all the possible solutions will come out on the board,
making me see things outside the box. ohmy! butterflies in the stomach~




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